I'm Not Him

56

On a clear morning, Ruby's house was sunlit and made it look like a palace. Rania was still in her room. Last night made him think very hard. He was afraid something might happen to Beni. Last night she went back and forth to Beni's room to make sure she was okay.

Until Bondan is really upset and asks her to go back to her room and stop worrying. Bondan pulls his hand and makes him sleep in his watch. Rania who is still upset turned her body so as not to see Bondan's face because she is still upset with him.

Bondan is sad because Rania is more worried about Beni than she is feeling that she wants to be with him now. But she understands, Rania is afraid Beni will commit suicide again. With great difficulty he brought Beni up to this point. Things none of this family up to Dila couldn't do.

His arrival made Beni very stable. His patience, his gentleness to his patience not only makes Beni fall in love, it also makes Bondan do not want him to be owned by Beni. Bondan becomes selfish because he feels he has met Rania first. He knows how Rania and her family are.

Rania didn't sleep, she just closed her eyes. He also doesn't want to make Bondan worry. Bondan leaves after waiting for Rania to look asleep. By stroking Rania's hair, she actually really wanted to be with him longer. But he must prepare himself to face Beni, his mother is also Anita.

Rania's eyes were still staring at the window where the sun was clearly visible. The sound of knocking on the door sounded.

"Rania MBA! Today no one came to the dinner table" Hedi said.

Instead of telling Anita about it, Hedi was more comfortable telling Rania.

Rania came to the door and opened it.

"Well, did you know Miss Anita?" rania asked while going out with Hedi to the dining room.

"Mr Anita goes away early in the morning. Mba Dina too. Mr. Bondan is ready to leave. Mr. Beni too" explained Hedi.

Rania's steps stopped hearing Beni preparing.

"Where are you going?" ask Rania.

"To office!" answer Hedi.

Before long, Bondan came over smiling. She approached Rania and kissed her cheek.

"Bag darling!" bondan.

Hedi returned without speaking despite being surprised his boss easily changed his habits.

Rania becomes awkward in front of Hedi and then gazes at the arrival of Beni who is wearing a watch in her hand.

Neat Beni clothes, shirt with matching cotton pants. He also hooked the suit on his arm. Smilingly looked at Rania.

"Hi...morning! Where are the others? Momi's with Dina not having breakfast?" ask Beni.

His attitude was very different from last night. The sadness disappeared, the look on his face was fresh and exuded a carefree smile. He also patted Bondan on the shoulder with his ease, as if they were very close brothers.

"Dina left first she said, momi also said there was business and left" Bondan replied.

Beni sat down to eat bread with his favorite peanut butter. He also sipped milk and enjoyed it a lot. Occasionally ask Bondan what they will do today at the office. Bondan answered as usual.

Rania was still silent, she still could not believe what she saw. Feeling like all this is impossible.

~How can they forget last night?~ heartfelt Rania.

Then Bondan stood up.

"I'm done, don't you eat, baby?" ask Bondan.

He approached and hugged Rania's waist. Of course Rania immediately took it off to keep Beni feeling. Beni took his phone.

"Stay in that position!" said Beni.

He photographed Rania and Bondan hugging her waist. Rania was confused.

"You guys just have a photo together now" Beni said while showing them.

"Send me!" pinta Bondan's.

Beni. Rania couldn't stand it, she pulled Bondan's hand and took him to the front room away from Beni.

"What is all this? How can you guys...?"

"I talked to him last night and he accepted all my words as his sister" Bondan interrupted Rania.

"What did you say to him?" rania asked, still curious.

Bondan smiled and grabbed Rania's hand.

"You don't have to worry, Beni is stable now. He can take everything well. Colleagues problem, I will take care of" he said.

"No, I don't care about colleagues. I only care about you guys. I don't want you to smile when your heart holds deep pain"

"You've been feeling that way too, haven't you? Beni and I had a deal. We'll make you stop harboring sadness. And I will make you happy" said Bondan.

Rania stared at Bondan's face which looked very confident. Bondan kisses her forehead and bums at work.

"I'm leaving!" bondan.

He walked then stopped and turned around.

"Today this week! We're going to your house" said Bondan, winking one eye.

Rania sighed, she thought about what Bondan did not know. His relationship with Vero and Dila. And the others. Rania walks back inside, suddenly her phone rings. Call from Vero.

"Yes Bang!" rania.

"Mrrrrh accident! You have to meet him, at Harapan Bunda hospital" said Vero directly to the point.

Rania's eyes widened, not asking anymore, she immediately took her bag to the hospital. Beni saw him, he offered to drop her off.

"Where are you going?" ask Beni from the car.

"Mother's Hope!" answer Rania.

"Come in!"

Rania came in and put on her seatbelt.

"Who's sick?" beni asked while stepping on the gas pedal.

"Lord! My best friend" said Rania.

A few days ago Rania came to see him and saw him being with a man. Their hand manner looks very suggestive of their relationship is very close. Rania invited Nuri to lunch. He looks very happy to meet Rania. They miss each other.

Nuri also told her story of meeting the man. Ryan's name, he made Nuri feel very pampered.

"You guys have that connection?" ask Rania.

Nuri smiled and nodded.

"I don't want to hypocrite Rania, it's common in dating. But he said he'd marry me himself"

Rania saw that very happy look on her face. But can't let it drag on.

"If I asked you to break up with him, you'd think about it?" rania.

Nuri looked at him with astonished eyes.

"Why? Are you the only one who deserves to be loved and loved?" nuri's tone sounded annoyed.

"It's not that!" Rania tried to explain.

"I thought you were my best friend, but no, you envy me having a relationship with a handsome guy. You yourself can't go back to Yudi because he prefers people who look like you but look more attractive, right?"

"You know exactly how I am, since I left, I've been out of everything. But I won't let you hurt Nuri"

"OK.okay.with a new performance you came and said I had to break up with Ryan. Great of you yes! I really don't need this because it really doesn't matter. But.I want to know why, tell me!"

"He's not a good man!" answer Rania briefly.

Nuri grinned at Rania's speech.

"Fine, then who's good? Your daddy? It's just your dad, right?"

"Moor.....!"

"Quite Rania, I'll excuse you for your unwarranted request. But I'll keep our distance. Nye"

Nuri leaves Rania alone.

Rania cried remembering that. Beni looked at it and grew worried.

"What's wrong?"

Rania cried not to answer, Beni tried to understand. He's accelerating the car.