I'm Not a Wild Grass

The Arline (POV Laila)

As soon as I got off the stage, I tightly locked my mouth from shouting the title Cabe Ijo to my friend, Erlan.

'But wait a minute! From now on I decide that he is no longer my friend! Big liars seem to be definitely not my friend! He's a piece of trash! Sly! Dodol! Dented pot! And he is also... also.. my master...?!!'

My mind was too full of anger towards Erlan, so I didn't realize when Arline took the wheel chair Oma out of my hand.

"Sorry La. Don't follow my mistake. The brain of this lie Erlan yes, La. I don't want to cheat you. But he's a forced La. So.aww!"

"There go! Make it runnier!" Erlan rebuked her twin sister.

I observed the interaction of the two closely. And the fact that their faces bear quite a lot of resemblance, again strikes my confidence in the intelligence that I have been proud of all this time.

'Why did I never realize it?! They are clearly similar! It was only fitting that at the beginning of my meeting with Arline, I felt like I was no stranger to his face. Turns out it's because he's Erlan's twin who I've been too bored with during our time working as an OB! Not just the resemblance of Arline with Mama Ilmaya! Laila's.. Lilly!' I growled at myself.

"La. by the way dong ! Do not be silent gini.you are silent to make me afraid.fear her you kambet that.."

Erlan's words scattered my daydreams. And I realized the existence of us who are now pulled over on the side of the house that is quieter people.

I turned my head to the right and left before I finally looked at Erlan's face which stood quite close to me.

I don't know since when, when I was busy with my own thoughts, Erlan had already taken me to this deserted place.

I observed the crowd of the party stage in a distance not too far ahead. Then my eyes returned to Erlan's face. Then..

Bagh's. Bugh. Magh.bugh..

With all my might, I threw a punch at Erlan's body using both hands and feet.

"Fuck you, Lan! Just be ashamed! Why are you lying to me about your identity! I'm ashamed of everything! It feels like a goat conge is me! Fucking dodol! Smelly kunyuk! Bitter chilli Ijo! Bummer!" My omel was constantly on the sidelines of the violence I committed against Erlan.

"Yes. Ja. I'm mistaken. I'm wrong, La. aw! Ow hell! Sorry La! I was going to talk to you before. But time aw! Aja has not met.duh! Forgive La! Arghh!"

From now on, Erlan almost always dodged or repelled my attacks quite slowly. Sometimes he also let my punch hit his body. I don't sympathize with his attitude. He's been cheating on me a lot.

But then one last kick I accidentally hit Erlan's vitals as she tried to dodge to the side from my hand. The young man immediately fell on his knees while holding his vital point.

Seeing Erlan in pain, I was instantly ambushed by a sense of regret.

"Duh! Ma. sorry Lan! I accidentally hit you! I wanted to hit your feet. You too, anyway! Why not try it!" I apologized while still nagging Erlan.

A while later, Erlan was still holding onto her anal part. But he no longer grimaced in pain. I who had been squatting with Erlan was still giving him a worried look.

"Well, you're okay, aren't you, Lan?" Ask me guiltily.

Erlan gave me an annoyed look.

"What a hell of a you, La. This is my most valuable asset to know! How about why-why?!" Omel Erlan was still holding onto that part of her.

"Yes. Ja. I was sorry earlier! I accidentally Lan. Where are you trying to see me, bloody not?"

"?!! Ngaco you're La!" Hardik Erlan's.

And I who just realized the meaning of what I said earlier also immediately wanted to pat my own mouth so her.

'Duh Laila! That mouth can't be thought of first what?!' my nagging in heart.

I still look down at my fingers. It felt so shameful to look back at Erlan's face.

Shortly after, Erlan's hand grabbed my chin, so my face was raised to look at his face.

"Hh. it's okay. I'm okay, though. It should be me who owes you an apology, La. You know, I lied to you" Erlan said, apologizing.

Reminded of his lies, I was upset again. I threw my eyes to the side, until my chin slipped out of Erlan's hand.

But then Erlan again held my face, this time with both hands on either side of my face. Until our views meet again.

"I don't mean to joke you've come this far, La. I lied because I was ashamed of you. You must think I'm a rich freak. Busy want to be OB, even though my two orders are rich. I'm afraid you think that I'm an OB to mess around with. I became an OB because of the need at the time. When I was fighting with my family, and then I cut off all my financial access from them."

I listened to Erlan's explanation carefully. Still with Erlan's hands on both sides of my face.

"I want proof to Papa that I can survive without his money. So what do I do, including being an OB, too."

"..."

"So, you want to excuse me, don't you, La?" Erlan asked in a pleading tone.

I looked at Erlan's face. I glanced at his eyes that held a million regrets that were so real I saw. In the end I said in a soft voice, "yes, I'm sorry for you."

The next second, Erlan smiled brilliantly.

"Thank you, La. I'm sorry you're so precious to me.." Erlan said in a soft voice.

Deg. Deg.

Deg. Deg.

For a moment, I felt my heart beat faster.

I stared at Erlan's face. And Erlan looked back at me with that look. My mind was like it was already short because I could think of nothing more than to watch Erlan's face approach my face.

Deg. Deg.

Ba dump's. Ba ra dump's.

Our faces are very close now. There might only be ten inches of distance between us. From this distance, I could see Erlan's normally sharp eyes now looking at me with a shady look.

Erlan's nose is sharp, the shape of the cheeks are not too thin, and her lips are thinner than my own. I was fascinated to see every indentation and bend in the handsome face of this young man in front of me.

Ba dump's. Ba dump's.

And our distance is only two inches. My eyes locked onto Erlan's eyes, as she called out my name with her heavy voice that shook the entire inner and the sense.

"La. I.."

"Ouch!"

Erlan and I jumped in shock and fell away from each other. I fell backwards. And Erlan was the same. Our eyes immediately turned to the side door of the house not far behind me.

There, I found Arline who was seen rubbing his head many times while scowling at us.

"Sorry! Pardon me! Back to the door. Please continue! Cuekin is my presence!" He said in a hurry before disappearing into the room with a flustered step.

In front of me, Erlan immediately shouted in annoyance, "Arliiiine!!"

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