I'm Not Him

21

Dila's mind was fixated on her all-available habits, she had absolutely no idea what to do. After leaving the restaurant, he just sat quietly in the park chair staring at some family who were playing in front of him.

Dila recalled the memories of being with her parents before leaving her forever. They went to a famous and luxurious restaurant. Renting a room to meet special guests, he said.

The guests came first, his father and mother greeted them after entering the room. A man his father's age was sitting with a child his age. Their clothes are not so good. It was just that the girl looked beautiful wearing a dress similar to hers at home. Maybe it even belongs to him.

His father and mother hugged the girl tightly and affectionately. Dila, who was 7 years old at the time, was still very innocent and had no envy or anything else on his mind. As usual, in addition to their own children, they also love all children relatives or coworkers.

~hmmm the longer I sit here the more I will be lazy to step up because I miss the past~.

Waiting until 10 p.m., Dila just took a walk around the restaurant. Several times Fajri saw it and felt astonished. Arumi just smiled at Dila's behavior.

Fajri comes out of the restaurant, Dila grimaces in embarrassment. He hurried off to walk quickly in the other direction, so that Fajri would not get angry.

Finally the restaurant closed, Dila who was watching from an unexpected place slowly entered and checked the situation. With his funny behavior, he made Vero who was preparing to go home and even saw him from behind the window.

~hmm turns out the same funny behavior as Rania. Where he is now, his number is not active. Yudi, now he's unreliable. He messed up after Rania went~ said Vero's heart.

Vero walked out of his room and looked at Dila who was sneaking in. Dila smiled sweetly, she nodded and stood with her suitcase.

Arumi comes from the kitchen after helping Fajri check the needs for tomorrow.

"She's here, sir?" ask Arumi.

"Hmmm!" answer Vero briefly.

Dila remained silent and smiled.

"This is key! You can sleep on the couch in the employee locker room. Tidying up again tomorrow and try not to get up late. At 5am someone will come in from the back door!" arumi.

"Yeah!" take Vero to Arumi.

Vero gave Arumi a helmet. Dila rounded her eyes.

~They went home together? That close?~ say Dila's heart.

Arumi wears a helmet but has trouble wearing it, Vero helps her. With the conversation of those who planned to go where after coming home from here.

Fajri also prepared, wearing his helmet and carry bag.

"I'm first Sir!" exciting Fajri.

"Ok, I'll see you tomorrow!" answer Vero.

"Remember, don't get up late!" Arumi reminded me back.

"We're not quick to take Rania as an employee, she will be very diligent without much talk. I prefer him!" arumi's words were faintly heard by Dila.

Dila went into the changing room and made the sofa there comfortable to sleep on. He put down his bag and covered it with his sweater. He comfortably lay down and tried to quickly go to sleep so as not to be late.

From outside the back door someone with a black jacket came staggering. He is Yudi. Yudi moved to work after he was fired by Davin and applied for a job with Vero. He desperately needed a job to pay off all of his father's debts.

But he was fired Davin for his poor performance after the departure of Rania. He was often drunk and spent the night in a restaurant. Making the restaurant smell of alcohol, making Davin upset.

Yudi walked slowly and sang a heartbroken song. He went to the employee locker room. After opening the door, he was surprised to see someone sleeping on the sofa.

Then she remembered with memories with Rania, she smiled and walked up to the sofa slowly.

Slowly she opened the cover of the person's face and looked at him. Yudi was surprised, his eyes were round, he also fell to the floor. His face was dumbfounded, completely unexpected by what he saw.

"I do drink, but I don't mabok. She's...Rania?" yudi.

Unable to believe what he saw, Yudi rubbed his eyes and stood up again. He blinked a few times to confirm his sight.

"Rania!" said it.

~this is true of you, or just because I miss you so much?~

Yudi scratched his head in confusion. Then he approached and made sure the face he saw was Rania. Yudi stroked her cheeks and hair.

"Skin, touched, she's right Rania!" yudi said with a happy smile.

"Rania...Sally....!" exclaim Yudi.

Dila did not wake up because she had just fallen asleep. Yudi looked at her lips that she wanted to kiss from a long time ago, if Rania smiled, fell asleep or pouted. Yudi smiled remembering all the memories with Rania.

He kissed her and went back to covering her. Yudi left and closed the door quietly. He smiled as long as he walked. I am happy with what he sees.

"Rania's back, back to be with me. I'd say that I love her, so she wouldn't leave again and feel like I'd be by her side. No need to go to work, always close to me" he said along the way with a few happy tears at the end of his eyes.

Yudi forgot his goal of returning to the restaurant that was supposed to pick up his phone left in the locker. He returned to his room happily. Sleeping without taking anything off while smiling happily.

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Meanwhile in Australia.

Rania walks into Anita's study and knocks on the door. Anita answered.

"Yes, get in Dil!" said it.

Rania came in and smiled at Anita who was sitting checking a file on her desk.

"Aunty night! Dina says.." Rania hasn't finished talking Anita has interrupted.

"Dina? I sent Bondan to your room, why Dina? Hmmm Bondan is getting lazy doing little things now!" lamented Anita.

Rania thought, she remembered the moment Bondan and herself stared at each other.

~Huuhhhff..it's a shame!~ complains of Rania.

"It's ok, I want to ask about what Bang Brian said in detail" Anita said in her elegant style.

Rania changed her sitting position and explained.

"Doctor Brian said Beni's physical injuries have healed completely, but Beni still needs to be handled psychologically in order to start doing activities like before during his routine treatment. Brian's doctor advised to return to see a psychiatrist" explained Rania.

Anita smiled, in fact she already knew it straight from Doctor Brian. He only tested Rania's honesty for the umpteenth time. And proved Rania is an honest girl despite being trapped in a situation she does not want.

"You must have thought you'd be able to go straight home after Beni's healed!" Anita tries to read Rania's mind.

Rania was surprised, she rounded her eyes as if asking and confused.

"I mean auntie?" ask Rania.

Anita stood up from her chair and approached Rania, then sat down at a table nearby. His hand touched Rania's shoulder and pressed her.

"Rania.." call Anita to her.

Rania took a deep breath in enduring the pain on her shoulder as well as being shocked by what she heard. Surprised Anita knows her name.

Her eyes did not dare to look at Anita whose hands were getting stronger pressing on her bruised shoulders.

"Rania Ramadhania, stay until Beni becomes the leader of Atmajaya Group. Don't tell Bondan about this, if you refuse, I will hurt Aditya Ramadhan so he can't be a pilot anymore. And if you ask Bondan for help, I don't hesitate to wipe Bondan off the face of the earth" whispered Anita in Rania's right ear.

Clear expands on Rania's eyelids hearing the threat to her dear sister. It was hard for him to hold back the tears to fall from his twitching eyes as if he was worried about the decision he was about to take.

He wants to get away from the temperamental Beni, but does not want if Aditya is injured because of him. Aditya's smiling face was clearly drawn in his eyes.

Rania's heart was torn apart, once again she had to kill herself and become someone else.

"Good ma'am!" answer's lirih.

Anita took off her hand and smiled. Then she stroked Rania's hair gently, which made Rania even more afraid, more afraid compared to facing Beni.

Rania came out of the female demon room. Her tears kept flowing. Screaming without sound crying without sobbing. Her chest feels tight.

~what's this? why is my life story like this?~ complains of Rania.

Walking through several rooms, Rania stopped her steps to see Bondan waiting for her near the stairs.

Bondan looked at him with pity. He approached and pulled Rania's hand into her room. Rania is speechless and helpless, she is too limp to resist Bondan.

Bondan looked at Rania who was avoiding his eyes.

"What's going on? What did he do until you were like this?" ask Bondan.

Rania is a little confused as to what to say, besides the threat to hurt Aditya, Anita also threatens to kill Bondan, her own son.

"What do you mean?" rania answered, asking.

Bondan rolls the loose sleeve of Rania's nightgown up to her armpit. Seen bruised on his arm.

"It! There's another one on his back and the other arm. Want me to open it?" bondan said with his worried face.

Rania stared at Bondan's sweet-looking face while worried, which was in front of her. Anita's voice threatens to kill her. Rania shifted her eyes. He tidied back up his sleeves and behaved normally.

"It's because I'm too tired today, after sleep will be gone. Know it? this is a type of disease where red blood cells or platelets easily appear to the surface of the skin" he replied.

Rania is about to go out regardless of Bondan's worries.

"Go home! Let Beni kill himself or hurt himself again. Leave it! I'll take you home. You will return to the life I took in exchange for 250 million" Bondan said.

Rania's steps stopped, now she was tired of crying. His eyes began to be heavy to hold open longer. He was tired of all the work and the threat was also persuasion.

Rania closed her eyes and gathered energy to change her mood, she turned around and smiled.

"Give me more money, because I'll accompany your sister even longer until she recovers psychically. Now I'm really sleepy. I went to my room, didn't I?" he said with eyes pretending to be cursed.

Rania rounded her eyes when she saw Bondan's crying eyes. Bondan ran towards her then hugged her tightly.

"I don't want you to go, because I really like the times when I see you every day, but I also don't want you to get hurt, keep all the pain and sadness alone. I like you, Rania, make me your backrest here. Tell me all your grief, your pain to me. Lean back, cry on my chest! I will make you feel safe with me" Bondan said.

Rania was stunned to hear all her confessions and requests. There was a strange sense that she felt as Bondan hugged her tightly. His chest felt comfortable sticking to his cheek. Rania felt very well treated with her embrace. Feel comfortable and secure in hearing his promises.

Rania's hand was about to return Bondan's embrace, but once again, Anita's whisper made her abandon her intentions. Rania rejects Bondan's body from her body.

"It's not love, it's just compassion. A day and two will be gone if you start to be indifferent to me. No, it'll make my job easier!" rania.

His hand held Bondan's wrist and took it off. Rania smiled and turned around and walked out of Bondan's room.

Bondan just silently looked Rania out and lost his sight.