I'm Not a Wild Grass

Heating (POV laila)

After dinner, we relax on the balcony of Erlan's apartment. From where we relax, we can see the expanse of downtown B with a variety of flickering lights that captivate.

I gulped down the coffee latte that Erlan had ordered for me. While he himself sipped his favorite black coffee. We both lamented the night wind in a tranquil silence.

A while passed, Erlan then told her story.

"I used to be about 23 years old. I just graduated from my doctoral education at Cambridge."

"You studied S2 abroad?!" I was surprised by Erlan's statement.

"Yes. Just returned from abroad. Know-know.."

Again I cut Erlan's words.

"I didn't expect. It turns out that let your appearance deceive you, you have become a doctor anyway. What are you majoring in, Yang?" Ask me back.

"Majors of business management. The degree that Papa chose for me. I just came home from abroad. But.."

"Waahh. cool! If I just graduated High School, Yang. You must be ashamed to have a wife like me." I express my concerns honestly.

Erlan, who had been visibly annoyed by the words I had cut many times, was finally only able to sigh. And then comfort me.

"I'm not ashamed, Yang. If I attach importance to the education strata in the wife criteria, then you will never enter the candidate that I choose to be my girlfriend, La.." entertain Erlan later.

"What are your criteria like?" Ask me a curious.

"Well, not very grandiose. Actually I just hope to have a partner who can make me deg deg serang not koruan," jeloroh Erlan while raising his eyebrows.

"Basic gumbal!" I pat Erlan's thighs later, responding to her original remark.

"Ehh this serious, Yang. The proof is, we're married now? I don't have your origin or your last educational status. But I dared to tell you that I like you. And I'm really honest with my feelings, Yang. I do love you!" Erlan said in a voice that was quite loud.

Unconsciously I smiled. It feels good to hear the statement of love often expressed by my husband.

"Your conversation, which I've heard so often. You're not afraid that I'm gonna get tired of hearing you say love, love, love?" I was flirting with Erlan.

Erlan also softened my nose. Then he pulled my shoulder down to his chest. Dici umi his head with full of affection, to leave traces of blue taste that shock to all parts of me.

I feel valuable. I feel so loved.

"I once got advice from the late Opa, Yang. If I have to say love to the people we love and love, often" Erlan said.

"Why?"

"Because we never know when our lifetime will run out in this world. So while we are still given the chance to live, we must live as honestly and openly as possible with those we care about. Do not let there be regrets in the future, because the self that feels not enough to convey love. Because the time of life has run out in the world.."

"Iihh.. Why talk about death anyway, Yang? Change topic ah!" I'm putting out a protest.

Erlan's darling doesn't interfere with my wishes. He continued his wise words.

"Because of that, I always tell you about my feelings. Because I want you to know, Yang. How I am very, very, very, very, very dear and in love with you. With this love I have, I also hope that you can live well with the love I have."

"Not enough! How can I fill my stomach just by eating your love. If you have a rational ngegombal little dong, Yang!" My sergeant was half joking.

Erlan who was upset, instantly ruffled my hair that was sebahu.

"Iishhhkk! I like to wonder. Why would I fall in love with a girl.."

"What?! What girl is hayo?" I cut Erlan's words back, glaring at her.

Erlan did not continue with her sentence. He cupped my face in both palms. Then give me a brief pan cockle on the lips with great pressure.

"I like your spicy mouth, Yang. But I'd prefer it if you could better control your explosive emotions. She said she wanted to be a shalehaa wife..?" Temptation Erlan reminded.

'astaghfirullaahal 'azhiim! Tuh will forget again the same advice Nunik.iishhkk..this is the mouth of you yes!' dumel myself in the heart.

I scowled and bowed. But Erlan returned to reward me to the kiss on the forehead.

"I'm sorry if my words offended you, Yang. I mean it's good." said Erlan in a softer voice.

After a long silence, I finally returned.

"I'm sorry too. I often lose control of my emotions. Your chastisement, Yang, gets a wife like me this way," I said a little pessimistic.

I just couldn't help but pinch Erlan's waist. It really sucks my husband. He often does mischief to tempt me.

"Well, but right, Yang. I love it with you who are cheerful. Maybe the joy and everything in you that has managed to attract my heart until finally I can fall in love with you. All about you make me fall in love with you (all about you makes me fall in love with you).." - Rombal Erlan came back, then.

Deg. Deg.

Ba dump's. Ba dump's.

I put my face up. Staring straight into her eyes Erlan, my husband.

I dived into the depths of Erlan's eyes so shallow that I could so easily see the love she had for me.

Ba dump's. Ba dump's.

Slowly, the distance between us was eroded until there was no longer any distance left. And, our two mouths finally met again, with both eyes that had been tied to each other for a long time.

There is a sense that knocks the heart,

The love that comes back greets you,

My first love that was run aground by the tempest,

Now replaced by the love of a simple man.

Oral language no longer needs to be spoken,

Our eyes are enough, and our hearts are bound.

Both eyes closed and opened,

Feel the taste that makes yourself so lively nan tempestuous.

The two hands are intertwined,

Busy knowing and understanding each other.

I love him, as deep as the well as I do not know his depth.

And I felt her love, as easy as breathing the braid of air.

...

Suddenly, Erlan withdrew from me. Our breaths are chasing each other. Because we just warmed up.

I looked confusedly at my husband. A feeling of emptiness perforated one side of my heart. I don't want Erlan to stay away. I don't want Erlan to get away from me.

"Sorry, Yang. Hh.hh.I almost forgot that you're still menstruating" Erlan said as she ruffled her own hair.

After hearing his words, I honestly said.

"But I was clean this morning.."

"..."

"..."

"HUH?!! WHY ARE YOU JUST SAYING IT NOW??" Erlan shouted that question to me. It made me jump in shock and finally realized what I had said to him.

'Damn it! And I want to give him a surprise tonight.' I nag myself in the heart.

Then, without hearing my answer again, Erlan just carried me to my feet.

"Ehhh?!! What are you doing, Yang?!" I asked while surprised by my husband's treatment.

"You make love with you, Yang! How long will it take!" Erlan exclaimed with fury.

And Erlan took me into the room, in her sling. Heading to his bedroom, where we will hold his sacred moments the two of us. At last..

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