I'm Not Him

35

Jakarta.

Dila did all the orders given by Fajri. He was indeed in charge of helping her as long as Vero left. Meanwhile, Arumi sat dumbstruck in the chair that Vero used to sit in. Given the sweetness of the way Vero assures her that he loves her so much.

Yudi is busy with all the kitchen work, the kitchen crew is also busy with their respective work. Dila went into the kitchen and requested an order from a customer.

"2 Fettucini and 2 Aglio olio" said Dila as he put the receipt on the table.

Yudi looked at him, the more days he saw Dila who now did not dress up often made it feel like he saw Rania present with him again. A smile always fell on Dila as Yudi recalled their closeness before Rania left.

Dila who is attracted to Yudi at first sight becomes more confident that Yudi also likes him. Dila looked at Yudi as a cool figure, a chef with a field chest, also with a handsome face.

Time and again entering with all the orders they had started exchanging sweet greetings.

"The handsome chef, the order for the table 12 Carbonara and Aglio Olio" said Dila.

"Ok, pretty!" answer me spontaneously.

All the crew stared at their closeness. Some of them talk about it also betting that they will be a couple someday.

At the end of the day, when the restaurant closes, Arumi takes his leave first. He was tired of all his work today. Fajri followed by carrying a package of food that he ordered earlier that he would eat at home.

While Dila is still busy with her laptop and working on some photos that she will upload on their social media.

Yudi who had long been standing at the kitchen door looked at Dila who was seriously staring at her laptop. He thought about making her his favorite carbonara. He went back to the kitchen and cooked.

In the quiet atmosphere of the restaurant, Dila heard the sound of people cooking in the kitchen. Dila approached and looked to make sure. When he entered the kitchen, Dila saw Yudi who was so handsome was cooking carbonara kesuannya.

Yudi saw Dila enter and smiled.

"I made Carbonara for you, you must be hungry. From earlier you only hold a laptop" said Yudi while pouring Carbonara on a serving plate.

Dila felt very touched because Yudi was still staying to wait for her. He approached Yudi and touched his hand.

"Thank you!" said Dila gently.

Yudi rounded his eyes not expecting Dila to be that close to him. He looked at Dila's lips which in his shadow was Rania.

Dila's smile completes Yudi's longing for Rania. The exact same smile. Without thinking anymore, Yudi kissed Dila's lips which he thought was very sweet.

Initially Dila was surprised, but she was carried away by her feelings that also liked Yudi. He returned Yudi's fondling for some time.

When Yudi began to be unable to control his desire, he pushed Dila and fell silent biting his own lips.

"I'm sorry!" said Yudi realized that in front of him is Dila not Rania.

He regretted it, the kiss he gave was not for Dila but for Rania whom he missed. He realized, if Dila knew the truth, he would feel hurt and sad.

Dila who still wanted to feel Yudi's kiss, pulled Yudi's waist and kissed him back. Yudi again got carried away, but he tried to stop it. Again, he held Dila's shoulder.

Dila gave up, she fell silent and looked at Yudi who closed her eyes as if this was not supposed to happen. But he likes all this.

Yudi took off his apron and put it on the table. He went out of the kitchen and came home on his bike.

Dila who was smitten by herself, she bit her lips slightly considering Yudi's very soft kiss that was still felt on her lips.

Dila smiled to herself, then she ate the Carbonara made for her. Eating it with an occasional smile felt Yudi would soon fall in his arms.

After eating, Dila washed the dishes again as well as the skillet used by Yudi to cook earlier. With cheerfulness and vigor, Dila also kicked while washing.

Yudi who was worried about leaving Dila alone in the restaurant stopped at a crossroads. Some long silent, his heart was completely in a dilemma, he wanted to go back yet was afraid to face Dila. Then Yudi took a deep breath, he turned back his motorbike and returned to the restaurant.

As she walked into the kitchen, she saw Dila was washing dishes while kicking. But what he saw was not Dila, Yudi saw Rania there.

His heart was pounding, Yudi smiled, his loved ones were in front of him. Walking over slowly while gathering all of her very deep yearning, Yudi pulled Rania's shoulder and looked at her.

Dila who was shocked, rounded her eyes before the face of Yudi who was approaching to kiss her. With a smile on her lips, Dila greeted Yudi's lips that touched hers.

This time, Yudi completely gave up all of his yearning desires. He opened the cardigan that Dila was wearing slowly, then kissed her neck. Dila who was carried away by the flow of Yudi's desire resigned and only sighed.

Yudi again kissed Dila's lips, then she stopped and looked at Dila who in her eyes was Rania.

"I love you Rania, I really miss you my Rania" Yudi whispered while kissing Dila's ear.

Dila was surprised by Yudi's words. He pushed Yudi and slapped him hard. Then fix his clothes that are almost all open.

Yudi was surprised and felt his own hot cheek slapped by Dila. Yudi was speechless to see the woman before him was Dila. Back he regretted.

"I'm not her, I'm not Rania, I'm DILA. D...I...L...A"

Said Dila while pulling Yudi's collar then pushing her hard. He left by bumping into Yudi's silent body also lowered his head in embarrassment.

Dila went with her bag, walked quickly to find a taxi and entered and then went to Arumi's house.

While Yudi sat on the floor, he regretted. Her actions not only hurt Dila but also betrayed the feelings of Rania who loved her. He could not resist the desire even though he realized that Dila who was now with him was not the Rania he always missed.

Both of his hands rubbed his head, a feeling of regret that was so great.

"I'm such a fool!" yudi.

At home, Dila took a bath and cried in the water that flowed into her head.

~Never before have I felt this kind of heartache, I guess she kissed me for starting to like me. But it turns out that considering Rania, the woman sucks. Had she been in front of me, I would have grabbed her hair and told her that I really didn't like her~

Dila was really upset, her heart cursing and spouting harsh words for Rania who was completely unknown to her.

Dila wanted to go berserk, throwing all the stuff like she did before. But stopped when he saw Arumi was sound asleep. He began to control himself and regulate the breath.

"Look at Rania, I'll make Yudi change. He would prefer Dila who looks attractive compared to you who are plain" he muttered while staring at the mirror.