I'm Not Him

46

Dila's getting a new charge, she's moving out tonight. Yudi accompanied her by helping to carry her quite heavy suitcase. Dila opened her new boarding door, Yudi walked in and sat on the bed exhausted from carrying a suitcase to the 3rd floor of the building.

Dila smiled and opened the bottled drink she had stored in her bag for Yudi.

"Why should I move? staying with Arumi at home, you don't have to spend for this" Yudi said after sipping a drink.

"Arumi doesn't like me, especially if he knows you're the same as I'm dating" said Dila flat while tidying up some items on the table.

Yudi looked at her and stood up, she approached Dila then hugged her from behind.

"He carried away Nuri's story about Rania. She just liked Rania so much that she thought she was good for me too. Be patient, one day he will be able to happily accept our relationship" said Yudi.

Dila turned around and hugged Yudi's waist. He looked up to look at Yudi's tall face. Yudi looked down to look at her, then Dila kissed her, making Yudi smile.

"How far are you from your relationship?" ask Dila.

Yudi raised both his eyebrows asking who Dila meant.

"You're with Rania" continued Dila.

Yudi turned his gaze in the other direction then released Dila's embrace.

"I'm just nanya, no other meaning. Do not need to be answered if you do not want to" said Dila.

He clearly saw Yudi's attitude which showed that he could not forget Rania yet.

Yudi sat on the bed and played his hand. Dila continued to tidy up the table then switched to the closet. He opened the suitcase and took one of his clothes.

"I've never even hugged her, let alone kissed her lips"

With Yudi suddenly talking, his words made Dila stop and look at him. Dila looked at Yudi's eyes and smile that was remembering Rania.

~Rania is able to make Yudi fall in love without touching her. What kind of woman is enjoying me now~ said Dila's heart.

"Rania just said that she likes me in front of everyone else for a meal together. Vero knew that, he even forbade Rania from continuing her feelings. But Rania still likes me even though I keep getting angry with her because she works in a place that's not her field"

Dila lowered her head and gritted her teeth slightly annoyed at Yudi's praise for Rania.

"Everyone likes the way they survive. Mixed but unmixed, he became himself. Me, Arumi and Vero know how she fought for her mother and sister. So...."

Yudi looked at Dila who was sitting on the chair by squeezing one of her clothes. He realized that Dila did not like his talk about Rania.

Yudi approached and sat down under Dila then picked up the clothes she was squeezing and clasping Dila's hand which shifted her gaze so as not to look at Yudi.

"She said just nanya..ko was angry!" yudi said he teased her.

Dila was still silent, Yudi tried to keep her from getting angry for too long.

"Rania is the past, she or I will not go back to the past even if one day we are met. Maybe he also has a man who finally makes him happy" said Yudi while rubbing his hand.

"Are you disappointed that he got another guy?" ask Dila.

"That's good, right! I feel no guilt because I have moved on from him" Yudi assured.

"I don't know how Rania is, everyone likes her, even Fajri, who just knows her, compliments her first impression. For sure, now, I'm your boyfriend, so you should focus on me. About Rania can only be the past that you have to forget. Okay" said Dila with a blink of his eye.

Yudi smiled, Dila hugged Yudi tightly. But Yudi thought.

~How can I forget it? Your face is so the same, I always thought you were him, even though I know very well, you are not him~ Yudi said.

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At Vero's house, Arumi is preparing coffee for her boyfriend who is reading the newspaper.

"It!" said Arumi while offering a glass of his favorite coffee.

"Morning already here, will I be invited to leave today?" vero asked suspicious of Arumi's attitude.

Arumi smiled while tidying up the messy dining table.

"Dihh.he knows" said Arumi.

Vero smile.

"Where?" ask Vero.

Arumi fell silent and thought.

"Hhmmm...how would you watch?" arumi gave me an idea.

"Find the time to go home this afternoon, I need to get to the night" said Vero as he turned the newspaper.

Arumi was astonished and a little upset.

"What way? Why don't I know?" lamented Arumi.

Still staring and reading his newspaper, Vero behaved inappropriately to Arumi's wishes. Finally Arumi got upset and took the newspaper.

Vero sighed and looked at Arumi who was bending her face.

"What's wrong?" Vero surrender.

"Who with? You must have another woman, right? Since returning from Melbourne, you have kept going, there is this business, that business. I'm starting to be unimportant to you" Arumi said, turning her face away.

Vero laughs at Arumi's baseless jealousy. He stood up and approached, Arumi turned around and was surprised to realize Vero was already in front of her. Arumi rounded her eyes and thought that Vero would kiss her. He closed his eyes and prepared.

But Vero smiled and planned to prank on her, she brought her face closer and whispered.

"I'm just yours, there's nothing else"

He does not kiss Arumi and just takes the newspaper that Arumi captured and sits back down.

Realizing that she had been bullied by her boyfriend, Arumi smiled and opened her eyes and then hit Vero's arm with a lap she held.

Vero smiled and raised a glass and drank his coffee. He put the glass and remembered Yudi who was always close to Dila.

"Yesterday Dila moved to her new boarding house?" ask Vero.

"Heuu..Yudi who anter while carrying his suitcase, like he is not comfortable living with me who does not agree with their relationship"

"Their relationship?" ask Vero.

"Yes, Yudi decided to have a love affair with Dila Aryani Subagja" Arumi said, imitating the way people talk in the drama.

"What?!" Vero shouted in surprise at Arumi's words.

Arumi looked at Vero with a face that was surprised by Vero's response.

"Since when?" ask Vero annoyed.

"Since ...sunday before you go home" said Arumi stammered.

Vero sighed in annoyance and folded the newspaper then threw it at the table. Arumi felt very strange with Vero's attitude.

Vero was upset by the decision of his friend who used to be very sad because he did not have time to repay the love of his sister Rania, now he was in a relationship with his other sister, Dila.

"That's it!" lamented Vero.

"What?" Arumi did not hear it.

"He's not real! It used to be like who languished so much behind Rania, now even become her boyfriend Dila. He probably thought of Dila as Rania because it was similar" Vero concluded himself.

Arumi approached and placed her hand on Vero's shoulder.

"Sometimes I'm jealous of Rania or Dila, they always get different attention from you" Arumi said.

Vero sighed, quite bored with Arumi's jealousy, as it was very difficult for her to tell everything now. Vero stood up evasive and went to his room. Arumi just looks at her and feels that Vero always dodges when Arumi is jealous.

Arumi sat down and put a cloth from her hand, she was about to stand up and take her bag, just about to leave from there because the situation was uncomfortable. He blames himself for being jealous.

But Vero opened the door and tidied up his clothes. Arumi looked at him in surprise, Vero was wearing jeans and a t-shirt, looking very neat and clean.

"Where are you going?" ask Arumi.

"Watch! He said he wanted to see it today!" said Vero as he walked up to his wallet and checked it.

Arumi smiled blushingly because Vero was always like that. Do sweet things when he is jealous and answer that his jealousy is very unwarranted.

Arumi approached and hooked her hand to Vero's arm.

"But..the film only starts later at 1 pm" said spoiled Arumi.

"Yes nothing, we can walk first in the mall" said Vero while tidying Arumi's hair.

"okay! Come on!" bring Arumi.

"Wait!" icap Vero held off Arumi's move.

"Yudi doesn't get stuck in Dila's kosan, right?" ask Vero still curious.

"Yes, he was still sleeping when I came here" replied Arumi.

Vero smiled with relief.

"There's a question about Dila again?" asked Arumi annoyed.

"Related!" vero answered while pinching Arumi's nose.

They also left.