I'm Not Him

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Ramadhan stood up after seeing his brother come out of the room. He immediately hugged her, wiped her tears and strengthened her.

"It's okay, we're going around Jakarta tonight, ok!" bring Ramadan.

Rania smiled. They're out of the police station. Saga caught up with them.

"Thank you for giving your statement. It must have been very difficult for you" Saga said.

Rania looked down, saying goodbye to him. Saga simply nodded and blinked to answer him.

Rania was riding on a Ramadan motorcycle, she hugged him while whispering.

"Take me somewhere" he said.

Ramadhan nodded, he turned the gas handlebar and drove.

Bondan was waiting for him in the car, staring at him. He saw Rania's eyes. He's following them.

~You did it Rania, you look tough with your family. I really want to be with you at times like this, but why did you ban me?~ Bondan's heart along the way.

Arriving at the cemetery, Rania wants to visit Beni's grave. She also prepared flowers before going to the police station.

"He must be a good man!" say Ramadan.

"Why did you conclude like that?" rania asked while sprinkling flowers over Beni's grave.

"When you visit him, I believe, anyone you care about, he must be good" said Ramadhan.

"She's been my best friend all this time, always listening to my complaints, even though my complaints always make her upset" said Rania while rubbing her headstone.

"I think Bondan is like that" Ramadhan said.

Rania was silent, she did not answer.

"I'm kind of surprised you avoid him, even though he always waits for his brother in the hospital. He even came after working with Kak Vero. Babe also thinks she's sister's boyfriend" Ramadhan keeps talking.

Rania looked at him and held her mouth to be silent.

"Ih.cerevet. Pilots have to be chatty, right?" rania mocked him.

Bondan, pretending to be on a pilgrimage near Beni's grave, heard it.

~He didn't answer, did he give up? Is this the end of my relationship with her?~

Rania stood up and invited Ramadhan to come home.

"Come, I was a little dizzy from crying earlier" said Rania.

"His heart is also blazing, will it not be dizzy when riding a motorcycle later?" Ramadhan's worried.

"No, there will be wind on the road" said Rania while staggering.

Bondan couldn't stand to see it.

"Ramadan, you go home. Let Rania take me" said Bondan.

Rania is surprised, she doesn't think Bondan is there. Bondan carried her and carried her to the car. Ramadhan who knew Bondan was following them, just smiled and caught up with them.

Rania held onto Bondan's neck, she stared at Bondan's face faintly due to the glare of the sunlight. His breath was puffed up, he felt dizzy and limp.

"We go to the hospital" said Bondan worried.

Rania held her hand which held the steering wheel of the car.

"I want to go home to my mother" said Rania.

Bondan looked at him in annoyance, he did not heed his request. Bondan took her to the hospital.

At the hospital, the doctor scolded Bondan.

"I told you, even though he can go home, but he still has a lot of rest" he shouted at Bondan.

Bondan looked down and apologized.

"Any want a loved one quickly healthy but not allowed to rest" said the doctor while leaving.

Bondan was still down until the Doctor left, he was still listening to his chatter.

Rania heard it, she felt guilty.

The nurse came and prescribed the medicine.

"Sir, this is the medicine to be bought, the complementary medicine that was left over yesterday after coming from here. Ouh yes, Rania's mother can go home" said the nurse.

Bondan accepts the recipe and approaches Rania.

"You wait, I'll buy this prescription first" Bondan said.

Rania just shut up, she's still limp.

"Gosh, how long is the line?" his weakness.

While Rania thinks of Bondan who has been painstakingly doing everything for her. He remembers all his memories with Bondan.

~I have to how Bondan?~ heartfelt Rania.

Bondan was still in line, he was staring forward, there were still ten other people in front of him.

Meanwhile, Ramadhan comes to meet Rania. He felt there was an opportunity to leave, he took Ramadan away.

"Come, I'm going home!" take Rania down slowly from the bed.

"But, brother Bondan?" ask Ramadan.

"Splash!" rania.

He exits the hospital's side door, a path that Bondan won't see. By forcing herself, Rania walked quickly assisted Ramadan.

Arriving at the parking lot, Rania put on a helmet and rode on the bike. He embraced Ramadan tightly. They go.

Bondan finished with his line, he walked quickly to the examination room, but Rania was gone. He looked and looked into another room. But there's still nothing. He called Ramadhan.

"Yes Brother! Brother Nia asked to go home. Sorry to not tell Bondan first" said Ramadhan.

"Oh, okay" replied Bondan.

He sighed, he was very disappointed, even in such circumstances he was eager to avoid it. Bondan went to Miss Vera's house.

Bondan calls Ramadhan upon arrival in front of the alley. Ramadan comes with a run.

"Son Bondan didn't go in first?" ask Ramadan.

"No, this is the medicine I bought. Tell Rania, I'll wait until she meets me, and I'll never bother her until she meets" Bondan said.

"But Brother!" Ramadhan refuses to let Bondan go.

"Ouh yeah, tell me he's taking his medicine, yeah!" said Bondan again.

This time Bondan leaves without seeing Rania. He decided to give her space and time. It would be difficult for him to truly accept Bondan's sincerity if he still had the feeling that he was unworthy.

Bondan waves his hand at Ramadan. She left with half her heart that she had already left for Rania.

Ramadhan returns home, then puts the medicine on the table in Rania's room. He stared at the lethargic face of Ramadan.

"What'sthis? Why is his face bent?" ask Rania.

Ramadhan who was about to take water in a depleted teapot, stopped but did not turn around.

"Medicine, dear Bondan" he said flatly.

Rania silently looked at the medicine.

~He didn't get into the house?~ speak his heart.

Ramadan came in with his teak. He glanced at the face of Rania who was still staring at the medicine.

"She said you should take her medicine and get well" Ramadan said, pouring water into a glass.

Rania looks at him and waits for a message from Bondan again. Ramadhan gave medicine to him to drink while staring at him who was waiting.

"Why? Nia's sister waiting for her other message?" ask Ramadan.

Rania sighed, she realized it was too selfish.

"I know Nia's sister didn't mean to be selfish. But Brother, I think he is really very tormented by Big Brother's attitude" he said.

Rania did not reply, she took her medicine and drinking water slowly.

"He deserves better than Big Brother" said Rania then took the medicine.

"But he wants Nia's sister!" firmly Ramadan.

"But sister can't" replied Rania.

"Ok, it's up to Brother. One more message, he will wait until Brother is willing to meet him, and during the wait, he promises he will never disturb Brother again" said Ramadhan.

She tidied up her brother's blanket and then kissed his forehead.

"Don't think much, if he doesn't wait, I'll find another man who is better than him" Ramadhan said.

"Thank you!" answer Rania.

"I'm outside, if you want anything call me" pinta Ramadhan.

Rania nodded