I'm Not Him

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Yudi looked at Rania from a distance, she followed her to the hospital after hearing the news, Dila asked her to check. But he thinks Rania will just check the contents.

Dila spoke with a doctor who knew the doctor Cintya who had previously handled Beni and also Rania during post-traumatic trauma therapy that hit him.

Rania waits in the waiting chair because what Dila will say is all of Rania's new habits and strange things according to the family.

Before long, Marcel's doctor who performed surgery on Rania's head came and joined the discussion. Those who at first were very amazed by Rania's determination to wake up from her critical period, now understood after seeing the examination that Rania had done.

"I think we should wait until she gives birth. Because all the checks that must be done are related to tools that will affect the development of the fetus" said Dr. Marcel.

"Yes, Marcel's doctor was right, even if Cintya came to Jakarta, she wouldn't dare to do hypnosis like she usually does" Dr. Bram said.

Dila sighed, she had not been able to do what Bu Vera wanted, treating Rania to be normal again.

"Just obey all her wishes as long as it does not endanger her and her baby" said Dr. Marcel.

Dila was speechless, she scratched her forehead even though it was not itchy. He did not know what to make, he just came alone with Rania without the presence of other families.

"Well, I'll come again with Rania's sister and foster mother. You can tell them everything. I was just going to consult. But it turns out you have discussed this, thank you" said Dila.

Marcel and Bram just smiled. Dila was pleased by shaking hands with both of them. He's out of Bram's doctor's office. But her steps came to a halt when she saw Rania talking to Yudi.

Yudi's hand rubbed Rania's stomach that looked prominent. Rania seemed to be saying something that made her smile. While Yudi just stared at Rania's stomach which he touched.

Dila's steps slowly advanced toward them. The sight was indeed a very painful sight for him. But he tried to really immerse all his feelings much deeper so as not to damage his family relationships.

Yudi did not listen to the words of Rania who only told about her sweet times with Bondan. He only focused on Rania's stomach that was starting to enlarge.

"You know, later during my wedding with Bondan, I will use my purple kebaya, my favorite color" said Rania.

Yudi only realized, Rania talked about Bondan as long as she stroked her stomach. Rania's smile stopped as Yudi silently looked at her.

Rania brushed off Yudi's hand, then stood up to Dila and stood behind her as if scared.

Yudi stared in surprise as well because Dila was already standing near them.

"You, are you done?" ask Yudi.

"Of course, we should go home. Vera ma'am must have been waiting" said Dila.

Dila grasped Rania's hand which was also very tightly grasping Dila's hand.

"Wait!" Yudi held back Dila's steps.

Silently waiting.

"Is he okay?" ask Yudi.

Dila stared blankly, she turned around and looked at Yudi's face.

"Yes, he's not okay. But, the content is very healthy" said Dila.

"Why with Rania, she's acting like a child. Is it true, it won't affect the content?" tanya Yudi assured.

Dila sighed, she felt that Yudi had never changed. He is selfish, thinking only about something he thinks is important to himself.

"Just pray, I also really hope that the mother and baby are okay until delivery arrives" Dila said after sighing.

Yudi understood Dila was disappointed in her who only thought about her son. But he could not change his mind that only worried about the condition of the fetus that Rania conceived.

Dila left by hooking her hand on Rania's arm. They walked leisurely towards the parking lot. Rania got into the car and sat down. Dila set her seat belt and made sure Rania was okay. Rania looked at him then touched his hand.

"Thank you!" rania said as Dila looked at her.

"For what?" ask Dila.

"To take me to check" said Rania.

Dila smiled, even though her heart was thinking that Rania changed again. She now seems to be a memory-losing Rania and is pregnant. Meanwhile, she became Rania who was waiting for certainty daei Bondan who promised to marry her.

Dila drives to Bu Vera's house and takes Rania to rest in her room. Along the way Rania keeps talking about her hair that is difficult to grow due to surgery. She likes her long hair.

Her attitude was like a teenager who was disappointed with her hair growth. Dila felt guilty for once asking her to cut her hair short for a stupid game of her idea.

"I'm home!" said Dila saying goodbye to Rania who was almost asleep.

Rania nodded and slowly started to fall asleep. Dila came out of his room and saw Bu Vera, Bu Yuni, Pak Nurdin as well as Adit who had just returned home, standing waiting for him to explain what happened.

Dila explained everything, no exception when Yudi came stroking his stomach.

"I'm scheduling an examination next month. Mother and sister Vero must come together in order to make a decision. I was just telling my concerns, but it turns out they've been talking about this as Rania's personal doctor" Dila explained.

They all stayed silent except for Adit. She stepped into her brother's room and approached him.

She looked at her brother's face that was soundly asleep like a child tired of playing. She gently caressed Rania's face.

"I will always be there for Nia. Like a brother who is always there for me" said Adit.

Her eyes could not help the tears that began to drip as she recalled her childhood with her brother.

Vera was crying, Bu Yuni rubbed her back even though she herself felt devastated hearing the princess she had weaned once now suffered from a strange disease.

"Rania can definitely get through all this, she's a strong girl, we all know that. Even if she doesn't heal, we'll always be there for her, won't we?" said Mr. Nurdin.

Dila looked at those who were crying over Rania's fate in their own way.

~A lucky step you Rania, many people who love you very much. They really hope you can laugh again and talk about the past and the future with them. I even envy you again, I can never be you. Never can~ said Dila's heart.

Dila was pleased with everyone by kissing the backs of the old men's hands. They smiled and rubbed the head of the young girl they used to say was arrogant.

Dila waved her hand as she drove forward her car. BU Yuni and Pak Nurdin returned a wave of his hand.