I'm Not a Wild Grass

Rumor of the Perakor (POV Laila)

Damn it is my fate. Intention to help the person who was snatched, I even got a puncture wound. Pretty bad anyway. Even according to the nurse, I had to go through a kidney transplant or kidney transplant.

Duh. Let my savings run out for this operating cost. But according to Mama, the woman I helped from the snatcher turned out to be a pretty rich man. So that all my operating expenses have been paid by him.

The day I woke up, I met the woman I helped. Her name is Ilmaya's mother. Many times he thanked me for my help. Even though the next second I also thanked him for paying all my operating expenses.

We exchanged addresses and phone numbers. And during my time in the hospital, almost every day Ilma's mother always came to see me with fruits and bread.

It wasn't just Ilma's mother who came to see me at the hospital. Because Kiyano almost always comes to my ward. On the first day we met again, I immediately remembered my conversation with Inda or Bella.

Although I had previously intended to talk about Bella with Kiyano, but with my condition being weak now, I even undo my intentions.

I was also cold to Kiyano. An attitude that I regret is also as much as Kiyano coming home.

Mama also rebuked my rude attitude towards Kiyano. I don't know. I felt like I was defending that bastard too much. When Mama spoke to me, I just kept quiet. While in my heart I cursed Kiyano who somehow managed to captivate Mama to always defend her.

For about ten days I was hospitalized. I feel very bored because my activities only sleep eat, sleep, eat only. I only call Nunik once in a while.

My best friend is on his honeymoon on Komodo Island. Hearing the destination of the new couple's tour instantly made me bitter. Even after that I held back the pain in the stitch wound on my stomach.

I just led Nunik and Mas Aryo on their choice of honeymoon place.

"Oh my goodness, Nun! There is no other romantic honeymoon? Komodo Island? Doesn't scare you, if you go there. Komodo is an ancient reptile that is quite aggressive, you know, Nun. How I'm so horrified!"

"Ah, Lail.. indeed there is a rule of the honeymoon place that must always be a beautiful scenery and romantic too? There's nothing, right? After all, Nun and Mas Aryo are happy to visit this island. Observing these ancient animals interact, seeing the way they pounce on their prey, it's very exotic you know, il," exclaimed Nunik fiery.

"Err.. I guess you two are really a couple," I originally commented.

"Sasaneh? What is il?" Ask Nunik from across the phone.

"Sama-sama! Hihihi.."

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After ten days in the hospital, I was allowed to go home. That's also with the record I have to rest first at home for the next six weeks. Also avoid heavy physical activity.

That means I have to extend my leave which has taken almost two weeks. Thankfully, Kiyano still had a conscience and applied for leave for me for the next month.

So for the rest of the two weeks, I took a complete rest at my house.

Several times Ilmaya's mother, who I wanted more Mama Ilma, came to the house and brought her food. Against this one mother, I was always polite. Because no matter how old she is as my own Mama so I definitely have to respect her.

Mama Ilmaya is a friendly and a little chatty person. So, I who is usually chatty was forced to disguise myself as a quiet person in front of him. It is also impossible that I follow the chatter when Mama Ilmaya tells the story? Neighbors next to my house could think that I was selling drugs to Mama Ilmaya later. Hihahi.

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After my one-month leave was up, I forced myself to go to work. Actually, Mama asked me to add time off. But I feel bad. Just two months of work, I had the courage to take a one month leave. Especially to add to his leave? Maybe the other employees thought I was doing nepotism later, because I had a close relationship with our boss, Kiyano.

Though actually my relationship with Kiyano is still quite cold now. I didn't really intentionally ignore that guy. But I don't know. I have always been hesitant and afraid to confront Kiyano about his true relationship with Bella.

Indeed, we still left and went home together. I was forced to go with her car because Kiyano had persuaded Mama to advise me to go home with her. As a result, I also want to not want to come with Kiyano car to and from our workplace.

There was a strange situation that I had on my first day at work.

For some reason, the first time I walked into the base camp room of the OB team, I got a bland welcome from my OB friends. Some people didn't even hesitate to give me a cynical look.

Unfortunately, today Nindi did not go to work. According to Mas Idham, Nindi had permission to take care of his terminally ill father. However, as soon as I was about to ask about the cause of my other comrades' strange attitude, Mas Idham only gave me an ambiguous answer.

"Not to think about it. Simply live your activities as best you can without hurting or harming others."

Deg.

For some reason, I feel Mas Idham has another purpose behind his words earlier. But because I just came in, so I refrained from asking directly what he meant. Worried that our conversation will actually end up being a dispute later.

For the rest of the day, I didn't just receive a strange look from my OB colleagues. The other employees I knew and knew me also gave me a cynical look.

"Strue to all these people. What has possessed them to act like this? Everyone becomes a demon after all??" I muttered alone while I was eating my lunch in the cafeteria.

The next day, the cynical look was still there. In fact, I also accept the rude attitudes of some people who had not liked me to be related to Kiyano.

I had heard one of the bullies swear, "Basal pelakor ja lang!".

Deg.

Perkerer. The call I hated the most I feared for a month. My thoughts began to rearrange the cause of everyone in the office being cynical to me.

'Does everyone think of me as an actor? But, where do they all know? I haven't worked for a month. So I also rarely interacted with Kiyano in front of them!' my mind is tangled with a chaotic mind.

The third day and the fourth day I worked, I was getting more and more abusive and bully treatment. I was locked in a toilet. And only able to come out after almost an hour locked in a toilet that smells and stuffy. Luckily a woman passed by and kindly opened the toilet door that had locked me inside.

I was also once 'accidentally' pelted with water by an employee who as I remember was a fan of Kiyano's. The woman said she wanted to water the plants. But his feet accidentally slipped on food, and instead threw the water in the bucket in his hands into my body.

That explanation makes no sense. How can a pea peel make someone slip? Unless the pea skin is as big and as slippery as a banana peel, then maybe it can happen.

But hey! Peanut skin! Stupid really that woman makes excuses!

What makes me most upset is that no one wants to lend me a helping hand. Even I felt like an entertaining spectacle for everyone in the office at the time.

Don't ask about Kiyano. Because I was still cold to her and asked her to stay away from me first. To be honest, Kiyano even according to what I said.

The unreliable man is that! It should be, even if I throw him away, Kiyano should still try to meet me! I doubted the feeling of love she said was for me. It could be that all his speech was just a mere commotion.

On the sixth day I went back to work, I witnessed an event that was enough to make me tremble.

The afternoon when I had just finished delivering the files to her secretary Kiyano, I accidentally saw Bella enter the room Kiyano, both with the owner of the room itself. What made my mind shake was, Kiyano's attitude half-hugged Bella's waist as she entered her study.

Duh.

I feel it back. It hurts so much to watch someone you love cuddle with another woman. It was in my mind to break in through Kiyano's office door. And I'm gonna run that jerk guy over with that woman he said was his ex-wife.

How dare he make me fall in love, to then break my heart too!

How could he be so adept at sowing lies about the love so sweetly presented to me first?

Aghh!

I immediately turned and strengthened my heart. Somehow I got through the rest of the day with all my work piling up. But clearly, when the clock showed me the time to get home from work, I rushed home alone and left Kiyano behind.

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