I'm Not Him

101

Days passed, Dila could not stand his mind who always asked how Yudi was. He finds out about Yudi to the restaurant where he works. Dila goes into hiding from Marvin out of fear he tells Vero.

A friend told him where Yudi lived and had not returned to work after the incident. Dila grew worried, she was afraid that things were getting worse because no one was taking care of her.

I searched his address and got there. At first he hesitated to knock on the door, but a woman suddenly came and asked him.

"Who are you?" tanyakanya.

"Uhmmm, I'm his friend" Dila pointed at Yudi's room door.

"Friends? Yudi never told me there were other friends in Cambrige" she said.

He pulled out the key and opened the door of Yudi's room. Dila was astonished, her heart felt broken again. He thought that Yudi had a new lover here.

"Oh hi, my name is Lucy. Come in, Yudi must still be sleeping" said Lucy.

Dila was about to refuse and just leave from there. But her heart was curious about how Yudi would look if she saw that Dila knew she already had a new boyfriend.

Lucy wakes Yudi slowly, Dila turning her eyes away. Her heart felt an excruciating pain, although she was aware, within two years where perhaps Yudi was still thinking about it. He must have moved on, another case with himself.

Slowly Yudi woke up because Lucy said that one of her friends was visiting. He tried to get up and sit on his bed.

Yudi's eyes stared fixedly at Dila whose face she was still hiding as if looking in another direction. Yudi turns his eyes to Lucy and understands that Dila thinks Lucy is her boyfriend.

~Why do I want to explain so much? Isn't it good that she thinks Lucy is my boyfriend, she will leave immediately and stop being curious about my situation~ said Yudi's heart.

"What's your name?" ask Lucy.

"Dila" Yudi answered.

Lucy rounded her eyes, she had heard stories about Dila from Yudi before. She bit her own lips feeling awkward standing between the two couples.

"Darling, would you like to buy a snack to entertain Dila!" yudi.

Lucy's eyes grew more and more rounded and looked at Yudi with a wondering expression.

"Please!" yudi smiled as if Lucy was his girlfriend.

Dila was getting awkward, she was getting annoyed because Yudi called out to her in a sweet voice.

Lucy begins to understand, though she doesn't really want to interfere, she follows Yudi's code.

"Ok, wait a minute!" Lucy walks out of the room after she puts the keys on the table.

Yudi was about to stand up but the pain in his stomach could not be contained. Dila saw it, though upset, her worries were far greater than her jealousy.

Dila grabs Yudi's arm and helps him walk to the sofa. Dila's face that was close to her, made Yudi's heart beat fast. The sweet memories of the two of them suddenly appeared and made them miss each other even more.

Yudi turned his mind, he took off Dila's hand and tried to sit down by himself.

"No need, Lucy will see if she can be angry with me" said Yudi.

Dila sighed in annoyance, she could not believe Yudi was afraid because of that.

"He knows I'm your friend, it's natural that other friends donolongin. Especially in this country of people" said Dila upset.

"Where do you know I'm here?" ask Yudi who ignored his anger.

Ashamed to say that he was finding out about his whereabouts, he thought of another reason for Yudi not to feel big-headed.

"Nurse at the clinic, did you forget to check up again?" Dila is good at making excuses.

Yudi sighed and hid his smile.

"No nurse said it was right for me to come home" Yudi defended himself.

"You didn't go to work after you left the clinic. That means the wound is infectious and still painful" Dila concluded.

He searched the whole room.

"What diary?" Yudi was worried to see Dila's behavior.

"Not there, go home! Later Lucy can misunderstand" said Yudi.

"Why should he misunderstand? Temen time can not come to help change the bandage" Dila still looking.

Yudi sighed, he could not let Dila do the thing he wanted. He had promised Vero that he could not let his sister's boyfriend consider his feelings for Arumi just because of his mistake again.

"Ah, can!" said Dila who found him.

Yudi complained, he did not keep it well. He put bandage changing tools in any place.

Dila approached and immediately opened Yudi's shirt.

"Hey!" Yudi surprised.

But he has followed Dila's behavior. He was always willing and did not think of other people.

Dila slowly opened the old bandage and washed it with a liquid of Sodium Chloride. Yudi moved because of the pain.

"Why did the wound get so wet?" asked Dila while looking at Yudi's face grimacing in pain.

"No idea!" yudi answered and threw a glance in the other direction.

Dila applied the medicine and re-covered the wound. He did it while thinking, then he just understood what happened.

"Ouh, you eat spicy food?" said Dila guessed.

Yudi glanced at him, he felt Dila was very understanding of him.

"Stop, please stop caring about me. Don't you see I've taken care of anything?" said Yudi brushed off his hand and picked up the plaster.

He had difficulty cutting the plaster and was in pain because while doing so, the wound was depressed. Yudi grimaced again.

Dila who retreated, kept looking at him. He took back the plaster and the scissors without a word. Now that Yudi was silent, he let Dila do it.

"I couldn't sleep because I couldn't see you two days ago when I got home from the clinic. No one is looking, want to help, brother Vero is afraid of anger. After this, I promise I won't bother, only after this" Dila said in a slow voice as the distance of their faces was also very close.

Yudi gulped his saliva, he felt a strange thing. He also thought it would be better if Dila said that. But his heart said otherwise, he felt unwilling. He would rather have Dila do things as he usually does. Be spoiled and keep paying attention to him.

~What is this? Aishhhh....I really have crazy~.

Yudi tried to make himself understand and aware.

Dila finished and put back the medicine container. He put it in the same place.

"Lucy is old, but I'm laper!" lamented Dila.

Yudi just realized, Lucy told him to give food but did not give money for him. The neighbor's son whom he had considered a brother only helped him for a few days after his mother, Lady Maria, found out that Yudi was the victim of a stabbing.

He opens his phone and calls Lucy.

"Where are you, baby?" ask Yudi.

"Home, why?"

Lucy didn't go looking for food because she didn't have the money to buy. His mother was not at home, he could not return because when he was about to ask Yudi for the money, he saw Dila who was opening his shirt.

"I guess you pretended to buy a snack because you wanted to date her inside" Lucy said by phone.

Yudi was upset by Lucy's opinion.

"Ooh, long time huh? Yes, just go home, I need you here again, baby" said Yudi.

"You're bawling Yud" said Lucy.

Yudi hung up the phone smiling at Lucy's response, saying she was disgusting. But Dila is upset to see it, Yudi manages to make her angry.

"Has he really replaced Rania and me?" ask Dila suddenly.

Yudi.