I'm Not a Wild Grass

It is forbidden to ride Merry (POV Laila)

The plan, my marriage and Erlan will be held in two months. A very fast time in my opinion, but it feels long for Erlan.

Faced with that day, I began to suffer from the syndrome ahead of the wedding. I was getting more indecisive, anxious, and snacking on limitless snacks.

According to Arline, it is a natural thing experienced by every bride and groom. Because it used to be like that. His word slowly that syndrome will disappear with his own, once the wedding is over.

Negating Arline's speech I immediately felt annoyed and impatient. I can't wait for less than two months to get back to being my normal self.

Thank goodness Erlan was patient. So that he is not provoked by my attitudes that are too absurd. I'm guessing that he might've received certain wobbles from Arline.

Because I often overheard the twins discussing something and saying my name. But when I asked what they were talking about, the two of them always stood up and distracted.

If according to Nunik, in the period leading up to one's marriage, there will always be a demon who tries to tempt him, so that either the wedding plan will be canceled, or maybe two families become busy fighting.

Duh. Na'udzubillah yes. I also followed Nunik's advice to often beristighfar whenever I felt annoyed and nagged Erlan. Worrying if my anger is the result of Satan's deceit.

Like at the moment. I was again irritated by Erlan who came back late to pick me up.

Though Erlan had explained that there was an accident on the road that passed earlier. This causes a long enough traffic jam. But still I couldn't help but keep quiet all the way home.

Lately, if I'm upset, I tend to prefer to be quiet rather than grumpy.

Before getting to the front of the alley leading to my house, Erlan first stopped his car on the road that was quiet. He then faced me and said his apologies to me several times.

"Laila, darling.don't be angry quietly for long. Rather than you being this silent, I would rather you ranting to me, Yang. I know how angry you are because of what. And I'm also good at talking to you," Erlan told me.

I still crossed my arms in front of my chest. With an eye to the side, looking out the car window on the side I was in.

I'm still silent. Erlan's.

"If you keep quiet, I'll be confused what you want, Yang. It's a shame I don't have the power of a mind reader. If I had, I wouldn't be this busy, would I?" Seloroh Erlan originally spoke.

"Hmph! What the hell are you, Lan?" I couldn't help but laugh at the silliness of Erlan's words just now.

When I saw that I could smile again, Erlan was seen sighing in relief.

"Hhhh, thank goodness you finally spoke, too, Yang. I think I need a whole day to open the duct tape in your mouth!" Imbuh Erlan is back.

Hearing that sentence, I immediately put on an annoyed expression. And then continued nagging Erlan at length.

"Then I said what! Don't pick me up again, Lan. I only work until we get married. After the wedding I have agreed with your request to stay at home as your sweet wife (stay at home as your sweet wife). So let me ride my Merry for the rest of my working life!" I was honest in the end.

Indeed, this topic about me quitting work has been discussed together on several occasions ago. And I succumbed to follow the will of Erlan and her family. So that I don't have to work and focus on being a sweet wife to Erlan at home.

Even now I still imagine what I will do once I no longer work later. Will I be busy playing worm games again, like when I was unemployed? haha!

But Erlan refuted my second guess. Because he has prepared two domestic assistants who will help me do all the domestic work at home. Yes washing, and cleaning the house.

The point is, according to Erlan, I only need to monitor their work. And welcome Erlan's return with a sweet and fragrant appearance. That's exactly what Erlan said.

When I heard Erlan's refutation, I immediately said, "i'm already sweet, Lan. Especially fragrant. I don't shower, I always smell good!" Say it with pride. Which Erlan immediately laughed at for a moment.

"Hahaha.have really caught you, Yang. Surely very often yes you do not shower and spray perfume spray so it always smells!" Erlan. And I immediately pulled that arm back.

Even so, among all my assumptions about my activities after marriage, there was one conjecture that made me shudder in horror. It was Mama Ilmaya's plan that would include me in the tour group of the mothers she had been following all this time.

Duh! Alamac. I hope my guess is wrong. I can't imagine if I had to sit quietly listening to mothers gossip about the disgrace of many others when they do the activity entitled "complex row.

'Definitely! Still better to put in a singing course! Although I already know with a failure that I will definitely accept at the end of my course later. Because I was born a tone-deaf. Blind tone.'

Back to this moment, when I was still sulking because Erlan who came late picked me up. We are still talking about my desire to go and go home from work alone by riding the Merry.

"You know if you ride a motorcycle like an orang-in-waiting, Yang. Make me was was!" Tell Erlan honestly.

"What kind of a fuss? I'm wong I'm taking her slowly!" I refuted Erlan's statement just now.

"100 km/h is fast, La! Anyone would say that speed is called speed!" Omel Erlan with a slightly raised tone.

I was stunned for a moment when facing the angry Erlan. Because during our time together, Erlan was almost never angry. Twice he was angry with me. That's about the Merry, and also when I cut our relationship unilaterally.

Hence, facing the angry Erlan like this now, made me feel a sense of trepidation as well.

I also tried to negotiate in a softer tone of voice.

"I'm usually only up to 80km/h anyway, Lan's riding her bike."

"But that time! When I was piggybacking behind you, La. You even penetrate to a speed of 110 km/h you know!" Erlan reminded me of one of our trips to the top first.

"But that time the streets were straight and deserted. So yeah I think speeding a little bit is okay, Lan.." I went back to the defense.

"That's dangerous, La. I don't like you being in danger. Poko nya, I will continue to pick you up wherever you want to go. I'm the only one of your loyal ojek and will guard you from all danger, La!"

"But! sok roman!" I snorted in annoyance when I realized that this conversation would not bring me victory.

I finally decided to look out the window. Let Erlan know that I'm upset with her. He really has no feelings!

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