I'm Not a Wild Grass

Call to Office (POV Laila)

'Nature! Why do we have to see the conch again? Here anyway? In this way?! What apa!' I complained in my heart.

The hand I was about to extend to help the person I hit get back on my feet, I immediately pulled it back. Strangely enough I can't let go of both my neutrals from hostage and Kiyano's views.

The man looked at me so intensely, that he made the tickle in my stomach come back. See also my heart pounding that feels faster and faster. Made me subconsciously put my hands on my chest, still in a crouching position in front of my Boss.

This was all but over when Kiyano suddenly let go of the eye connection between us. Then stand up and say.

"The visit ends here. Please continue your work." And Kiyano rushed away, leaving me still stunned in the same place, with the same position.

I look at Kiyano's departure with a heart... I don't know.

'Why with me? I felt tingling in my stomach. Now why does my chest feel tight? This pain came so suddenly. I'm busy guessing what's really happening to me now.

'Am I. heart disease? Stomach pains? Or both of them?' I muttered alone without a sound.

While it was still a short distance away I heard the voice of a man who was busy chasing after Kiyano.

"Mr is okay? Will I take you to the hospital, sir?"

"It's okay. I just remembered there was a meeting with the accounting staff" Kiyano said in a flat voice.

As if having my own radar, my ears instantly listened to the conversation of Kiyano and the middle-aged man.

"Oh.. You don't want to eat first, sir? I have ordered a caterer. It will be a break soon" said the man back.

"No need. You guys eat it's okay."

"Good, Sir. What about that woman's OB? Do I need to file an SP because of this incident, Sir?”

Ba dump's.

Although the voice of the conversation to the two people in the distance began to shrink, I could still hear the voice of the man. Especially when I received a dislike view from the man who was chasing after Kiyano. It made me look down, scared.

I didn't hear Kiyano's answer to that question. Makes me feel worried about the consequences I will receive later.

I just woke up from my own daydream when a hand invited me to wake up. Nindie.

"La.. Laila's. Yuk is awake. You okay?" Ask Nindi for attention.

I followed Nindi's hand until I got up. But then I couldn't resist the onslaught of feeling that stifled my heart. I finally hugged Nindi and I cried. Under the strange and surprised look of some men who were still standing near us.

I don't care about the view of blame that goes to me. I hid my sobs on Nindi's shoulder for some time.

"Duh, Laila.. Why are you crying anyway?hushh.don't cry anymore. It'sit's okay. Just calm. Everything will be fine" comfort Nindi.

"But if I get fired like Keyong?" Ask me with red eyes.

Nindi looked at me confused.

"Keyong?" Nindi's question didn't understand.

And I straightened both my eyes. Realizing that I had been disappointed to call our boss by the nickname I pinned on him.

I first looked around. Luckily the group of men who had been crowded in this place now began to walk back into one of the warehouses not far ahead.

When I felt safe, I corrected my words.

"Sir.I mean Kiyano. I mispronounced, Nin," I said in a nervous tone.

"Oh.. Boss Kiyano.." said Nindi with a view that looks still probing.

"Actually.. The conch is the title I deliberately gave to Kiyano's boss, Nin.. But you don't tell anyone! It would be terrible if my call was heard by the same person directly. Can be fired immediately later a.hhh.." suddenly I feel weak and tired.

"But I might be fired soon, Nin, because of the collision."

"Not necessarily, La. You're the optimist, dong!" Habur Nindi's.

"Hhh. I hope yes, Nin. But. at least if I am not fired, it must be later I get SP (Warnish Letter, which is a letter of reprimand given to employees who have made mistakes)."

"Hm.. We pray well first, La. May God hear our prayers."

"Aamiin..." I looked at Nindi's face with a moved look.

"Thank you, Nin.. Fortunately you are here. Try if I want to do my own catering, I must be dazed and crying alone in the middle of the gini road," I always origin.

Nindi smiled at my babbling.

"Yes, La? It may not be all day either. At most later if you do not go back and forth to basecamp, there will be other OB staff who will come here" said Nindi.

I took a tired breath. Feeling a little more relieved after releasing my short cry earlier. That's how I was.

If I have a problem, I do need a little time to cry. Only then can I resume my activities with a calmer mind.

Even sometimes I immediately forget the problems I face and even behave indifferent and cheerful as I usually do.

"Udah is yuk. We quickly anterin this caterer keep returning his trolley to Mbak canteen. All over there, we eat Bakso Aci yuk. Take a break again!"

"Come on!"

Finally, the two of us then pushed back the trolley towards a warehouse. It was the warehouse that the group of men had entered earlier.

For a second I felt trepidation to enter that warehouse. I think the group of men was the final destination of the food catering that we were bringing. But then I broke my heart.

'There is no need to be afraid of what has not happened. Dare to be yourself and keep moving forward, ' comfort me to yourself.

Justright. It turned out that the group of men was the catering destination that Nindi and I were carrying. After handing over the boxes of food to one of the staff, we both paid off.

Mercifully. I no longer get the blame look. On average, all the men in the barn were trying to comfort me. They say that Boss Kiyano is a very good man. So there's a chance that my mistake will be forgiven.

I gave a smile thank you for the consolation of all the men there. Although in my heart I still doubt the truth of their words earlier.

After that, Nindi and I went back to the cafeteria to return the trolley and fill our stomachs that had been rumbling.

After eating, we continued our work. I try to focus more on my job now. No more playing or joking.

I don't want to repeat the same mistake. Hopefully, with my efforts, I can stay in my current workplace.

I really hope that I don't get punished for my negligence this afternoon.

However, a message delivered by Erlan to me on my way home, has brought a feeling of wass that come back to loom.

Erlan said, "La. was Pak Kiyano's secretary nitip's message. Her words before going home, you were asked to come to Mr. Kiyano's room."

Ba dump's.

Instantly my heart was agitated. I was scared and scared of what I was going to face..

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