I'm Not Him

106

Marvin looked at Dila with regret. He's too late in Chloe's words.

"But how does her face look so much like yours?" chloe said by holding her cheek.

Dila looked at Marvin.

"What do you believe?" ask Dila.

Marvin looked down, he thought the same thing. Her face was Dila's.

"Do you think he's me?" ask Dila again.

Marvin breathed deeply.

"Tell me who he is if you're not him!" chloe tried to make Marvin more worried.

Dila doesn't care what Chloe says.

"You said you loved me, you tried so hard to get close to me. These two semesters, you're so romantic" Dila remembers Marvin's memories.

Marvin was confused and didn't know what to do.

"Why are you? you want to try to convince Marvin? come on, tell me who he is if it's not you. I got the photo directly from your close friend on social media" Chloe opened up about her own infamy.

Dila smiled, she was happy to hear Chloe say it herself, even though that was not what she wanted to hear right now.

Marvin looked at Chloe angrily, he pulled her hand and asked her again.

"You really did it?" ask Marvin.

Dila is happy Marvin pulled Chloe's hand.

"So it's him, have you asked him correctly?" the next speech made Dila lose hope.

She cried feeling Marvin just believed Chloe.

"You didn't answer Chloe's question, who would she be if it wasn't you?" Marvin asked Dila.

~Free, even if I say she is Rania, I will only hurt my own sister~.

"Don't tell me that in the world there are 7 people who look alike, it's definitely you" Marvin added.

Dila laughed at Marvin's words.

"I also have the honor of Marvin. If you take a stand, I can too. I won't explain to a meaningless person like you. I don't have to explain anything to people who are nobody to me right now" Dila said.

Dila turned around, she walked limply from feeling dumped by Marvin.

"You see, he's a liar. He wanted to accuse the bad things that happened to him to others. He does not deserve our sympathy. The misfortune that happened was probably because he was too arrogant" said Chloe.

Dila couldn't stand what Chloe said. He turned around again and ran, he was about to attack him. Chloe takes cover behind Marvin. He was scared of getting another blow from Dila.

Yudi was very aware of Dila's nature, as Chloe continued to talk, Yudi read Dila's turning movements. As Dila ran, Yudi grabbed her body and took her away from there.

"Take me off, I'll grab her yellow hair like that corn. Off!" shout Dila.

Everyone was gaping with Dila's curse which was outside of his soft-looking personality.

Dila did not know that the one carrying her was Yudi. He kept beating her back until they arrived near the parking lot. Yudi lowered him, Dila was about to run again without seeing Yudi. Then Yudi again hugged his waist to keep him. Dila remained angry and rebellious.

"Shut up!" yudi yelled out who was getting tired by holding it back.

He stopped when he heard his voice.

"You never change!" yudi said as he took off his embrace and tidied up his apron.

Dila turned around and looked at him.

"Judi!" said Dila looking at his face.

Yudi looked at him with a frown.

"I know you can't say that it's Rania. But at least arrange the right words for a bourgeois like them" Yudi gave his late advice.

"Give me a late suggestion!" lamented Dila with a murmur.

"I heard, aishhh!" lamented Yudi.

Yudi looked at him deeply, he sighed.

"Wait here don't go anywhere!" yudi's orders.

Dila stared at his disappearance. He waited by kicking the asphalt. A few moments later, Yudi came on a motorcycle. Dila stared.

"Good!" pinta Yudi while opening the glass of her helmet.

"Where are you going?" ask Dila plain.

"Go home! Where are you going?" yudi.

Dila turned her eyes the other way.

"No, I can go home by myself!" Dila refused.

Yudi got off his bike and carried Dila. He made Dila sit down, he himself went up and held the handlebar. But Dila was about to come down again. Yudi pulled Dila's hand and held it in her stomach. His position hugged Yudi, Dila rounded her eyes. He nodded and finally complied.

Yudi turned on his motorbike, he speeded towards Dila's apartment. On the way, Dila could not forget the face of Marvin who was so surrendered to release him because of fear of his family.

~Therefore your feelings, this year we are together, exchanging all the sadness and happiness. With you I was able to forget the person I now hug. Why Marvin, why? Is it my destiny not to be championed by someone?~

Unknowingly, Dila sobbed, she hugged Yudi tightly and cried on her back. Yudi glanced and felt Dila's wet tears on her shirt. His gaze returned to the road that was in front of him.

~Why do I feel pain when I feel her tears wet on my shirt?~ ask Yudi's heart.

Arriving in front of the apartment, Yudi stopped and removed his helmet.

"Come down!" yudi.

He took off Dila's hand, limp and she almost fell. The apartment guard saw the incident, he immediately helped Yudi who was troubled to keep Dila from falling.

"What's this about? What happened to Dila?" ask Michael.

"I don't know, he suddenly fell. She was okay!" yudi.

"And who are you? why is Dila the same as you?" ask Michael.

"Sir, I'll explain later, let's take him upstairs first" Yudi pinta.

Michael looked at Dila and took her to the elevator. Yudi pressed the 5th floor button confidently. Michael looked at her, then looked at Yudi.

~She knows Dila lives on the 5~th floor thought Michael.

Yudi also opened the door with a code he knew, his date of birth. Michael grew suspicious, he helped Dila lie on her bed. Yudi looked for a cure for Dila to make her aware.

Michael fixed the table near Dila's bed, there was a photo of him there. He saw the face in the photo. Photo of Dila and Yudi when they were together.

Michael understands that Yudi is his acquaintance. He began to defuse his suspicions. He looked at Yudi who was still searching.

"I'll bring some medicine in the guard room!" said Michael.

"No, I found it" Yudi told Michael.

Dia menggosokkan minyak angin pada Dila, di tangan dan kakinya. Dia juga mendekatkannya ke hidung Dila. Kemudian Dila sadar dan membuka matanya perlahan.

Yudi heaved a sigh of relief seeing Dila sober. He helped Dila drink and lay back down.

"Ok, then I'll go down again" said Michael.

Yudi.

"Aren't you going to ask me something?" yudi.

"No, it's not!" said Michael.