I'm Not a Wild Grass

Kiyano and Lala (POV Laila)

I got out of the car. And wait for Kiyano to walk up to me. He brought Lala along beside him.

"Good Aunt!" Sapa Lala who immediately burst out ran over, hugging my waist.

I took off Lala's embrace, crouched down in front of the girl and greeted her kindly.

"Hello Lala's.. Lala's healthy, honey?" I greeted Kiyano's daughter.

"Healthy Aunt. Lala wants to play with Nila and Ka Mak!" Lala is excited.

I'm stunned. Hearing the name Nila called, the numbness again squeezed the whole mind and my taste.

Unable to speak, I could only hug Lala in silence. And when I hugged the boy, it felt like the moment I hugged my Nila.

Their bodies are just as tiny. And my longing for Nila was finally slightly healed when I hugged her daughter Kiyano.

After feeling calmer, I took off my embrace on Lala's body. Then tell the five-year-old.

"Mark's sick again darling.so maybe next time you play," I persuaded Lala.

"Ka Mak's sick? Nila too?" Lala asked with a glum look.

Again asked about Nila, I was again struck by the same sadness. Even so, the face of the boy in front of me was forcing me to be tough.

"Nila don't hurt, honey. Just playing around." I said lie.

Even so, I hope Nila is indeed playing at the moment. Rather than being scared alone somewhere? I definitely prefer my Nila to play and be happy wherever she is at the moment.

"Lala want to see Ka Mak? Yes, Auntie?" Pinta Lala later.

"God..!" Kiyano rebukes Lala. Felt that her daughter had overdue to ask me something.

And I immediately shook my head towards Kiyano. Hinted that he wouldn't have to reprimand his daughter like that.

I looked back at Lala's tiny face. And I found Lala's eyes begging me deeply. This makes me unable to resist the desire of his daughter Kiyano to meet Mark.

"May.but look at it from a distance, dear. So having to sleep a lot first to get well quickly," I compromised with Lala.

"Yes, Auntie.." cried Lala with a carefree heart.

"Brake!" Kiyano called out to me as I was about to take Lala into the house.

I turned to face Kiyano again.

"Why else, Kiy?" Ask me impatiently.

I'm actually really tired this afternoon. I want to see Mark, find Nila and sleep with my two children.

But whatever the power, all my desires can not be fulfilled. Like Nila who until now still unknown where his whereabouts.

"I'm sorry I took you. Lala is also recovering from a fever. And yesterday I promised to fulfill one of his requests. And he turns out he wants to play here again. I can't.." Kiyano seemed to have trouble continuing his speech again.

"It's okay, Kiy. His name is also children. If the request is not strange, it is okay to follow it. And... Me? Ye? As I recall, your language used to be my elo. Since when did it turn out to be me you?"

Without waiting for Kiyano's reply, I just turned my back and continued my steps again entering the house. With Lala who I held on my left side.

"Laila, are you home, son?" Mama Mutia's voice sounded from the back of the house.

Justright. Soon I saw the figure of Mama coming out of the back door of the house.

"Yes, Ma.." I said.

"Oh! Tila!! Ehh.. Isn't it Nila??" Mama had thought Lala who I was holding as Nila. But then I saw disappointment on my face.

"Who is he, La?" Ask Mama to me.

"She." I hesitated to answer Mom's question honestly or not.

Because I looked directly behind me. And I was surprised that Kiyano didn't follow me into the house.

Like the man was staying outside the house. Maybe because I forgot to offer to come in too.

"Who are you looking for, La?" Ask Mama back.

"This is Ma. This is Lala. His son Kiyano," I answered honestly in the end.

"Kiyano?! She has a child too?? But, how did you meet again?" Ask Mama curious.

"That's the length of the story, Ma.." I reasoned.

Then, Lala who saw the change in expression on Mama's face was immediately frightened. He just hid behind me.

Mama who realized his error was immediately correcting his attitude.

With a soft voice, Mama walked over to Lala. Then say hello to her.

"Hello, dear. Sorry Oma yes earlier Oma's voice was too tight. Oma's not angry with you. Whose name are you, son?" Tanya Mama sympathizes.

In a soft voice, Lala replied.

"Lala, Grandma.."

"Call Oma aja yes, dear.." scolded Mama with a smile.

"O.ma." said Lala, according to Mama.

"Smart kid!" Praise Mama while patting her head softly Lala.

Then Mama stood up and said to me.

"You should explain everything later to Mama, La. After all, you do not want to repeat the same mistakes as before. Especially now that Kiyano also has a child with his wife!" Beware Mama to me.

I understand exactly what the mistake was meant by Mama. That's when I accidentally became an actor between Kiyano's relationship with Bella.

I will not allow myself to repeat the same mistakes I used to. I'm definitely not going to be that stupid.

"Yes Ma. Laila will explain everything. Lala came here to see Mark, Ma." I explained.

"That's it. yes already. If so, Mama will go ahead first. Want to help nyiramin plant in front," added Mama later.

But then I was in a hurry to call Mama again.

"Ma!" Call me nervous.

"What, La?"

"That's kayak Kiyano still waiting in front of the house, deh. She was the one who brought Lala here.." I said honestly.

It would be better if I warned Mama about Kiyano's presence on our lawn. Somehow your reaction to that guy later, I don't care.

I saw Mama who had been stunned for a while. So I decided to just take Lala to look at Mark in his room.

No more looking back. Towards Mama who was still silent pecking at where she stood just a moment ago.

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