I'm Not Him

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Marvin was still rubbing his carpet with a rag. Dila approached and brushed off his hand, then smeared the coffee stain with a mixture of soda powder and lime. She rubbed it gently, then wiped it with a wet cloth. Then on the lap again with a dry cloth. Dila took a hair dryer at her house, she dried her carpet for a while.

"Done!" said Dila.

She pulled out her hair dryer cord and rolled it up. Marvin just stared at him. The yellow stain is gone. But Dila said nothing, she walked towards the door and was about to go home.

"I'm home!" said Dila.

Marvin hurried to his feet and prevented it. He understood that he was overdoing it on Dila's hand just because of the coffee stain.

"I'm sorry!" she hugged Dila from behind.

Dila wasn't angry because Marvin overreacted to the stain. He felt guilty about comparing him to Yudi.

Dila took off Marvin's hand which hugged her, then turned around.

"I cape, want to rest first because tomorrow there is a test" said Dila.

She kissed Marvin's lips then hugged him for a while and left. Marvin just looked at her, he felt the coldness of Dila's attitude again. He also understood that something made him think again. But he could only take a long breath.

Dila lay down and closed her eyes trying to sleep but could not. He grabbed his cell phone and looked at his social media accounts. Scroling some posts of his friends and acquaintances.

A picture appeared and made his eyes widen. Dila got up from her bed and sat down with a very surprised face.

"What'sthis? Why is there this photo?" muttered Dila.

He's looking to find out who posted it. But the name was unknown to him. Looking at the date of joining, the account only joined two days ago.

"He just posted it. Who's she?" Dila still muttered.

Then one of his friends called. Dila immediately lifted it.

"Yes hello!" hello Dila.

"What's in that picture of you?" ask the same friend from Indonesia.

Dila could not answer, she was confused.

"Hey, don't tell me it's you! it's scary to know" he said.

Dila heard his friend's words and thought everyone must have seen them. Especially Marvin's friend and brother, because the picture was in their group post.

"Let me call again!" exclamation Dila.

Dila hangs up the phone and contacts her friend who is good at computer technology.

"Can you help me find out who posted this photo?" ask Dila worriedly.

"I'm not sure, but I'll try" said his friend.

"Thank you!" answer Dila.

He tried to sleep again, but he was getting worried and unwary. He thought all night and looked at the picture.

The newfound image of Rania after she was kidnapped by Davin. A photo showing her very bad condition. He remembered the incident. The incident he caused, Davin's revenge on him that he released on Rania.

Dila regretted everything, it has been a long time. Always remember every second and feel tormented with all that.

Dila thought, the caption in the picture says that they like to recognize it. Dila began to realize the purpose of the post.

~Do they think it was me?~ ask his heart.

"No, it wasn't me. Obviously it wasn't me" muttered Dila.

His mind stopped when he realized it was morning. Dila's head was heavy, all night thinking about everything that had appeared in her mind. By forcing herself, she took a shower.

She looked at herself while dressing up, looking closely at her eye bags. Add a little cream that is able to disguise his eye bags. Tidying up her clothes and hair.

Today there was a semester exam, he had already prepared well in advance. But given last night's post, he just hopes that what he's prepared for this one week doesn't go away.

Dila opened the door and came out, Marvin was at his door waiting. He greeted and hugged Dila.

"Hu uh, I can't sleep, now I'm really dizzy" Dila complained.

Marvin hugged Dila's head.

"You stop by the coffee shop, he said there is a new menu" asked Marvin.

"Good idea, come on!" Dila agreed.

Out of the apartment, Dila went straight into Marvin's car and they headed for campus. Arriving near the campus, they stopped and stopped by the coffee shop and ordered coffee.

While waiting, Marvin invites her to sit at a table by a glass window. Some people are watching them. Marvin looked at Dila as one of them pointed at him.

She smiled as she thought they were praising Dila's fashionable appearance. Marvin was proud of him. He held Dila's left hand which he placed on the table. His right hand holds a cell phone.

"See what else?" ask Marvin.

"Schedule, our gang picket schedule. There's no name in it, why am I changing?" lamented Dila.

There is no name in the usual group. He searched for his name but did not find it.

~What is this? Why is my name missing?~ ask Dila's heart.

Dila sent a message to one of her friends who was still a group.

[Sorry Dila, bad news got the gang leader to get you out of the group]

[What bad news?]

[I'm sure you saw him last night]

[Ouh, it's not my picture, it's not me]

[I'm very sorry, but I still can't help you to come back]

[No, Lisa, you have to believe my words]

[Sorry!]

Dila sighs at Lisa's last message. His eyes were glaring and annoyed. Marvin looked at it and was worried.

"You're okay, right?"

"Yes, I'm fine" Dila replied with a still irritated face.

He stood up and couldn't wait to get into the campus.

"Where's the coffee, why so long!" his weakness.

Marvin rubbed his back and asked the barista to quickly prepare his coffee. Dila walked up to the car and waited with her sour face.

Before long, Marvin came with their coffee. Dila quickly went in and sat down. He put the coffee in the place where he kept the glass. Marvin saw.

"Something really happened?" Marvin's getting worried.

Dila nodded then put on her safety belt.

"Just tell me, who knows I can help" Marvin said.

"I'm sorry, but I can't say it right now" Dila refused to talk.

"Oh, ok, I can wait, then now we go to college?" Marvin tried to understand.

Arriving at the campus, Dila immediately say goodbye to Marvin to immediately to his class. He kissed Marvin on his cheek, then ran while dripping his coffee.

Marvin smiled at his passing. Then he became surprised because some students seemed to be talking about it. Their body gestures were clearly paying attention to Dila. Marvin was wondering what was going on.

Marvin goes to Dila's class to see if she's okay. But baby, the exam has already begun. Dila was seen preparing himself and was about to start working on his exam sheet. Marvin goes to his own class and tries not to worry too much about Dila.