I'm Not Him

36

Anita approaches Rania and puts her hand on her shoulder.

"Listen to Rania, your story.I also just found out. This matchmaking story I also just found out recently. So.what can I tell you. You have to find out for yourself" Anita said.

"My life story is just dad, mom and Aditya. If there was another story only I heard from you earlier. I just want clarity, what is all this about treasure?" ask Rania.

Anita grinned at Rania's question.

"Hmmm.haha...." Anita laughed out loud.

Rania sighed, she felt like she was dealing with an antagonist in the drama when she was in high school.

"What .. You're not here for money?"

Anita returned to her chair and still laughed.

"You're here because Bondan gave your foster mother money. You're just here afraid we're taking back the money your foster mother paid Aditya school and making amends in the market. Aye right?"

Rania was still looking at him with a frown.

"Come on! You asked me like I was wrong to do everything just for the money" Anita said.

"Bondan accepted you as a stepmother and then treated you as a real mother, not for money. Especially Beni, you know for yourself the situation" said Rania.

"Hey.heard! They don't think about it because I've dealt with it. And now I want the Atmajaya Group to be completely mine by uniting the Subagja family's possessions with it. Come on. Here's my wages taking care of your sister. Not even anyone can do it. I'm good enough" Anita said.

"I understand, it's all about money. But..I also want to correct your thoughts about the reason I came here. Not because I'm afraid the money was asked back. I came here because I loved my sister, my mother so much that I now know they were nobody, but they lived with me more than a family. I have no regrets. And if I had to stay here because of your threats about all my friends, I would. Because I love them. Not because of money"

Rania stood up while looking at Anita who really did not like to hear her words. She turns around and leaves Anita in her own study.

Obviously Anita doesn't like everything Rania says. He considered Rania the most hypocritical person in the world.

"Even every pain experienced by man will have its rewards. No one is able to do everything with just the word willingly" murmured Anita.

Rania came down, in front of her stood Dina who was looking at her with reddened eyes.

"You why? Bondan said something that hurt you?" ask Rania worried.

Dina shed tears, she was about to talk but felt heavy after hearing everything Anita said in her study.

Rania was about to hug him, but she saw the map in Dina's hand. Rania understands that Dina is about to hand over the map to Anita to her study. He broke his intention.

"You hear that?" ask Rania.

"How can you do all that? How can your heart be so strong? Are you human or not?" dina said while crying.

"What are you talking about? Sleep, it's exhausting today, isn't it?" rania.

She walked past Dina, but Dina pulled her hand.

"What's Anita's aunt's threat to you? Who will be the victim?" ask Dina.

Rania just kept quiet, I don't know what she had to say. He himself still did not know who to tell this to. Who would be able to help him without having to make him fragile.

Rania lowered Dila's hand slowly.

"I don't know what you mean. I cape, I want to rest" said Rania.

"I'll talk to Aunt Anita to let you go" said Dina.

She was about to run upstairs, but Rania pulled her arm and took her to her room. Rania looked outside making sure no one was coming.

"You...." Rania wants to talk.

"What's? Told me?" dina.

Rania sat down, she sighed and was silent for a moment.

"What should I tell you? Mrs Anita also asked me to find out for myself" said Rania annoyed.

"You're not the son of your father and mother? Then..who are you? Why does Aunt Anita know everything? What's important? Then...What threats forced you to stay? Who do you call your friends? Am I on his threat list?"

Dina continued to ask nonstop. Rania closed her eyes not expecting Dina to hear so much.

"What were you talking about before the show started? What makes you cry like that?" dina asked.

Rania got up and held Dina's shoulder.

"Listen, you want to hear, right? Sit down!" rania Pinta.

He told Dina everything. Rania is still in doubt about what she said. All the questions are still in his mind. He wanted to go to Vero immediately to inquire in detail about them.

Moments earlier, Beni was looking for Dila in her room but nothing. Beni looks for her into the yard, as she usually goes there and is seen sitting daydreaming by herself there. Beni did not see him there either.

Beni came back in, she saw Dina talking to Dila. When he was about to approach, Beni heard Dina's words about the threat from her mother Anita. Beni stopped and leaned her body against the wall, listening to them talk.

As Rania takes Dina to the room, Beni also follows her. Beni came to Dila's room after she closed the door. Now, Beni listened to all the conversations Dina and Dila had.

Inside, Dina was speechless and could only frown her forehead hearing all of Rania's stories.

"So...Have long since Aunt Anita knew you are not Dila? Now, he's threatening to wipe out everyone near you so you can marry Beni?" dina concluded.

Rania only sighed, she silently looked at the sky from her bedroom window.

"You yourself have to figure out if it's really you and Dila's twin brothers. Then .. That guy was your brother too?" continued Dina.

"Yes.all you ask and say can you answer yourself after hearing it from me. As for myself, there are still many questions that I have to answer myself or I have to find the answer myself" said Rania.

"But Rania, I'm sorry. I thought you were happy with all this matchmaking. Because money. I'm sorry!"

Dina regretted what she said as she had drenched it earlier.

"Yes, I would also think like that if I was in your position" Rania said.

"That's it, it's okay. Go back to your room. Let no one else know about our conversation. I'm asking you to help with this one thing. Support Bondan to the end, never let go of his hand. If he helps me it's only because he respects and loves me, nothing more" Rania said, holding her hand.

Dina nodded. He walked to the door, then opened it. But he was surprised because Beni was there.

"Obennet?" dina.

Rania's eyes widened to hear Dina mention Beni's name. He thinks Beni heard all their talk.

"Hey..are you here? What was? That's okay, right?" beni pretended to have just arrived.

Rania sighed in relief hearing the new Beni coming. He approached and smiled.

"I'm here, we were just gossiping about the show earlier. You need anything?" asked Rania cheerfully.

Beni smiled and looked at Dina.

"Ouh.yeah, I will go to my room" said Dina.

Beni saw Dina come out and leave. Rania wants to come with Beni to her room, but Beni is silent and instead goes into the room and sits on Rania's bed.

Rania was surprised, she was nervous to see Beni sitting down.

~What will he do?~ ask Rania's heart.

Rania tried to be ordinary and approached with Dila's always carefree face.

Beni staring.

~What kind of man can turn the pain in his heart into a smile that looks no problem?~ say heart Beni.

"You need anything?" ask Rania.

"I want to sleep with you here, like before" said Beni.

He lied about what Beni and Dila had done. Beni just wanted to accompany her, to at least make her feel less alone.

Rania was silent and couldn't resist. He became awkward and as if he could not see Beni's eyes.

Beni pulled out Rania's hand that was about to stand up. Rania hugged him, Beni's face stuck to Rania's stomach.

"You haven't told me about your sadness since you came here" Beni said.

Rania was stiff, she was really awkward with Beni's attitude. Although she was used to her touch or embrace, Rania limited herself. The feeling that he was not Dila always reminded him to stick to his portion as a substitute.

"What sad news? You've changed, now, getting sweeter and softer. What else can I complain about?" rania.

Beni took off her embrace.

"really? I'm changing for the better?" ask her with a plain face.

Rania smilingly looked at him, she retreated and stepped towards the dressing table then sat down.

"Yes, it's thanks to me, isn't it?" rania is proud.

Beni smile.

~I already know you're not Dila, but why I don't want to let you go. I am much calmer to hear you are not Dila~ Beni said.

"All right! I'll go back to my room" Beni said as she stood up.

Rania was shocked and stood up. It felt strange that he had just said he was going to sleep here, yet he was going to go back to his room. But his heart was relieved, not having to sleep with Beni when he needed time to be alone.

Beni stopped at the door, Rania thought she was reminded of her words to sleep here. Beni turned around and smiled.

"May I hug you one more time?" ask Beni.

Rania opened her hands, Beni approached and hugged her tightly.

"Don't leave me!" whispered in Rania's arms.

Rania rounded her eyes hearing Beni's whisper which seemed to be completely dependent on her now.

"You're feeling scared?" ask Rania.

He took off his embrace and asked worriedly.

"Alright, I'll accompany you to sleep for a while. Come on!" rania pulls Beni's hand out.

Beni stopped.

"No, I'm fine. Too good so it's easy to feel afraid of losing you" said Beni while looking at Rania.

"Come, I'll accompany you until you sleep" said Rania keep pulling him.

According to Beni, they entered Beni's room full of congratulatory gifts and flowers. Rania got rid of them one by one and tidied up the bed.

"It's just right you want to sleep in my room, it turns out your room is full of congratulations. Hedi must have forgotten that these items should be stored in your painting room" Rania said.

Beni just stood looking at him.

"It's ready, go to sleep!"

Beni approached and lay on Rania's lap sitting on the bed. Rania stroked her head gently.

"I hope you're with me forever. Even though you're just a Rania" Beni murmured.

Rania doesn't hear it, she thinks Beni is praying before going to bed.

"Ofetish!" rania.

Beni smiled and fell asleep while hugging Rania's hand.