I'm Not Him

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Bondan realized, Rania was the first word she said when she came to her senses. Arumi looked down with her eyes open, unable to look at Bondan's sadness that asked Rania. I can't say anything about Rania either.

"How are you?" bondan asked in a weak voice and looked at the ceiling of his room.

After he started to gather all his energy and memories of the events the other day. Yes, it's already day four, they lost one of the unconfirmed Rania or Dila.

"Not yet, in the ICU room either, he hasn't regained consciousness. We can't say who it is yet" replied Arumi.

"Rania has a mark on her chest, I've seen it accidentally" Bondan said slowly.

"All right, I'll tell Vero. I will also ask Fajri to accompany you here" Arumi said.

He exited while contacting Fajri who was waiting in the hospital lobby. Fajri hurried over and accompanied Bondan. While Arumi to the waiting room in the ICU room.

She looked at her husband who still looked sad and tried to hold back her sleepiness. Arumi approached and touched her shoulder.

"You want to rest?" ask Arumi.

Vero looked at her, then hugged her who was still standing. Arumi approached and rubbed her husband's head leaning against her stomach.

"This is enough, my energy will come back full with just your arms" Vero said.

Arumi fell silent, she did not forget Bondan's words. But she misses the man who is already her husband. Missed him so much that he put off what he was supposed to say for a while.

Yudi came from below, he was bored as he himself waited there. Coincidentally, it was a clock. He came after being allowed in. He looked at Arumi who was hugged by Vero. His gaze turned to the girl he believed was Dila.

Yudi felt the girl's body with his eyes. Then he saw his fingers move.

"Stari's moving!" exclaim Yudi.

Arumi and Vero's attention is distracted by Yudi's words. They looked at the ICU. Arumi ran out to call the doctor. She's back with the nurse and the doctor who's going to check.

They were still waiting outside as the doctor examined her, hoping she could come to her senses and tell her who she was.

The doctor came out and spoke to Vero.

"A miracle, he realized. But not completely. Things are improving, everything is normal. He will be transferred to the ward" the doctor said.

"VVIP only Doc, I want me and my wife to be with him" said Vero.

"alright. Excuse me!" said Doctor.

Vero smiled at Arumi and hugged her tightly.

"My prayers are answered, he is healing quickly" Vero whispered.

Arumi was happy to hear Vero's voice returning excited. While Yudi can only smile, wish that she is Dila, his love.

Before long, Vero's phone rang, Vero was about to pick it up, but fell silent for a moment and looked at Arumi.

"Who?" ask Arumi.

"Sultan Ameer" replied Vero who was also astonished.

"Just say, it's been days for the company in the handle manager alone, who knows it is important" said Arumi.

"Yes, hello!" greet Vero.

"Sorry for what Sultan?" ask Vero while looking at Arumi.

Vero sat down, his phone just slipped out of his hand after listening to Sultan Ameer's explanation. Arumi became worried and grabbed her body to avoid falling.

"What's wrong?" ask Arumi worriedly.

"Sultan Ameer apologizes for the actions of Clara who planned the kidnapping and coercion for Rania. He had just said that their private plane, which Clara was carrying while carrying Rania, crashed in the waters of the Karimata strait. They all did not survive" Vero explained.

Arumi was surprised, she covered her gaping mouth in disbelief then stared at the ICU room.

"Rania....My rania, Mi. He did not survive Mi" said Vero while crying bitterly.

Arumi hugged him tightly, Vero cried unstoppably in his wife's arms.

Yudi was crying, but in his heart he was happy because the girl in front of him now was Dila.

Bondan shed tears when he heard Fajri's words that received a message from Arumi about the news of Clara's plane.

"I'm sorry, may you be strong. I'm sure Rania will be placed in the best place" said Fajri trying to strengthen his friend.

Bondan was silent with tears in his eyes that could not stop flowing. Rania's face was so attached to her eyes. Bondan did not accept this fact, his heart refused.

"It's only been four days, his body hasn't been found. He wasn't dead before his body was found" Bondan said.

Vero wept for Bondan's grief. He was well aware, not long ago they were convinced that it was fate that brought them back together in the same place when they first met. Now, he has to let Rania go with the very unexpected incident.

Fajri only sighed, he could not underestimate the feelings of Bondan who still rejected this reality. Anyone would feel it if the woman he loved died and was in such a bad situation.

Fajri looked at Vero who was standing crying in the doorway. He understood and came out, so that Vero could talk to Bondan.

Vero approached, Bondan saw him and came back crying.

"No, you can't say Rania's gone. We haven't looked for him Ver, I'll recover soon, I'll find him. Look, I'll prove that Rania hasn't died Ver, she's not dead" Bondan said when Vero couldn't contain his tears.

Vero looked down in front of Bondan, he could not calm his friend. He could not say that he had already accepted this harsh reality.

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Vera was crying hysterically, she couldn't accept the fact that Rania was gone. Yuni hugged her body from behind so she wouldn't fall.

Aditya contacted his friend to confirm the news of the plane crash in the Karimata strait. He's looking into it and hoping the SAR team is still looking for victims there.

While Nuri sat alone while holding her baby, staring blankly at the street in front of Vera's house. Given how his friendship with Rania began and survives to this day.

His eyes were endlessly crying, crying without a sound. His right hand hugged his baby, his left hand occasionally rubbed his cheek which continued to flow tears.

Nurdin could only sit still. His search for several days throughout Jakarta ended because of the news. He stops searching after learning the reason Clara kidnapped him, because of his jealousy towards Bondan.

He had no idea, Rania would be the victim of a plane crash. His heart did not just accept, he told some friends in Kalimantan to help look for him. Wishing she survived, but then rubbed her face with tears again considering she was not good at swimming.

"QUICKLY TELL ME THAT THE NEWS IS NOT TRUE!" Adit hysterical.

He was upset with his friend who also said that the accident had happened three days ago. It happened at night and the search began in the morning. But bad weather. Everyone says that in that weather, it's not easy for even great swimmers to survive. Moreover, the plane crashed quite far from the coast.

Nurdin holds Adit's body sitting limp, struggling to cry over the misfortune that happened to her brother Rania whom she loved the most.