I'm Not Him

69

Bondan didn't go to the office, he locked himself in a room. Rania was waiting for him at the dining table, Hedi was staring at him from the kitchen. He secretly sent a message to someone to tell him about the atmosphere at home.

Bondan comes out of the room and meets Hedi, he is shocked and puts his phone in the drawer.

"Momy didn't come home from yesterday?" ask Bondan.

He paid no heed to Rania who was waiting for him for lunch.

Hedi shook his head.

"No Den!" panicked answer.

Rania is upset to see Bondan's attitude, she goes to her room. Bondan saw it and let it go.

"He's been here since?" ask Bondan.

"Yes Den, he didn't eat breakfast because Aden didn't come down, so he waited for Aden for lunch " explained Hedi.

Bondan silently thought too harshly of her.

~But what he did was much more painful than my treatment of him~ Bondan said.

Not long after, Anita came. Bondan looked at her walking and greeted her in a hurry.

"Mom!" shouts Bondan approached and pulled his arm.

"What?" anita's eyes were round as if annoyed to be called.

"Where did Momy come from, just got home?" ask Bondan.

Anita.

"Momy said right, if momy again open a new business so momy is busy" replied Anita.

Bondan took off Anita's hand which was very different attitude, looks annoyed and not sweet as usual. Anita who was originally about to go to her room stopped stepping and turned around.

"Why didn't you tell me there's a shareholder meeting tomorrow? The meeting was also impromptu like this" asked Anita.

"I was told Siena this morning" Bondan replied.

"Why don't you go to the office?" ask Anita who changed her tone as usual.

"Again no mood, maybe in the afternoon I went for mastiin all went well" replied Bondan a little happy with the voice of his mother who returned as usual.

"OKs. Momy wants to rest first, momy will come with you to the office" said Anita.

"Ok Mom!" bondan replied with a smile.

~ At least I still have Momy who loves me~ Bondan said.

Bondan silently looked at Hedi who was also looking at him in confusion. He thought again about his quarrel with Rania. Bondan went back to his room. He walked slowly as he was about to pass through Rania's room.

Arriving at his door, Bondan stopped and his hand reached for the doorknob.

~What's wrong if it's the daughter of the Subagja family?, that's the reason dad betrothed me to her. I know what's best for me. I can't forgive him because he said he was going to see his mother, but it turns out that Bondan never compromised with his heart.

He was about to open and invite Rania to eat, but Rania suddenly came out and was like she was about to leave. Rania is shocked to see Bondan at her doorstep.

"Where are you going?" ask Bondan.

"Hospital!" answer Rania slowly.

"What happened to Nuri? Aren't there a lot of people with him now?" bondan.

"He tried to jump from the roof of the hospital" said Rania slowly.

Bondan's eyes were round, shocked by Rania's words.

"I have to go!" Rania was about to break through the road that Bondan's body was blocking.

"I'm taking!" said Bondan holding onto Rania's arm preventing her from going alone.

Rania looked at Bondan.

"I can take my own taxi" Rania said.

Bondan takes off her hand, Rania feels her hand come off and senses that Bondan is going to let her go. He left Bondan, who was still staring at him.

Bondan closed his eyes for a moment feeling annoyed by the attitude of Rania who was even more angry with him.

~Not trying to apologize again, he turned mad~ said Bondan's heart.

She went to her room and lay down, she covered her face with a pillow.

"Where are you?" ask Vero

"I just got out, I'm waiting for a taxi" replied Rania.

"Bondan can't?" ask Vero again.

Rania stared at the asphalt at her feet.

"Religious. Why would he want to commit suicide?" rania Pinta.

"Suster Nina says there are people who are sad, women wear masks, he said very much with Nuri. He gave them time and left them. Continuing to fit him back, Nuri was not in the room and the noise outside made him nudge Nuri to the roof. Fortunately Fajri was there again, he persuaded Nuri to come down and cry no talk" explained Vero.

Rania had already taken a taxi and was staring towards the road listening to Vero speak.

"Okaya I've been walking, just a moment again nyampe" said Rania.

~Women?~ heartfelt Rania.

He remembered Anita who had not come home since yesterday. He also just came, Bondan greeted him, he looked annoyed and did not want to be asked at all. Rania thought hard.

~What is Anita?~ ask his heart.

Meanwhile Bondan stares at Rania's face in her phone. All the memories with Rania seemed to be the thing she missed the most. When we first met, until yesterday when he was so excited to say his proposal in front of Bu Vera.

~What is Rania? Why am I so disappointed in everything you've been hiding? I know very well, every wound must never be spoken, every sorrow you never talk about. But even though I know all that, I feel like this time there will be something that makes a boundary between us~

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At the hospital, Rania opened the door of Nuri's room and looked at her. Rania immediately hugged him, Nuri was crying in her arms. Everyone is waiting outside.

"Rania..she...she...come!" said Nuri scared.

Rania was astonished and took off her embrace.

"Who?" ask Rania worried.

"The woman who spoke to Ryan on her phone" Nuri replied in tears.

"What did he do to you?" ask Rania.

"He said I didn't live, I betrayed Ryan's love. I'm....." Nuri stopped talking and looked at Rania.

"What's? What else did he say?" ask Rania.

"I am a burden to you....!" crying Nuri broke again.

Rania hugged him.

"No.he was wrong. Don't listen to him. You are my best friend. I will never leave you" Rania said, hugging her.

Rania remembers all the memories of their friendship. Since High School, not a single moment has passed without Nuri.

~Newly this time I regret a decision I took from my life, I regret accepting with the forced to become Dila~ said the heart of Rania.

Vero entered by slowly opening the door. Fajri is also worried about Nuri.

"We're taking him to my house?" ask Vero for an idea.

"You want to?" ask Rania to Nuri.

"To my house, I don't think the people who are connected to this know me very well" Fajri said.

Rania looked at Vero by raising both of her eyebrows.

Nuri was still crying and just looked down listening to them talk.

"I want to talk to you for a second" Rania asked Fajri.

Fajri came along and stood firmly looking at Rania to listen to her.

"Nuri, he's a very sensitive person. With his current state, he was extremely disbelieving of his appearance. While I haven't been able to take her to Korea for surgery, there are one or two things that cause everything to be financed" Rania said.

Fajri raised both eyebrows asking what else.

"I mean, be his friend first. If you force your feelings on her now, she will only reject you. I just thought, one day he will understand the meaning of your attention is not playing games with him, so it makes his heart melt" explained Rania.

"Rania, if you allow her to stay with me I will take care of her and her feelings very well. I won't let you down" promised Fajri.

"What about your job?" ask Rania.

"He knew I was working back at My Spaghetti, he was just going to stay home" Fajri replied confidently.