I'm Not Him

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Marvin is healed, Dila becomes close back to him. They went back to college together and spent time together.

But Dila's heart was still riled up, she felt it was not the closeness of Marvin and Chloe that made her feel pain. Now when he was with Marvin he still felt something strange in his heart.

Marvin was explaining the state of the clinic after he returned to help there. Dila just stared blankly at Marvin's face. This situation increasingly makes Dila not at home lingering with Marvin.

He often leaves Marvin when he's on the phone or going to the bathroom. After that Dila sent a message that she wanted to be alone. Marvin was disappointed, but couldn't push himself anymore. He gave up more this time, hoping that Dila would feel comfortable.

Dila looked at the window of her apartment. The glass in his hand contained coffee that an hour ago he made to relieve dizziness in his head. But not as much as he drank it. He put it back on the table and sat down.

Moments later Lisa invites him to hang out. Dila immediately agreed, he prepared and left. Don't forget he sent a message to Marvin where he was going. Trying to keep Marvin's heart as his girlfriend.

Lisa took Dila to a club. They went in and sat in front of the barista. Dila ordered cola and Lisa ordered an alcoholic drink.

"Why just order cola? You've never tried a more challenging drink" Lisa said.

"No, it doesn't taste good" replied Dila briefly.

On the other hand at the club that night, Jolie was drinking and started getting drunk. Yudi accompanied her that night, as today was their last day of being lovers according to the agreement two months ago.

Yudi who firmly does not accept Jolie to make her boyfriend forever, making Jolie upset but can not be angry. Jolie vented it on booze.

Jolie smiled at Yudi and hugged him.

"My girlfriend, I like you so much" whispered Jolie in Yudi's ear.

"You'd better go home, you're drunk!" bring Yudi.

"No, no, no! Today I want to be with you until morning" Jolie said as a child.

"You said you're just gonna celebrate our farewell, why is this?" yudi said softly in his ear.

Jolie took off her embrace and backed off.

"I don't want to break up!" shout Jolie.

Everyone stared at him, including Dila and Lisa who were drinking. They turned towards Jolie who was shouting while breaking a glass.

"I want to be your girlfriend forever, not just two months!" Jolie is still screaming.

Yudi tried to prevent it, but Jolie continued to retreat unwilling to hold it.

"We're going home!" take Yudi slowly.

"No!" Jolie refused.

He took another man's glass and drank it. Yudi took the opportunity to hug her and pull her out. Yudi succeeds, but pulling it is quite a difficult matter. Jolie clings to the bar table and makes it difficult for Yudi to pull her.

"Why Yudi? Wh why? Why do you want to do all these things for Dila? You said he was just a friend, but you're looking after him like you're keeping your love"

Jolie whines when Yudi can pull her out, she says the thing she wants to say just as it passes by Dila and Lisa.

Lisa, whose roommate is gaping, is astonished by her behavior. While Dila was surprised by Jolie's remark saying that Yudi did everything for her.

Dila walked following them in slow steps. Lisa didn't see him, she continued drinking and talking to the people around her who were talking about Jolie.

Yudi looked at the hand that was helping him, he was surprised when he saw it was Dila.

"You?" yudi.

"Is it not difficult to bring him with a gini motorbike? He's drunk really hard!" said Dila flat.

Yudi looked at Jolie who rubbed Dila's face.

"Ooh....Dilaaa, ouhh ..incidentally, I'm very upset. Wh why? What makes him so protective of you?" jolie.

Yudi lowered his gaze. He couldn't help Jolie's mouth to mess with him. Dila just stared at Yudi who had been caught by him. Dila volunteered to hug Jolie and drive them. Yudi had no choice, he also needed people to hold Jolie who could not stand still. They went on three bikes that night.

Jolie concocts everything she does to make Dila and Marvin's relationship better. Yudi was annoyed to hear it, but the trip to Jolie's house was still a long time.

Dila cried listening to Jolie rummage. He held tightly onto Yudi's jacket with the tip of his fingers. More and more convinced that Yudi still loves him.

Arriving in front of Jolie's house, Dila wiped her tears and hid her face from Yudi. He helps Yudi drive Jolie to his room.

Dila went out and stood by Yudi's motorbike, while Yudi himself still asked Jolie's friend to help keep her from getting out of the room.

Yudi came out and saw Dila, his steps stopped. Yudi didn't know what to explain. Yudi was afraid that Dila felt annoyed at him because of everything that happened.

Dila walked away from Yudi's motorbike, she was about to walk to her apartment. Yudi just silently looked at her away. When Dila walked far away, Yudi followed by pushing his motorbike so as not to be caught he followed.

But Dila finds out she's following him, she lets Yudi and keeps walking up to the apartment. Dila goes inside and greets Michael who sees Yudi outside.

Dila just smiled, she got into the elevator and pressed the floor number she was aiming for. But Dila couldn't help herself, as the elevator door opened on the floor of her apartment, she closed it and went back down.

Marvin, who was waiting for Dila, saw the elevator door open and knew it was Dila. He was amazed when the elevator door came down.

Dila ran towards Yudi who was ready to ride his motorcycle. Dila directly pulled Yudi's shoulder and looked at him. Dila's breathing gasped, she occasionally swallowed and tried to catch her breath.

"Why? What reason?"

Dila wanted to know the reason why Yudi did it. Yudi just kept quiet.

"You're trying to make everyone sure that the photo isn't me, you made Jason a promise to fix my relationship with Marvin. Wh why? What reason? Tell me! Do you want me to be away from you so much? Do you really not want me to bother you anymore?" Dila crying.

Yudi could not look at the face of Dila who was always crying because of it.

"I'm sorry, I don't mean to make you cry anymore" Yudi said.

"You know exactly what I want, why bother doing all these useless things? Why don't you just hug me when Marvin doubts me, and tell me that you'll always be by my side. It's so easy, why do you make all this so complicated" Dila couldn't help it anymore.

"I...." Yudi could not hold back his tears.

"I just need you Jud, long ago. I want you to stay by my side. Why is it so hard to do it for me" Dila almost sat down on the street.

Yudi grabbed him and hugged him tightly.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" whispered Yudi near the ears of Dila who was still crying.

Yudi's hand rubbed Dila's head crying in her arms. Marvin saw everything, he silently stared at the painful sight.