I'm Not a Wild Grass

Falling Already Self-Esteem (POV Laila)

On the way home, I was able to return to the base camp of the OB staff. When I got to base camp, I could hardly feel my own feet because I was so tired I went up and down the stairs.

"Where are you going, La? From noon I don't see you at base camp?" Greet Erlan as she saw me who had just stepped in through the door.

"Don't. ask.. first I.mau tambahan, please.." My eyes immediately targeted to the single sofa at the end of the room. And I point my body and mind to the bed there.

"Hahh.. kaki... oh.. kaki.. want to get money is hard like this..?" I'm chanting original poetry.

Shortly after, I heard the steps of several other OB staff entering base camp. Looks like all my co-workers are getting ready to go home.

"Why are you, La? Tired of working today?" Ask Erlan back.

This time I heard her voice so close to me. He must be standing not far from me now. I'm just guessing. Too tired to open my eyes and make sure my co-worker's current position.

I haven't been able to answer Erlan's question, I heard Bagas' voice speak.

"Totally sorry about Ela. He seems to make our new head manager angry. This day he was told to go up and down the file anterin ladder. We met a few times, just now. Isn't that right, La?" Say Bagas later.

I opened my eyes with energy. And I directly thrust towards Bagas.

"My name is Laila, Gasss!! La i La! How many times have you been wrong to call my name?"

Bagas shines horses. Realizing his extreme error is often done it.

"E hehe. sorry La. sorry.. It's similar, too. Elae. Laila." lila." Bagas tried to defend himself.

"liken. Resembled. Yes, Ela is similar. But Nila? Lala's? The mala? Why don't you call me Koala? The panda? Or gorillas?!" I let go of the upset emotions I had been holding almost this session to Bagas.

Indeed the fate of Bagas's apes that became my emotion samsak over the actions of the conch's tyrant poison.

"Oh my goodness, La.. Patience.I think you have no energy to get up. But it turns out your mouth is still like a firecracker melted when Lebaran!" Tegur Erlan near me.

I felt a hand take off my pantofel shoes. When I looked, it turned out that Erlan was massaging my feet quite skillfully.

Feeling the relaxation in the soles of the feet on the massage done by Erlan, my emotions immediately subsided.

"Duhh. Lan's great. You're a masseuse. It's a shame you're a boy. If not, I'm applying to be my own private masseuse, you, Lan!" My sloppiness comes with eyes back closed.

"Woy. istighfar woy. marry you two first! Don't get both of them here. Not muhrim! Not halal!" Temptation Bagas in the distance.

I didn't pay attention to Bagas' words. I just enjoy every massage of Erlan's hands on the soles of my feet. I did not stop Erlan's actions, because the young man also seemed to be self-conscious and only mocked my feet.

"Laila? You why?"

Suddenly, Nindi's voice came closer. I immediately woke up and focused my gaze on my excellent co-worker.

Once I found Nindi who was already standing very close to me, I immediately stood up and hugged her.

"Nindii.."

I immediately told him about the beauty of our manager's head. And Nindi listened to my story with a sympathetic look. Likewise with some of my other coworkers who also listened to my misery today.

Almost everyone took the cuss to our new boss. Makes me feel quite moved by the solidarity of my colleagues. Until then, I heard a cynical comment coming out of Gina's mouth.

"Sad. Basic caper!" Gina said before disappearing out home first.

For some time the atmosphere was silent. Until the figure of Gina is no longer visible, then someone said comforting.

"Don't listen to Gina, La. He's so his man."

I nodded slowly and expelled the annoyance that had arisen due to Gina's words earlier.

"What did you make that mistake, La? To the extent that our new head manager is like a big grudge against you?" Ask Nindi suddenly.

And I was confused as to what to answer. It is also impossible if I tell you my disrespectful attitude when I hear the dark joke of our boss that seduces me with a crush on him?

Erlan then raised her voice and replied to Nindi's question with her own supposition.

"Don't our boss get revenge on you for letting go of that smelly fart back then, La?" Guess Erlan.

And Erlan instantly realized his mistake. She immediately locked her mouth and gave me an apologetic look.

If only it were that easy the problem could be solved. My dear, it can't be that easy. Because Bagas the Stove melted directly snatched Erlan's statement earlier.

"What the hell did Lo say, Lan? Laila ever release a fart in front of our head manager?!" Ask Bagas make sure.

I can only be ashamed. Falling was already my pride among the OB staff. Especially when I see a wide grin and a laugh that is no longer withheld from some male OB staff. Some even bravely ruffled my hair.

"Huhaha, Lalim.. Laila. apes right your fate is La. What Erlan said could be true. As a result of farting, your life is chaotic!" Seloroh Bagas between his laughter.

Spontaneously I throw Bagas with an arm pillow on the sofa. But, baby, he managed to avoid it. And the pillow even hit the face of Mas Idham who just entered the base camp.

"Ouch!"

"Sorry Mas Idham!" I immediately apologized.

"It's okay, La. Just surprised. What the hell is it, how many? You guys not going home? I want maghrib back again!" Tegur Mas Idham while circulating his views to the entire room.

Some of the staff were still smiling amusedly. Bagas alone still with his heart to laugh at me.

"Haha! Lola's the one, Bang!" Seloroh Bagas.

"Laila! Laila!" My protest was direct.

"Yes, Laila's beautiful. Sorry, sorry!" Said Bagas still with a grinning face.

"Our brother is this one, no, Bang. Farts in front of our new head manager. And all day he's got his sap! Wielded all-out he's the same as the Boss!" Papar Bagas explained.

I want to stuff my mouth with my socks that I haven't washed for a week. It's really good that he laughed over my suffering!

Idham then turned to look at me. And I was immediately embarrassed. Then, something happened. My angel of help also acted.

"Dude! Don't miss laughing at Laila. He must be so embarrassed!" Tegur Mas Idham with a pretty loud tone.

Instantly, everything in the room instantly fell silent. Including Bagas. Then I felt a lot of eyes watching me. Feeling hotheaded, I returned some of their views with my shot.

"Are you satisfied with your laugh?" I sulked.

A second later, almost all of my coworkers immediately hurriedly apologized.

"Oh my goodness, La. I'm sorry that we let go of laughter.."

"Yes, La. you're so entertaining!"

"You're really doing a hell of a machine, La. Just like my sister who is still in SD." I glared at him who likened me to his sister who is still in SD. He is Theo. Which now looks high five with Bagas, then the horse is pointed at me.

'Basic duo cooker mow!' I spoke to two of my coworkers.

"Already! It's already! Don't be jahilin Laila anymore! Mending on home, all! It was adzan!" Tegur Mas Idham is back.

Slowly, the sound of Adzan slurping through a hole in the edge of the window. Instantly all the ant connections, uh, the OB staff around me was immediately ambyar. Everyone rushed home.

I rushed out of the building with Nindi. Arriving in front of the building, there was a middle-aged man sitting on a motorcycle and looking at us.

Nindi then explained.

"My pick has arrived. I'm first, La!" Pamit Nindi is in a hurry.

"That's who-" my question was swallowed by the wind, when Nindi I saw him ride on the middle-aged man's motorbike in a hurry. He no longer looked at me.

"Hurry up, Nindi. I was chased by a demon," I murmured originally.

"Obviously I'm not the devil. We go home yuk. You I'm taking!" Suddenly my senses caught the voice of the man who knew had been standing beside me.

When I looked at the man's face, I immediately put on a furious expression.

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