I'm Not Him

55

Beni shed her tears.

"I never really got anything beautiful. Momi.momi was always Bondan's mother, but never my mother. Dila ..he also felt depressed with me then turned to Bondan. And you're Rania.you made it clear that I don't deserve a woman like you"

"I'm sorry Ben!"

Only that word was spoken from Rania who had been crying.

"From the beginning you were just kasian to me. It's all just pity. Hehe.I expect too much"

"Benn..." Rania doesn't like to hear her words.

"What should I do? How can I see you with brother Bondan getting married? Tell me what should I do?"

Beni started to act desperate like before. She clasped Rania's hand and shook her tightly.

"Art.forgive me. I'm sorry!" rania said while hugging her.

Beni cried in Rania's arms for a while. Then before long, she fell asleep with Rania's caress in her head.

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Yudi drove Dila home, today Dila is very quiet and not cheerful as usual. In his mind, Vero said that Rania and herself were the twin daughters of the Subagja family. Separated by their mother and father for their good.

Arriving at his house, Dila got down and walked without taking off his helmet. Yudi pulled his hand and helped him take off his helmet.

"Why are you?" ask Yudi.

Yudi looked at Dila's exact face, so she remembered the moment when she did the same thing to Rania. He didn't let go of this moment to kiss Dila's lips. But unfortunately Dila backed down and refused. Yudi felt awkward, he wanted to come with Dila into his house, but because Dila did not seem to want to be accompanied he was alone.

"Yes, I'm going home!" yudi.

Dila stopped at the doorway, realizing that she had ignored Yudi. Dila turned around and tried to smile.

"How about we eat instant noodles first?" said Dila.

Yudi looked at him in wonder. Dila did not respond to him at all. Now he is taking her to eat at his house. Yudi took off his helmet and approached Dila.

"okay!" answer Yudi.

He went in first and then Dila caught up with him. Dila immediately put her bag on the table near the bed. Then she checked the desk drawer and looked for noodles for her to cook.

"You're so moody from earlier. Is there anything big that makes you disappointed?" ask Yudi while helping to tidy up the carpets and prepare a small folding table for them to eat.

Dila looked at the noodles she cooked before her, thinking how to say it. What if Yudi finds out that Rania is in Jakarta and she is her boyfriend's twin sister. What if he goes back to Rania.

"What would you do if Rania suddenly appeared before us. Then he said that he still loves you and wants to come back to you?" said Dila.

Yudi was surprised by Dila's words, he did not let go of his gaze from Dila who was still standing in front of his stove.

"Are you going to accept his request?" ask Dila again.

Yudi hurriedly hugged her from behind hoping that Dila would stop her guess. Dila was silent for a moment, her eyes closed for a moment imagining the faces of Rania and Yudi alternately.

"Are you going to leave me?" say Dila again.

Yudi flipped Dila's body.

"Why are you? Why is it always this way? You already know the answer. I'll never leave you"

Dila looked at Yudi, she shed her tears. No more words came out, Dila just cried in the arms of Yudi who also fell silent not asking anymore.

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Not long ago a message came in on Vero's phone. Vero's eyes widened staring at the message. He tried to call the sender of the message.

"What's going on?" vero said with a worried tone.

"Fire restaurant! There are victims who are seriously injured" he said.

"Victim?" ask Vero wonder.

Arumi listened and felt astonished also with the victim.

"There's no one we told to go to the resto, right?" said Arumi.

"Yes! We have to get down there"

Vero and Arumi leave for the restaurant. Until there, he was surprised by the state of the restaurant that was still burning in some places and was being assisted by the extinguisher to extinguish the rest of the fire.

An officer approached.

"There's a victim, a woman. His injuries are quite severe. He was taken to a nearby hospital" the officer said.

Vero and Arumi couldn't believe everything that was going on. As if stricken by stairs, bad events occur in succession.

"Darling! You go to the hospital, see who that woman is. I'll handle it here first. Don't forget to tell Yudi Dila. I'll have Fajri nemenin me here" Pinta Vero.

"Ok, I'm leaving!" reply Arumi.

Vero looked at Arumi who was walking down the street to stop the taxi until he left. He went to help after telling Fajri to come. Shortly afterwards Fajri came up with an expression no less shocked. They just wanted to clean up the restaurant. Now it's getting worse.

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At the hospital, Arumi is immediately told where the victim is placed. A few nurses and doctors were out. The sound of his moans rang out, Arumi's tears dripping after seeing a portion of the face that was not burning.

"SNORT!" shouted Arumi.

An officer held him back from getting in and out of the room. Arumi cries in the hospital hallway with trembling hands trying to contact Vero. His hands were too nervous to focus on calling Vero. He dropped his phone from drowning.

Yudi took her, she just came after being told the hospital that Arumi would come to. Dila looked at Arumi who did not stop crying. Yudi approached and hugged her.

"Why? What's the matter Rum?" asked Yudi while rubbing his back.

"Who is the victim? Aren't we gone no more?" said Dila.

"Dadam!" lirih Arumi in her brother's arms.

Yudi's eyes widened, very surprised by Arumi's words. He let go of his embrace and asked once more to be sure.

"What?"

"Yes, the person inside is Nuri!" arumi said while crying again.

"Where can he be in the restaurant?" said Dila..

Yudi and Dila looked at each other in wonder. Arumi still felt sorry because the injury was quite severe.

"Don't he burn the truck he trapped himself" said Dila.

"Nga! Not possible!" yudi.

Dila averted her eyes feeling annoyed Yudi did not weigh her words. Yudi contacted Vero and asked about the restaurant. He walked a little away so that Arumi's crying voice did not make Vero even more worried.

Vero was shocked, he and Fajri immediately followed to the hospital after being assured by police and officers about the cause of the fire.