I'm Not Him

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Yudi sat pensively at the dining table. Rania prepared food for him.

"It's breakfast. Try it!" rania.

Yudi.

~Obviously he is very different to Dila. Despite the memory loss, the habits are different. Why am I so sure she's Dila? No, everyone also thought he was Dila. Or did the news given by Sultan Ameer make everyone think that the one left on the road was Dila, and the one who was taken to the plane was Rania. No, leave it like this. I don't want to lose any more, whether it's Dila or Rania. I just want to live with him~

Yudi started to be selfish, he would not say his doubts to anyone.

"Why not eat?" ask Rania.

Yudi woke up from his daydream.

"Ah.ya, I again thought, it's very nice if we are officially married" said Yudi with a smile.

Rania looked at her food. He doesn't know what to do or how to be happy. He can't remember anything at all.

~If he is indeed the person I want to be my life partner, then why does it feel flat to hear he is so happy with me?~ heartfelt Rania.

"Another month, everything will come true" Yudi said.

~He will only be mine~

Yudi smiled at her, Rania only replied with a slight smile. He still doubts himself. Everyone says she is Dila, Rania's twin sister who has died in a plane crash with Clara, the brain of their captor.

Rania did not understand anything, she just wanted to get up, as if she wanted to save someone. But when he opened his eyes, he only saw a smile on Yudi's face that seemed very happy to see him.

Rania holds her head which hurts from trying to remember something. Yudi saw him, he put down his spoon and fork then took him to the room to rest.

"You're often dizzy, what are you really thinking?" asked Yudi while looking for a cure for her.

"Aren't you going to be angry if I say that?" Rania asked back.

Yudi stopped looking for medicine, he turned to look at her.

"What's that?" ask Yudi.

Rania looked down while biting her lips.

"I feel like this isn't right, being with you, kissing you, doing it with you. It's not like this is all me. I feel like something's wrong, but I don't know what it is. The more I think about it, the more it hurts my head" explained Rania, who couldn't stand it.

Yudi swallowed his saliva, he grabbed his hand.

"Listen to me, we're together, soon we're getting married. Trust me, I will make you happy. [Whoever you are] I will always love you, and I will never let you go" Yudi said with a slight cry.

Rania felt guilty seeing Yudi who became sad. She hugged him.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to distrust you. I just want to share my feelings with you. You should also know what I'm feeling, right?" rania said in Yudi's arms.

~Jeez, she really is Rania, not Dila. Dila won't feel guilty when I say that. He will only endure with his anger. But Rania, this is Rania, who does not want people around her to feel uncomfortable with her~ said Yudi's heart.

Yudi closed his eyes, he was already convinced by now that the person who was hugging him was Rania not Dila. But he was determined to hide it from everyone.

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Sambas.

Dila paid a farewell to Saga by hugging her. Ayu looked at him cynically.

"Thank you, you have been kind and willing to be patient for me for over a month" said Dila.

"Yes, I should get an award for all this, right?" say Saga in style.

Dila blushed, she saw Ayu still looked annoyed. Dila approached and hugged him.

"Thank you Mom, beautiful midwife" Dila hugs tightly as she calls Ayu with the call of Beautiful Midwife.

Ayu smiled with a forced look at Dila. But Dila came closer and whispered.

"I think Saga likes you" he said.

Ayu's eyes rounded, then looked at Saga who was also staring at them talking. Saga raised both eyebrows, asking what Dila said. But Ayu turned her gaze to Dila again.

Dila waved her hand at Ayu and Saga. He got in a car that would take him to the city to take a transport of the officers who had received a message from Saga to bring him back to Jakarta.

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Aditya gets a call from Saga's friend to pick up Dila at the airport. Which is very coincidental that day he was on duty there. Hearing all the news given, Adit was very happy. She had already calmed down because Rania, her brother had already recovered, even though the people around her thought of her as Dila.

He was waiting for her near the entrance of the plane. Shortly afterwards, a person whose features were the same as that of Saga's friend, came up with a small sling bag hanging on his right side. Adit held back his steps and looked at Adit.

"Adith?" exclamation Dila.

Adit smiled, he hugged Dila happily.

"Sir Dila!" Adit is very happy.

Dila smiled, without another word, Adit invited her in and sat down in an empty VIP seat. Dila according to him, they were eager to talk and tell each other what happened during the nearly three months Dila lived in sambas. But since the flight was almost too late, they had to postpone it.

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Bondan is in Australia to take care of several branches that are experiencing a decline in performance. He became a cold man who only focused on work. Things got better after he decided to focus.

Vero gave him more assignments out of town or abroad so that he could forget about Rania and look for a new atmosphere. But unfortunately, all of those tasks only made her colder and only made Rania the only one for her.

Moments after he drank his coffee at a cafe, the phone rang the sign of a message he had received. Bondan read it because it was a message from Adit.

[Saga found Dila, she's with me now, we're flying from Sambas to Jakarta. Go home! The one who will marry Yudi is Rania's sister]

Bondan's eyes widened reading a message from Adit. She was happy, the woman she touched while in the hospital was Rania. The woman who looked at him behind Yudi's body was Rania. The woman who smiled as she congratulated was Rania.

"When I'm coming back, I have to go to Jakarta to tell Vero and the others. I'll say it right away, if by telpondia won't understand. If possible I will marry her directly along with the event Yudi and Dila married" muttered Bondan.

He rushed back to the hotel and prepared his return. Call someone to prepare a plane ticket to Jakarta.

The cold man smiled all the way to the airport. His heart was so happy, he would get his love back. He'll hug her again.