I'm Not Him

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My name is Keisha aurellia shahira, just call me Keisha. I have a twin brother named Keizha Dira shahira commonly called keizha, Keizha

born 1 minute after me. My face and Keizha are the same but not with our nature. Keizha is an agile, grooming, friendly, and popular person on campus. Unlike me who is quiet, can not dance, shy, and stiff but actually I am a person really fun if you already know. Although my nature and Keizha are different, but I love him so much and vice versa.

When I was a kid, I almost lost Keizha to my negligence in taking her on a bike, but I knew she wasn't very good at cycling. So when he wants to cross using his bike suddenly

there was a speeding car that hit Keizha right in front of my eyes until Keizha had to be hospitalized for a few weeks.

Since that incident, I have been traumatized and never touched let alone played a bicycle. I also felt very guilty to Keizha at that time, Until² I promised myself to obey any request from Keizha. Unlike me, cycling became Keizha's favorite activity, he was not traumatized by what he had experienced, even now he was very good at cycling.

Now, Keizha is engaged to a man who is handsome, cool, kind, friendly, loyal, agile and popular just like keizha His name is Aldiano Dirgantara, people used to call him Aldi, he said, Aldi is also a romantic man so you could say he is the dream man of all women. Keizha is lucky to have someone like Aldi who loves him so much. Although they are still both in college like me, but it is not a problem for them to get married soon after college.

Again different from Keizha, for the rest of my life I have never been a date let alone to get engaged like keizha. I don't know why, I'm too scared to know what dating is. I think that courtship is not cool, more, excessive, not free let alone see other friends often cry because love makes me more sure that dating or even love is not good, either, nyakitin liver anyway, no guy who sneaked me all this time. Maybe it's because I'm too quiet, so they might think I'm not cool, too mysterious, but I'm happy with those who think like that, because with them not approaching me I do not have to worry about being trapped with the name of love so that no one heart must be broken because love is also love is not my top priority, education is number one for me.

As for my friends, I don't have many friends probably because they thought I was too mysterious earlier. But, it doesn't matter to me that I don't have many friends because I have one really good friend, we've grown from small until now and I hope forever, his name is Bagas Karisma. He was the only guy who was close to me. He is like my own brother, he who has helped me a lot, love my spirit, anyway I am grateful to have a friend like Bagas. Not only good, Bagas is also a brave person, cool, cool, handsome, funny, and considerate. Actually many like Bagas, but somehow he never responded to a single woman who approached him. I always questioned him, but the answer was always the same: he always said, "There's one woman in my heart,and I won't accept any other woman stopping in my heart except her and I'll express my feelings to her one day at the right time" I always wondered who she was, but Bagas never answered my question.

Today, as always seen Aldi was waiting on the terrace of the house to invite keizha to go to campus together.

Keizha:"sha, don't you want to be with us too?"

Keisha: "do not zha, ntar I go with Bagas aja he also soon come"

Keizha :"oh, yes, that's what we are first"

Aldi:"first yes sha"

Keisha :"yes, be careful"

Aldi :"okay"

They both left.

After a few minutes, Bagas arrived. We went straight to campus

Arriving....

Suddenly Dinda, one of Keizha's close friends nyamperin me

Dinda: "Where's Sha, Keizha?"

Keisha :"Well, didn't you go first with Aldi? Should have dong nyampe from earlier"

Dinda :"But, I've been around nyariin nyariin him but did not meet²"

Bagas :"try calling first"

Dinda :"already, but not lifted² from earlier"

Bagas :"maybe they have a need for a moment"

Dinda :"yeah yes, yea, I am first yah"

Keisha :"yama"

A few hours later...

Keisha:"he's sorry for the gas, where are they both going? it's like this at this hour"

Bagas :"try the phone again, who knows appointed"

Keisha :"Still ungassed, they both didn't pick up my phone" While pacing back and forth trying to call Keizha and Aldi.

Bagas :"Yaudah is sha, they are already big, maybe they have a very important need, we do not know.by the way, you are very funny if you panic again, like a hen again nyariin his son tau no hahaha"

Keisha :" said Bagas, you were never changed always just say me, nyebelin tau no. people panic gini too"

Keisha :"Yaudah, but honestly don't know why I don't feel so good about gas"

Bagas :"Judah, now you pray so they don't why²"

After a few minutes....

Keisha :"gas vows, don't know why I feel bad"

Bagas :"anyways you should calm sha, you can not think strange²"

Keisha:"I don't know why, I'm saying that Keizha needs me now"

Bagas :"that's just how you feel"

Keisha :"but already at this hour of gas, they haven't sampled as well, where they don't give² any more news"

Bagas :"But they have often sampled it late as gini"

Keisha :" yeah, but I don't know why this time it's different like gas, like there's something going on that's the same with both of them, but I don't know why"

Bagas :"I'm so we wait a few more minutes, if they don't come we'll find them both"

Keisha :"You know, thank you so much gas"

Bagas :"yes, you are both calm"

Keisha:"iyaa gas, hopefully yes"

Bagas :"Of course, if you sit down first"

When I wanted to sit down, I suddenly did not know why my phone fell until the screen broke and...

Keisha :"gass pardon, my feelings are more unpleasant, why ya?"

Suddenly, my phone rang...

Keisha :"mama called, why ya?" while picking up the phone "Halo ma, what's wrong? WHAT??????

keisha's phone fell...

What the hell is going on???

Look forward to the next story in the next episode...

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