I'm Not a Wild Grass

I'm Not a Wild Grass
The Erlan Car (POV Laila)



"So, Madam Laila is ready to be born and inner to continue bonding with Mas Erlan to a more serious level, right?" Ask Aryo.


I looked back at Erlan. Then on Nunik, Aryo and also the children who had helped Erlan's confessions. The children were currently enjoying Erlan's treat to them.


"Yes. God willing I am ready."


My gaze returned to Erlan who was staring at me with a loving and grateful look.


Nunik himself immediately scattered himself to hug me. And I had to be busy rubbing the pregnant woman's back.


"Then, I suggest Mas Erlan to Buk De Mutia's house after coming from here. To give him this good news. For the official application time and as her can be discussed later," said Aryo back.


"Yes, Brother. Thank you." Thank you."


After that, we rushed back to my house. After before her we got a cheerful greeting from the children who had helped Erlan's application process to me.


***


On the way home..


I'm riding in Erlan's car right now. While Nunik is alone with her husband in the front car.


At first Nunik objected if I went home together with Erlan. He's worried that Erlan and I will go crazy. Moreover, we are still in a period of euphoria over the official relationship we are back.


But I convinced Nunik that we would keep our attitude. Anyway, we'll go straight home and follow Aryo's car. So how can we do anything on a trip that is not up to half an hour?


After all, there are things that I have to discuss only with Erlan alone. And I felt uncomfortable when this conversation was also listened to by Nunik and her husband.


Nunik finally understood with this wish of mine. He then let me get in Erlan's car since in front of Mozartino earlier.


Not to forget a last warning Nunik said many times to us (me and Erlan).


"So attitude, keep your eyes, keep your distance!" Counsel before I board Erlan's car.


"Yes. Yes, my beautiful mother. Just keep the goal, doesn't that mean you, Nun?" My original seloroh.


"Just don't fuck around, il! And you too Lan! I'm tipping Laila to you!" Nunik to Erlan.


"Oh my goodness, Nun. Don't make me look like an elementary school kid who was pinned to his teacher like a gini dong. Shame to know!"


"It is better to be ashamed of God's creation. Rather than being ashamed of being found guilty before God. Remember, God always sees and watches our every move!" Tegur Nunik is back.


'Oh my goodness, the address will not be settled if it is allowed!' dumel me in my heart.


Then I gave Aryo a look for help. And thank goodness her husband Nunik understood. Gently led her beautiful pregnant woman to immediately get into the car.


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In Erlan's car...


"Don't tell me you're sorry you accepted me, La. I'll reject that statement!" Blaspheme Erlan before I could say anything.


I squinted at the young man beside me. My hand was about to pinch her, but Erlan had already brushed off my fingers slowly.


"Eitz! Remember the word Nunik, La. Don't fuck around! There is a God watching us. We are not muhrim!" Tegur Erlan without cue.


"You mean not a mahrom time, Lan! If the muhrim is commonly used in the process of Hajj and Umrah. As for the matter of marriage and nasab tuh use the word mahrom!" I corrected Erlan.


"Oh. Is that it?"


"Yes. I heard directly from the Vienna Ustazah who used to lead the study of mothers in my home complex."


"Ready. Thanks for the correction. Anyway, inget deh said Nunik earlier. Keep your eyes, keep your attitude, and keep your distance. Hush! Hush! Just go to the window!" Get Erlan to pretend.


"Basic! Ustadz impromptu!" I'm a little upset with Erlan.


After a while..


"So, what are you talking about then, La?" Ask Erlan later.


"I want to make sure, Lan. Are you really okay with the condition of our relationship? I'm actually still in doubt."


"That's right! Don't hesitate ah! It's you again fanned by the same demon La, his name. That demon has made you hesitate to move on from Kiyano. And doubt is what can ruin your own future later, La!" Erlan gave me some advice.


"I mean, I will still often feel guilty about you, Lan. I'm afraid you'll get tired of waiting for me to change my liking to you, constantly-"


"If you will feel guilty to me, I ask for help to you to obrolin insecurenya you are with me. Communication is very important in any relationship, La. So please, tell me and tell me everything. Ok?"


"Hh. okay."


For a while, silence filled the conversation between me and Erlan.


"But you don't regret it, Lan. Just be careful if you later regret and move away from me! Anyway, I only want to get married once in a lifetime!" I threatened Erlan.


"Eh! So we're ready to talk about marriage this story," as usual Erlan teased.


"Seriously, Lan!" I reprimanded Erlan.


"Yes. Ja. I'm serious about it. I listen too." said Erlan who immediately fell silent.


"I told you I was ready to marry you. And you have to take responsibility, Lan. Till end! Can't back off!" I reminded Erlan.


"I'm the one who's worried that you're going to back off, La. You are the one who likes to break up relationships unilaterally." Erlan quipped.


I squinted my eyes at Erlan. And the man who was still focused on driving was immediately shut his mouth from berulid ria.


"And I remind you too huh, Lan. I hate being lied to, let alone being cheated on!"


"It's normal to see dong, La. Who dares cheat on a raging lion like you.."


"Erland!".


"Eh! Excuse me. Sorry about La. Khilaf. khilaf. please continue."


"Don't lie, don't cheat, don't mess around,"


"Huh?"


"I used to be horrified!"


"OKAY. Continue!"


"Don't be arbitrary, don't force me to do something I don't like."


"What kind of things don't you like doing, La?" Erlan asked back to cut my words.


"Sort of. maksa me to... It sings! I could at least be told to sing!"


I saw Erlanyang immediately scowl.


"Do you like to be false when you sing?" Erlan asked with a mischievous look.


"Just don't make me sing!"


"Yes. Ja. My dearest wife.."


And blush..


I felt that my face must be as red as a tomato right now, after Erlan called me by that nickname.


"La? How is it quiet?" Ask Erlan who is still focused on driving.


The young man then glanced at me and finally realized that my face had turned red.


"What's wrong with you, La?" Erlan asked worriedly.


Spontaneously he immediately touched my forehead that was not hot. And I hurriedly dodged. But Erlan has realized that I'm not having a fever right now.


For a few moments he seemed to think. Then I realized what happened to me. With his ignorance, Erlan even back teased me.


"Would you like me to anterin to the clinic first, would my dear wife-to-be?" Erlan asked while raising both eyebrows.


"DEAN!"


"Let's!!" Erlan was sick. Because of my ferocious pinch that's back nested in his pure white arm.


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