I'm Not Him

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When he came home, he was escorted by Marvin for the last time to the front door of his apartment. Vero, Arumi and Rania were waiting for him. Dila opened the door and looked at the bag that was ready there.

"You're going home?" ask Dila.

Rania who prepared the provisions, turned her head and smiled. Arumi and Vero also looked over.

"Going home? Of course not" answered Rania.

Dila was confused, their bags were neat but they said they wouldn't go home.

"Then this?" ask Dila.

"We're going camping and a two-day vacation in Fruitland. They have an annual event, right?" exciting Arumi.

Dila responded flatly.

"I'm not coming, I'm not feeling well!" said Dila.

"Who wants to take you!" said Vero who put something in his bag.

Dila was astonished by her brother's answer that sounded joking. Yesterday he was so angry because he always hoped for Yudi.

"Yes, we went all three. You rest. You also have to take care of your graduation tomorrow" said Rania.

Dila glared at Rania, remembering when Yudi smiled at her, and did not congratulate her at all.

Rania was slightly offended by Dila's response. He was about to follow her to the room, but Arumu asked her to help tidy up her bag. Rania erased her unpleasant feelings. She smiled at Arumi and her sister.

Vero looked at the way Dila responded to Rania. He went into his room and spoke.

"What else is it?" vero asked Dila who had just come out of the bathroom to change her clothes.

"What brother?" Dila replied with annoyance.

"Why look at Rania? What's wrong this time?" ask Vero who has been upset with Dila's attitude lately.

"Ask him, what did he do with Yudi on campus before the graduation ceremony began? Yudi didn't even come to congratulate me. What did he say to Yudi? Did he ask Yudi to keep me away? huh huh? What's that supposed?" Dila raised her tone.

Vero was annoyed with his words, he slapped Dila until his voice sounded out. Rania and Arumi opened the door and saw Dila sitting on the bed crying.

"You're in a relationship with Marvin but still say you like Yudi. It's not....."

"I love Yudi, I love him and I will never change!" Dila stood up as if challenging her brother.

Vero raised his hand again. He broke his intention and walked out.

"Marvin has sent me, brother"

Dila's words stopped Vero's steps. He turned.

"That's because you continued to like Yudi while you were still with Marvin" pointed Vero at his face.

"I was wrong, brother, I was wrong because I could not move on from him" replied Dila.

"You know you can't move on from Yudi why do you accept Marvin?" shout Vero.

Dila fell silent, she just understood her brother's intentions.

Rania was silent, she was also going through that right now. Arumi put her hand on Rania's shoulder to make her not offended. Rania looked over and came out.

"Now you're wrong with Rania again? He didn't even know you were still hoping for Yudi, before I spoke yesterday" Vero said after seeing Rania come out.

Silence is not wrinkled.

"I don't mind who you love. But I object to you lying to yourself, Marvin and his family. When are you like this? How long do you feel about other people?"

Vero gasped, he took another breath.

"Now Marvin gives up because of your attitude, later if you are the same Yudi again, can you guarantee he will not give up like Marvin?"

Vero squatted in front of Dila and held her hand.

"We're your family, Rania loves you very much, sister too. Whether it's Yudi or anyone else, you can't continue to maximize your feelings for them. It's the same way you hurt them. It's an unhealthy relationship. The same is true of you who always blame people for your frustration. Any relationship will not be healthy"

Dila wiped her tears. Vero came out following Rania who got off and stood alone in front of the park near the parking lot. While Arumi explained all of Vero's intentions that she had heard from him while they were packing.

Dila looked down embarrassed, Vero did not mind his love for Yudi. But only annoyed at the attitude of Dila who always did not care about the feelings of others. He let go of Yudi because he felt Marvin needed him, without thinking about how Yudi felt when it was back to him.

When he was with Marvin, he still wished Yudi back to him, without caring about Marvin's sad feelings always seeing him wishing on Yudi. Dila cries in Arumi's arms.

"Rania talked about me with Yudi. He helped persuade Yudi to come home to Jakarta to help me at the restaurant. But he just smiled, no other response. Rania said she could only help get there. I'm sorry that my request to Rania made her misunderstand me" Arumi explained.

Dila understood, he was upset at him who must always explain everything. He can't think positively about anything.

"Judi left tonight, Marvin said he was going to fly tonight" Dila said in tears.

Arumi could only bow, she could not prevent it, she could not impose her will on Yudi.

Meanwhile, Vero looks for Rania and sees her sitting on a park chair. Vero approached her and sat down beside her.

"Huhhfff! He should continue to be scolded!" lamented Vero.

Rania sighed, she said nothing.

"We're going upstairs again? He probably already understands!" bring Vero.

"I'm not offended by Dila's jealousy. I just feel like I'm in the same position as him" Rania said.

Vero looked at him, he smiled considering everything that happened in Jakarta.

"Then, what's your decision?" ask Vero with a little teasing.

"Yaw! I told you, let fate work" replied Rania.

"You know, you already understand yourself but still ngeyel" said Vero by pinching his sister's cheek.

"Sick brother!" lamented Rania.

Vero hugged her from the side. Rania rests her head on Vero's shoulder. After a while of enjoying the afternoon in the park, they returned to the apartment.

Rania opened the door and got a hug from Dila all of a sudden. He almost fell backwards, but Vero held him back. When she found out that Dila was hugging Rania, Vero embraced her.

Arumi looked at them inside with her hands folded in her chest. He glared as if jealous of Vero, then smiled. Vero said he would hug her later, without a sound. He was relieved, all the misunderstandings between the brothers were always before long and could be completed on the same day.