I'm Not Him

107

"Have you eaten all day?" ask Yudi.

Dila was silent.

"What ingredients are in the refrigerator? let me masakin" said Yudi.

"No, I can do it myself. Also, the glue is also bright" said Dila.

Yudi looked at her, he felt that Dila wanted to treat her like when Yudi was sick first. Make distance between them again. He realized it and followed his wishes.

"Okey, I'm home" Yudi said.

Dila regretted saying she could cook by herself. He swallowed his saliva hearing Yudi leave. He was confused and looked for a reason for Yudi to stay for some time.

But, baby, Yudi is out. Dila had lost his chance and left. He doesn't know when he'll see her again.

She covered her head with a blanket. Whining in the blanket for regret. Yudi who did not come home saw him in the doorway, he smiled at Dila's behavior.

"I cooked it!" exclaim Yudi.

Insane to hear it, she was surprised but also felt happy for Yudi to return. She opens her blanket to see Yudi passing towards the kitchen. Then Dila realized something.

"So she saw me whining?" muttered Dila.

Dila bit the blanket and scowled. Many of his own actions he regretted. Meanwhile, Yudi cooked with a smile on his face. He laughed at Dila's completely unchanged behavior.

~I think, the spread of the photo will make him worry and feel sad. But she was Dila, a person who was always carefree and had a strong heart. Even if he feels uncomfortable, he will force his desire to be comfortable~ said Yudi's heart.

Yudi remembered when calling Rania, he was not surprised by the news that Yudi delivered. Rania laughed a little and thanked me. Yudi also remembered when Rania said that she had to take care of Dila. Only Yudi could control Dila's childish nature. Only Yudi wanted to be by her side forever.

Yudi finished cooking, he served it on the table in front of the tv.

"Food is ready, come out!" exclaim Yudi.

He took a plate and a spoon to Dila. Dila came out wearing her sweater. Looking at Yudi who was walking towards the kitchen. Dila sat on the sofa and stared at her cooking.

Yudi came and sat down beside him. Dila kept her distance, Yudi looked at her but continued to get food for her.

"Here, eat!" yudi.

He gave it to Dila who was still staring at him gloatingly. Dila took it slowly, Yudi waited for her to eat.

The sound of Yudi's phone rang out, he picked it up.

"Yes!" greet Yudi.

"What's going on? why don't you come back?" ask the head chef.

"Sorry chef, my family was in trouble earlier, so I drove him home first" Yudi said.

Insane to hear it and sad to be considered family. He slowly put his food in.

"All right, it's almost done here. The clinic boss's engagement event was cancelled. He throws stuff. I'm calculating the loss" Chef said.

"OK!" answer Yudi briefly.

He hung up the phone shortly after Chef asked him to come in the morning. But Dila thought Yudi should return as soon as possible.

"You gotta go?" ask Dila.

Yudi smiled looking at Dila who asked without looking at her. He plans to work on it again.

"Yes, the meal is accelerated, I'll leave after you finish eating" Yudi said.

He went into the kitchen not far away and was seen from there.

"Just go, I'm fine" said Dila.

He put in food with a big mouthful. Yudi laughed at him again.

"I've been able to forget you with Marvin's presence, now I just stay used to myself. There's no Marvin there's no you. I will get used to it" said Dila.

Yudi who was cleaning the dishes, so speechless to hear Dila's words.

"Yes, although now it turns out that his feelings are only things that can change because of the incitement of others" continued Dila.

"What if she cancels her engagement and then comes to you and apologizes?" ask Yudi while washing dishes again.

"No, it's not gonna happen...."

"I asked you what if it happened?" Yudi affirmed his question by interrupting his words.

Dila stared.

"It doesn't seem like it's going to happen, I'm destined to be the woman dumped by her partner so as much as I start, the end is just wasted!" Speak with emotion.

He stopped eating, put down his plate and walked towards his room then closed the door. Yudi put down his plate and was annoyed with Dila's attitude.

But, upon seeing her plate that she still had not finished, Yudi controlled her emotions and drew closer to the door.

"Dila, you haven't finished your meal!" yudi said by knocking on the door after he tried to open it but it was locked.

"I'm not hungry!" exclamation Dila.

"You have to eat, you fainted because you didn't eat all day, you didn't have laper time" Yudi said, trying to persuade him.

"Just go, don't mind me!" Dila is still upset.

"Look! Someone said that only I can control your childish nature. And I'm all you need now. If you still want me to stay, eat right" Yudi still tried.

Dila opened the door and looked at Yudi in annoyance.

"Who said that?" ask her while angry.

"I won't tell you that you don't eat anymore" Yudi said.

Dila stared at the plate, thinking about wanting to obey, but she was annoyed to remember Yudi who was talking about Marvin who seemed to be changing.

"I don't want to know, go, bring all the food, otherwise I'll throw it away!" said Dila.

Yudi clucked, he was annoyed with Dila's behavior. His hand grabbed Dila's hand gently.

"Listen, eat first. After eating, I'm gone!" yudi said softly.

Dila was silent.

"It's not good to waste food, is it?" added Yudi.

Dila stepped, Yudi greeted by embracing her waist. They sit down and eat again.

Yudi waited, he played his phone while waiting. Dila eat while watching.

"Who said that?" tanya Dila broke her silence.

Yudi glanced for a while then refocused on his phone.

"Rania!" yudi.

Dila heard Yudi pronounce Rania's name easily.

"When are you talking?" ask Dila by facing her body to Yudi.

"Not long after I came here, he gave me the spirit to become a famous chef" said Yudi.

Dila sighed then changed the direction of her sitting.

"Why didn't you ever call me?" ask Dila.

Yudi raised his forehead, he understood Dila was going to start again with a question that would be the reason for him to behave strangely again. He put his phone down and changed his sitting position facing Dila.

Dila's hand was taken and placed in her other hand.

"Rania said, you're learning to handle the mall. He said if I go in again at that time, you will lose concentration and take off the mall for me" said Yudi.

"Rania was wrong, she was too pretentious about me. Hear that! I'm not going back to you, I just want to know how you are. That doesn't mean I want to go back, does it? You guessed my wish wrong" said Dila as she took off Yudi's grip.