I'm Not a Wild Grass

Delayed Acceptance (POV Kiyano)

"So La, how about we get married as fast as he does?" ask Laila all of a sudden.

Laila looks really surprised and I'm really nervous. Especially when Laila did not immediately reply to my words. Feel more nervous than waiting for the results of the thesis trial.

But then..

ciwiittt!

"Aw! La, why all of a sudden do I have ears on my jewerin anyway?!" I complained, enduring the pain in my left ear that had been pulled by Laila.

Wonderful right with this woman. Glad that his hand was pinching here and there!

"Just ngetes. Worrying about it you're late" said Laila with a serious expression.

"What does the relationship between the same ear ginger and the kesambet?! Anyway, why do you also think that I missed it?"

"wells.. The problem is, there is no storm storm storm, you suddenly just married. Is it weird, huh? Then, if you tambet, you should not be able to feel pain dong well? But you were in pain. It means you are clearly no longer satisfied. If so, are you sick again?"

Laila deliberately put her hand over my forehead.

Feeling upset because of my serious invitation to get married, considered a joke by Laila, I immediately brushed off the woman's hand.

"What the hell, La! I'm healthy!" i'm mendumel.

"Yes, your body can be healthy. But your soul, Kiy?" seloroh Laila while smiling ignorantly.

"Bad Lo, La! you mean, I'm crazy, huh?!" I'm getting pissed.

"You said, yeah.. I'm a kalem aja.." said Laila easily.

"Haiish.. If I don't want a place, I've sumpelin also mouth Lo since then!" i threatened.

"Well! nah! Nah! Not married yet you already have the intention to KDRT, especially if we are married? You're serious about getting me married, Kiy?" laila asked as she crossed her hands in front of her chest.

And my view was immediately tempted by the twin mounds that increasingly appear challenging in front of me.

'Damn right! He was deliberately seductive of me!' dumel me without a sound.

I took my eyes off Laila's sacred limbs. However when I brought my gaze back to her face, I also had to gulp with great difficulty.

Laila looks very charming in a pink kebaya. The woman's hair was held high and neatly behind her head, leaving only small hairpins on the right and left sides of her sweet face.

Make up Laila today makes her look beautiful and graceful. That's if he always keeps his mouth shut.

Because once his mouth is open, strands of harsh words that make a sultry heart just stain the outer image of him that looks graceful.

"Kiyanoo!!" I was awakened from my brief daydream by Laila's scream slapping right in front of my face.

"Haish! not very polite! Lo that's not a girl, La?! pake screaming all. Where's your saliva spurt flooding again into my face!" I murmured while wiping my face with my shirt sleeves.

"Somehow, you were dumb in the middle of the road. Just go back there. I must nemenin Nunik again. He wants to go on stage. Yes already!" said Laila who just turned around.

I was shocked. Then hurriedly chased after Laila back.

"Hey La! You haven't answered my question!" I held his arm from continuing.

"What's the question, Kiy?!"

"About us. married how?" I asked in a loud voice.

Suddenly Laila covered my mouth with her palm. He then pulled me to the edge of a party area that was quieter.

"Kiyano! You care so much yelling about married kayak earlier. Shame to know!" Laila nagging.

"Finally, Lo has not answered my question, but instead wants to run away so!"

"Yes, I ran away! You are not sure to be married but there is no romantic-romantic. Boro-boro romantic, I even feel kayak again chased by creditors, you know!"

"Kok Lo nyamain I'm a credit guy anyway!" i nagged.

"Yes that. About it you showed up. Shoot dadakan. And I really want answers. What if it wasn't the credit guy's name?!" laila.

I'm going to reply to Laila. But after I thought about it again, Laila's words did have a point as well.

It's wrong of me to worry too much about my relationship with Laila. Because somehow I feel like Laila has feelings for her OB co-worker Erlan.

My guess is not without basis. Because yesterday Laila was daydreaming and accidentally called me with a short call 'Lan'. Lan for Erlan.

Thinking that Laila would prefer that guy over me, made me feel so scared. Therefore, the invitation to marry also shot quickly out of my mouth.

I took a long breath.

"hhhhhh.."

After feeling calmer, then I continued talking.

"OK yes. I'm sorry, La. I'm wrong, because I'm in a hurry to get married. But La, I do feel ready to seriously serious our relationship. That's why I asked Lo again. How about we get married as soon as possible?" I asked with excessive seriousness.

Laila was seen sighing first. Before finally speaking.

"Kiy. Really sorry. I'm not ready to be married right now. Especially if you are the one I have not known for a long time. You don't feel weird what, suddenly I'm convinced I'm married? You really don't feel that late anymore?" asked Laila again with a serious expression on her face.

"This duck's mouth that often makes me upset bored! Couldn't Lo be taken seriously for a moment La?"

"iihi! Don't hold onto Kiy! not muhrim!"

"C.ii..Laa!" I almost shouted Laila's name in a loud voice.

"I'm sorry, yes, I answered. Don't be noisy, Kiy! But after this, I want to go back to Nunik's nemenin."

I'm silent. Just stared seriously right into Laila's eyes.

"So gini yeah, Kiy. First of all, I want to say thank you, because you are already honored to make sure I am despicable in this married."

I still stared intently at Laila in silence. And Laila soon resumed her words.

"But Kiy, I'm so sorry. Because I must reject your invitation to be married as soon as possible. The reason is many."

"First, I don't know you very well. Where your home is, who your parents are I don't know. Yesterday we wanted to marry without your parents in front of Kiy. I obviously don't want that to happen."

"Second, getting married isn't a toy, Kiy,"

"Gue ain't messing around, La! I'm serious!" I cut Laila's words.

"Keep me first! Marriage is a sacred thing that happens between two people. So it takes the material and mental preparation of both parties before they dare to set themselves into the world of marriage. And obviously, I'm not ready for that either."

"You need to know, Kiy. If I had ever suspected my Papa and Mama relationship was fractured when I was a child. Though before her Papa was sweet spoiled to Mama. But you know Papa said that he wanted to separate from Mama to live with his WIL. Crazy isn't it?"

WIL \= Other Idle Women

"Gue can guarantee Lo, if I'm a typical loyal one, La!" I cut back Laila's words.

"Yes now you can guarantee. Can rest assured. But as time goes on, that boredom will surely appear as well. Then I feel like we need time to test our relationship. You know what I mean, Kiy?"

"OKAY. But how long, La?" I then asked.

Laila seemed to think for a moment.

"Three months. Give me three months. I promise, if you're still as confident as you are now to be married to me, we'll stamp cus go to KUA."

"Promise?"

"Yes. The promise! uh.."

I saw Laila who seemed to regret her words just now. In a hurry, I gave him a warning.

"Lo can't back down from Lo's promise, La! three months and we're married."

"Yes. Ja. Oh, my God, Kiy. You sure there's no interest in the world per loan?" oceh Laila in a joking tone.

"Don't pay attention! Just promise yes!"

"God willing I promise."

"Why now use the word insya Allah anyway? not sure dong?!" i complained.

"Geez, Kiy. I just remembered. Nunik said, every time we want to say a promise or plan, we must include the phrase insha Allah. Because you know for sure that not everything is just God. But we have to keep trying really to fulfill our promise or plan," said Laila at length.

"Is that so?" I still feel doubt over Laila's words just now.

"Yes, Kiy. Learn to trust dong with your candidate! Trust is also one of the important keys to staying in a relationship!"

"Who's word is that?"

"I said, I did!"

I smile. More happy because Laila calls herself 'my candidate'.

'Ah. I hope three months can pass quickly, ' I hope in my heart.

"Keep third." said Laila again.

"uh uh? is there more?" I asked in shock.

"Yes. The third and most important one, Kiy. Marriage also requires material preparation. We need to save for this need. I don't want you to marry me so without saying anything."

"O. calm down. I'll buy everything you want. But according to my budget, yes, La.." I bid.

"Yes, I didn't ask for much, Kiy. Just one house for my mom. And one house in my name too. I also want a motorbike for my mom. And one motor for me too. One car can also. Let me go for a long walk, so it's not too hot" Laila said at length.

"Haishh La's.. You're asking, what do you want to rob anyway?!"

The next minute, I was still listening to Laila's wishes which turned out to be quite a lot. In my heart, I suddenly started to feel regret.

I'm wrong my heart has fallen in love with a woman who is so smart to voice all her 'wants.

"Hhh. fate. yes fate.."

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