I'm Not Him

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Dila is still unaccounted for, Vero and Arumi keep looking. Vero is upset with Yudi who is unable to keep his heart. Also blame Dila who does not want to let go of Yudi and still insist will get his love.

"Where is he now?" ask Vero.

"Jews?" ask Arumi.

"Yes!"

"He left after I called you to dance" replied Arumi.

Vero is focusing on driving. Arumi understands Vero is upset and cannot forgive Yudi. She was worried that this situation would affect her relationship. Although he knew Vero was very objective, but that feeling always haunted him.

"You talk to him a lot, remember all your talk, did he ever talk about the place he really wanted to go home?" ask Vero.

Arumi thought, she tried to remember everything.

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Rania went out of the office. He also went to look for Dila. But what was implied in his mind was to visit the graves of his two biological parents. Rania stamped the gas and went straight there.

Getting there, Rania walks slowly remembering the time she first came here after she returned from Australia. But as he stared at the graves of his parents, he saw Dila.

Rania immediately sent a message to Vero and Arumi. He rushed over and hugged Dila.

"Where are you going? Brother Vero is worried, he's the same Arumi nyariin you!" rania said while hugging her.

Dila was shocked, she shed tears hearing Rania's words. He also felt that he had been wrong for always blaming Rania. But he kept his distance and took off Rania's embrace slowly.

"I'm fine" said Dila flat.

"We go back to Ruby's house, I will also ask Arumi's sister to move for a ride" said Rania.

Rania's hand held Dila's hand and was about to pull her back, inviting her home. But Dila was still motionless.

"What was on your mind when you first got here?"

Suddenly Dila asked. Rania stopped and looked at him. His gaze turned to the graves of his parents.

"I envy you" said Rania.

His hand slipped from Dila's hand which looked at him in wonder at his answer.

"I lived with other people, thinking that she was the worst mother ever. Who never caressed me though. As for you, I must have always hugged and caressed you until the last time you met. I was so thirsty for affection, hoping for one woman to turn out to love me so much. By looking at the reality that is in front of me, it turns out that the person who should also be my place of refuge and indulgence has passed away" explained Rania.

Dila listened while standing still.

"Come home with me! No Yudi, no Bondan. It's just me, you and Brother Vero. I promise there won't be anything I do that will upset you" Rania said.

Dila lowered her head, she was crying. Rania hugged him, they were crying over the situation that had happened to them.

Vero and Arumi stopped running when they saw the two of them hugging in front of his mother's grave. Arumi held Vero's hand, crying to see them finally hugging each other.

Vero smiled, he was very satisfied with Rania who was able to resolve her misunderstanding with Dila.

"I'm glad to see you guys like this!" vero from far away.

Dila and Rania were surprised, they released a hug and looked at Vero.

"I also want to be hugged" said Vero as he opened his arms wide.

Dila and Rania smiled and welcomed her brother's embrace. Arumi was happy to see her, then she pulled Rania to join in hugging each other. Arumi hugged them too.

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Bondan was surprised, obviously this morning he drove his mother away with a plane ticket in his hand. She was very worried but also confused by Anita's attitude.

He called Beni to make sure.

"Hallo!" answer Beni.

"Did momy say something?" ask Bondan.

"I told you, he didn't call me after the move" Beni replied.

"Then where is he now? Saga said there was no Momy on the flight this morning" asked Bondan.

"Well, how do I know if you're busy looking for him? Shouldn't you want him caught?"ask Beni wonder.

"I want him to exist because I'm pretty sure he's innocent. I will defend him no matter what" Bondan replied.

"He ran away, which means he realized he was wrong" Beni said.

"Benck! How do you say that? Momy must have been terrified after knowing that Ryan was nudging her, so she left" Bondan said.

"Hmmm, where does he know. You also came from Saga. Momy's search was also not in the newspaper or TV. Think about it, he left because he knew that after Ryan was caught, he would be arrested" Beni said, trying to open up Bondan's mindset.

But Bondan was just upset and hung up the phone all of a sudden. He sighed and tried to hold back his anger because of Beni's words.

Bondan decides to go to the police station and talk to Ryan not to accuse his mother. He rushed away.

Arriving at the police station, Ryan came out and looked at her while sitting in front of her.

"What's wrong?" asked Ryan lazily.

"Pull your words that carry my mother's name, otherwise I'll never forgive you. He may have come to see Nuri, but he wouldn't have told you to do everything you're accused of" Bondan said.

"Whose mother? You're not even his son" Ryan said.

"Pull all your words, that's all I want" Bondan said, unconcerned by Ryan's words.

"He's a real jerk too, I told him to let Nuri prevent the fire, he choked him and let him burn" Ryan said.

Bondan's eyes widened, surprised by Ryan's words.

"He couldn't accept that I loved Nuri, so he came to the hospital and mentally pressured her so she tried to kill herself" Ryan continued.

Bondan was getting upset, he closed his eyes not to listen anymore.

"Enough! I don't want to hear you continue to accuse my mother" said Bondan, who is still holding back.

"You don't know, either, if he told me to know about Rania since she was little. I kept an eye on Dila until she came to America and tried everything she could to get in trouble and went back to Beni who she was driving crazy" Ryan continued.

Bondan is getting a very bitter reality.

"Then, he blames the stupidity of your fateful encounter with Rania. And take her to be Dila to get Beni healed"

Bondan could not hear and resist his frustration. He pulled Ryan's shirt to hit him. But his hands trembled in limp after hearing everything.

"He asked Rania to stay, after knowing that Rania was the key to the fortune of the Subagja family, he continued his engagement with Beni. Despite knowing your romance"

Bondan immediately recalled the time Rania cried in her arms first. A cry she never understood. As it turns out, he was crying because he was depressed by the threat of his mother.