I'm Not Him

60

Wandy got into his car and looked forward, staring at Anita who left Ryan alone.

Wandy sighed remembering everything Anita said. Everything he knows about Wandy will be revealed. He thought, he's not wrong. Everyone will understand how things are. He drove the car to his office.

Arriving at the office, Vero was already there waiting for him. Wandy looked at Vero for a moment remembering his mistake with his family. Vero smiled and walked up to him.

"Om, I've decided!" said Vero.

Wandy raised both his eyebrows.

"We're talking inside" Wandy asked.

They talk long enough.

###

In the hospital.

Rania came and entered, smiling at Nuri who was still closing her eyes. The nurse approached and told her about her progress.

"Thank you! You can rest while I'm here" Rania said.

"Thank you mom!" answer the nurse.

He left Rania who was tidying up the flowers in the table pot.

"Lord! I want to tell a lot, I hope you can hear" said Rania.

With a sad face and hands clutching Nuri's hands, Rania told her everything she had experienced in Australia. Tell him what he hasn't said yet because they know the difference about Ryan.

"I really hope you can recover quickly, hopefully everything I think doesn't really happen. If that happens, Bondan and Beni will get hurt knowing his mother is like that"

Meanwhile, Yudi came. While walking while looking around. He slowed his pace as he approached Nuri's ward. From the glass of the door, he saw someone sitting near Nuri.

Her heart said it was Rania. To be sure, he opened the door slowly and stood behind Rania.

Rania who thought it was the nurse who just spoke and did not turn her head.

"Is there anything left of Sus?" ask Rania.

"You're here?" yudi.

Rania's face turned pale, her body a little aghast, she was very surprised to hear Yudi's familiar voice. His grasp of the hand slipped from Nuri slowly, he stood up and turned around. His eyes were round looking at Yudi who was also staring at him.

"I know, Nuri. That's why you came here yesterday, right? And I'm sure you'll be here again" Yudi said.

Rania was silent without a word. While Yudi looked at him from the tip of his hair to his feet in wonder. She looks like Dila. Although the makeup is still characteristic of a Rania.

They went out and sat in the waiting chair. Silently, Rania looked down not knowing what to say. Yudi looked at him with a sense that was very difficult to express.

~What is this? Why am I so happy to see you in front of me? It feels like hugging you.but.this is very different from when I saw Dila as you. I was so easy to hug and kiss her. Then why is it as if there is a solid wall blocking me from doing it to you?~

His heart continued to speak, but his lips remained silent.

"How are you doing Arumi?" tanya Rania broke the silence.

"Good! He's very nice!" yudi answered quickly.

"You're moving to Vero's restaurant?"

"Yes...Davin's getting a little shitty"

Yudi's gaze could not be separated from the face of Rania who briefly looked down while asking him.

"You've met Vero, haven't you? She must have missed you so much" Yudi said.

Rania smiled and nodded. Yudi smiled charmed to see Rania.

In the atmosphere that was pleasant for Yudi, Dila had been standing for quite a while not far from there, noticing Yudi's expression that looked very happy to meet Rania.

Dila's face was red and began to be unable to control herself. She could not bear to see them smiling at each other, Dila approached in anger, she pulled the shocked hand of Rania staring at her arrival then slapped it hard.

Dila fended off Yudi's hand.

"Happy huh! Glad you saw Yudi staring at you? What are you gonna say? You want to say don't worry Yudi.I'm Dila's twin brother, I'll always meet you. We're gonna keep our feelings a secret from my brother Vero, huh!"

Rania rounded her eyes, sighing unable to prevent Dila from saying things that she did not want to tell Yudi first.

Yudi looked at Dila with a frown, surprised by all the statements that they were twin sisters as well as Vero's sister.

"You and the Vero brothers? Subagja Family?" yudi said in disbelief.

Dila turned around and looked at Yudi. He doesn't know if Rania hasn't said it yet. Dila, who originally wanted to humiliate Rania, now looks very evil in the eyes of Yudi for slapping Rania.

"Jude! i'm...." Dila confusion.

"You're the secret of this from me?" yudi.

"I...."

"Since when?" yudi's gaze dropped down.

"Jude!" Dila tried to keep denying.

"I must look very stupid" Yudi said again.

"It's not so!"

Yudi smiled in his regret. Dila held Yudi's hand to persuade him.

"Dear I beg you. I didn't mean to!" He tried to deny.

Rania looked down at Dila's call to Yudi.

Dila turned around and looked at Rania with annoyance.

"It's all because of you!" said Dila by pointing at Rania.

"He didn't even say a word" Yudi said, pulling Dila's hand.

They left Rania who was still silent.

Yudi was so angry, he took Dila to the parking lot.

"I'm good!" said Dila.

"What's the reason?" ask Yudi.

"What?" Dila did not understand Yudi's question.

"What's the reason you're hiding this from me?" tanya Yudi explained.

Dila sighed, she closed her eyes for a moment feeling annoyed that this was the wrong moment to tell everything.

"Sister Vero has told me to say, but I'm afraid you're coming back with that annoying Rania" said Dila in an annoyed tone at the end of her sentence.

Yudi kept quiet, hearing Dila was afraid that she would wish for Rania back, she could not deny it either. Her heart was so happy to see Rania was nearby now. But what you want to say, now he is already in a relationship with Dila. Rania was already with someone who seemed to love her yesterday, maybe there was no longer Yudi in Rania's heart. Thought Yudi.

Dila sat on the sidewalk crying, feeling that Yudi was indeed very happy to see Rania who would always be there close to them. But Yudi held her shoulder, then squatted in front of her.

"I'm sorry, I'm just making sure the person I saw yesterday is Rania. You know, me, Vero and Rania, we've got a pretty strong bond in a couple of years, but even if it's hard, I'm gonna make a solid wall the boundary between me and Rania"

Yudi hugged Dila trying to make her not cry anymore.

Rania who caught up with them, saw the sight. She smiles.

~Yudi can always make someone calm when with him~ said the heart of Rania.

Rania turned around and returned to the hospital. Yudi looked at Rania who passed while hugging Dila.

~Gosh! Whatisthis? Why do I hug Dila but feel I can't let go of Rania?~ whispered heart Yudi..