I'm Not Him

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Yudi silently looked at Dila who asked her things made her unable to answer. For a long time they looked at each other.

"I don't think he's coming home!" said Dila.

Yudi swallowed his own saliva.

"I've treated you both so badly. I-i'm sorry! I'll make it up to you by staying away from you. So help me to make it up to you. Don't mind what I look like or how else. I beg!"

Yudi was about to raise his fused hand as a pleading sign. However Dila hurriedly turned towards the door. He did not accept Yudi's request.

"I go first, I'll visit again if there's no college. I'm your friend, right?" said Dila.

He opened the door and paused for a moment after the door closed. His hand squeezed his cost on his chest.

~I've tried, almost two years I did. Trying not to know about you, busying myself with all my work activities. But, this heart still can not resist to keep finding out about you. I'm the stupid one, I'm the wrong~

Dila got off the bus, she stepped towards her apartment. His eyes looked at the man standing in front of the entrance with a smile.

"Marvin?" muttered Dila.

Marvin approached and greeted him.

"Where to from? I waited for hours here" complained Marvin.

"Just walk" replied Dila past him.

"Oohh, breakfast yuk!" take Marvin.

Marvin's hand hooked on Dila's arm, he was a little pushy. Dila did not feel comfortable being treated like that, but she felt bad because some days Marvin always helped her.

When he was forced to go, he got into his car.

"I have something for you" said Marvin.

Dila just turned her head and rounded her eyes looking at him. Marvin smiled and picked up a small bouquet of pink flowers. He also gave me a box of heart-shaped chocolates.

~Yudi never gini, but why I still nginget him yes!~ speak his heart.

Dila raised one eyebrow, she felt very strange. Without realizing it, he compared Marvin to Yudi who was very indifferent to him.

"It's not valentine's day!" said Dila.

"Yes it is not, but since I know you the feeling I feel every day is a valentine" Marvin said as he looked at Dila.

Dila bit her own lips, smiled then made herself sober. His eyes turned on Marvin who started his car engine and drove off. He sighed then opened the chocolate box and ate it.

Marvin saw her eating chocolate and he was very happy. He took Dila to a cafe that provides delicious and fragrant coffee.

Like that every Dila is not in college. Marvin would take him to eat as he liked. Treat it and make it more comfortable.

Dila also begins to receive Marvin's sweet treatment. He still can not forget Yudi, but still in a relationship with Marvin. He began to enjoy telling me what he was going through day after day on campus.

Marvin always listened with a dazzled look. She was happy to listen to Dila who always spoke with her mouth full of food.

One night, Marvin asks him to come to dinner with some friends and his brother. He treated Dila very special. All his friends understood that Dila was a special woman to him.

Marvin is a son of a family. His father who is a manager of a large clinic in the Harvard neighborhood. They are quite influential and influential.

Dila felt very honored when introduced to one by one friend and brother Marvin. Some of them are also champions in their field.

However, Dila was not comfortable enough with the views of some women who were seen commenting on Dila's fashionable appearance. Dila ignored him, he did not feel that he looked bad.

Dila was still adapting to those people, she was also not awkward to mingle her opinion on what they were talking about when asked.

Marvin is even more proud of Dila who is so cute and very interesting. He was able to blend in quickly from his estimation.

Dila gets a proposal to be a girlfriend that night, Marvin expressed his seriousness to have more relationships. For Marvin their closeness is not enough, he feels Dila is not entirely his.

Although Marvin is very happy Dila always wants and goes where he is, but Marvin understands that Dila is thinking of other men.

"I want you to forget it and accept me as your love" Marvin said as he asked Dila to speak on the balcony.

Dila looked at Marvin's face which showed his sincerity. Insanely thinking, he always remembered Yudi who always wanted to avoid him. But ignore people who care and love him as much as Marvin.

Dila grabbed Marvin's hand looking up waiting for his answer. Marvin smiled as he saw his hands clasping, he looked at Dila's smiling face and nodded in acceptance.

Marvin hugs her for a while, then turns around and calls all of his friends who are still mingling at the party.

"Hey you! He accepted my love!" his yell.

His friends were cheering him on. Dila blushed in embarrassment because she had just been treated as sweet as that.

Marvin hugged her again, Dila rubbed her back.

Day after day passed like the whole world also felt happy they became a couple. They go together more often. Marvin drove Dila every day to campus.

The news of Dila and Marvin dating has spread. Some people have guessed because of their closeness that is often seen. But some people do not think that Marvin will accept Indonesian girls to be his partner.

Dila's social media friends also congratulated her. There are also those who feel that they are not necessarily dating because they are just dating.

Dila smiled to herself looking at the comments of her followers. Marvin, who was carrying the coffee he made from his kitchen, smiled.

"Let's see what?" ask Marvin who has learned to speak the language bit by bit.

"No, it's nothing" Dila replied by putting the phone on the table and reaching for the coffee cup that was almost in front of her.

"Ah.social media!" marvin said he understood when social media notifications appeared in droves.

"Only netizens comment!" said Dila who has usually got good or bad comments.

"What did they say?" Marvin's curious.

"It's nothing, don't poke!" said Dila.

Marvin was anxious about Dila's behavior who always did not tell him about comments on social media. He tickled Dila and made her spill coffee on Marvin's carpet.

Dila rounded her eyes at Marvin, regretting it. Marvin hurriedly took a rag and anxiously cleaned the coffee stain. Dila was surprised to see Marvin's response which he thought was too excessive on the stain.

Marvin grumbles as his stain is imprinted and yellow on his Turkish rug. Dila sighed, she just knew Marvin's true nature over cleanliness.

Dila took soda and lime powder from the kitchen. When mixing it in a small bowl, he just remembered the incident Vero made a fairly long beret in his car.

Marvin waited for the car repair process and gave very detailed directions, he also nagged when the car was not too well handled.

Dila smiled to herself, unwittingly comparing Marvin and Yudi's very contradictory natures.

~If Yudi is clean only at the restaurant, turn at home, he is really lazy to just wash his face before sleeping~

Dila stopped stirring that soda powder dough.

~Do I miss him again?~ ask Dila's heart.