I'm Not a Wild Grass

Crack (POV Kiyano)

Deg. I was stunned not knowing how to behave when I heard the nurse's description. I finally decided to leave the hospital with a big step.

With confused thoughts, I tried to contact Bella. Through a short message, I asked him about his current news and whereabouts.

I waited a long time for Bella's answer. Almost half an hour later my message was answered by my wife. It was already quite a night. My watch needle already showed me ten o'clock at night.

In front of the hospital stop, I read a reply to a message from Bella. He replied that he was standing guard at the hospital.

I was confused, not knowing why to trust Bella or the nurse I met earlier. But, if the nurse was lying, why did she do it?

Back in my mind about Bella's attitude before I moved to town B. Where it becomes secretive and happy to be secretive. Several times I also found him calling someone, who, when I caught him wet, was immediately seen turning off his phone call in a hurry.

A variety of negative speculations started popping up in my mind. But I tried to pull him away. I want to trust my dear Bella. Because I have known him for a long time. And as far as I know Bella is typical of loyal women.

When I was still giddy about to reply to Bella's message, I met with another Bella's female co-worker. I know Bella's colleague well, because we met several times when I visited Bella. And as far as I know, he's pretty close to my wife.

"Kiyano's? What are you doing here? You're not the same Bella vacation, are you? Where's bella?"

Deg.

Bad prejudice again spread to the rest of my head when I heard the words of his colleague Bella.

"Bella... Not working today?" Ask me in a tone that sounds fragile, even by my own ears.

Aya, the name of Bella's colleague in front of me, now looks frowned.

"No. Bella is on a three-day leave. He said he wanted a vacation with you" Aya explained.

And I immediately kept quiet. Not knowing what to say especially when the negative thoughts about Bella began to poison my mind and thoughts at this time.

Realizing my strange attitude, Aya also realized something.

"You're fighting again, aren't you?" Ask Aya later.

I'm still silent. Busy with my mind that began to tangle.

Aya then sighed, before finally returning to say.

"If there's a problem, talk to Bella. Do not use emotions. Because often the emotions that can burn a relationship to be charred are not left alone. Though if examined really, it could be that all these disputes are only caused by a small misunderstanding," Aya gave advice.

I nodded stiffly. Don't know what else to say.

"Go home. Maybe Bella's home. Maybe he just needs some time alone" Aya suggested to me.

Not long after, Aya passed away with her motorcycle matik. While I was back in front of the stop for some time.

"For what did Bella lie? Hasn't our relationship been okay all along? Why did he lie to me? What is he really hiding?" My own murmurs befriended the cold night wind.

Realizing Aya's words were true, I finally decided to go home. With an on-line motorcycle taxi thankfully still online, I took a fifteen-minute trip to my in-laws mansion.

Unfortunately, what greeted me at home was not something I could have hoped for or even thought of happening.

When I arrived, it was really late. Thank goodness Mr. Gimin, our house security is still awake and opened the gate of the house for me. From Mr. Gimin I found out that my two in-laws were on vacation to Aussy. Counted two days ago.

Hearing the news, I didn't think anything at first. It was common when I was still working in this city.

I also heard from Mr. Gimin that Bella had just come home this afternoon and was probably sleeping in her room.

Hearing the news, I felt a little relieved. My Bella is at home. 'Not anywhere else with another man..'

I went straight into the house with a step that I deliberately slow down. Entering the living room, the darkness greeted me with its concentration.

At first I was about to direct my steps to the second floor, where my room and Bella were. I don't know why I feel so thirsty. So I decided to go to the kitchen first.

And, in that kitchen I found a scene that was very surprising and also broke my heart. Because I saw with my own two eyes, Bella who I loved very much is now in a friendly relationship with Bayu, my own sister-in-law. Which is also my stepbrother Bella.

The truck..

My heart immediately crumbled dimly to find the sight of two people I knew so well. My Bella, no. I guess I no longer have Bella's heart when I find her making out with Bayu.

I feel devastated. I can no longer feel or hear anything. I felt deaf and did not want to hear the muttering sound of two people who were still in the kitchen room.

Cracked. I feel the lamp in my heart now. Bella, who I believe to be my soul mate, has been suing me with other men.

I rushed to turn my body around too. Dragging my body back to city B. Bringing with me my heart and love that has been crushed by the betrayal that my own love, Bella.

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Before returning home, I told Mr. Gimin not to tell anyone that I had time to go home. And Mr. Gimin, who seemed confused by my departure, promised to keep my return a secret.

After that, I went straight back to town B, to my apartment. I got there about one in the morning. With the condition of the body that feels tired, also the heart that is too sore at the same time.

That night, I cried. Shrinking the inner wounds I felt as a result of the betrayal committed by my love, Bella.

***

The next few days, I went through my day feeling empty. I almost found it hard to smile back when I remembered Bella and her betrayal.

And Bella didn't call me during her three-day leave. He just asked me about it on Tuesday. Which I answered in a flat tone and original answer.

Bella asked me if I was okay. Hearing his attention, I wanted to curse and laugh at the falsehood shown by my wife. How skillful he acted to love me, while he hid his affair with Bayu. But I didn't tell her my heart.

I need time to think about everything. I need time to heal my wounded heart. Only after that I will decide, I want to take where our marriage is full of falsehoods.

The next few days, I restored my heart. I try to rearrange my broken heart so that I can return through my life with an optimistic attitude.

There is something else that has also slightly bothered me over the past few days. Because I think I'm starting to like other women besides Bella.

Maddened. I think I've gone completely crazy.

Not yet healed the wound that was incised by Bella in my heart, herenya I began to feel the seeds of new love for other women.

I can't accept this new feeling. Moreover, he who began to attract my attention is a person who has a personality that is far different from Bella. He's the fool Laila.

Either Laila's the stupid one, or I'm the one who contracted the stupid one. Because slowly, the presence of the woman near me began to disturb my inner and my mind.

That's why I decided to stay away from Laila. I forbid her from setting foot on the seventh floor again, where my study is located.

I still want to rearrange my heart. I don't want to open my heart to loving women anymore. Because of that I forbid Laila to make me black coffee again. And it seems like Laila is very happy with my wish. Seen from the attitude and look of his face that was so happy when I drove him from my office room, that afternoon.

And finally, I managed to not see Bella or Laila for some time.

Until the accidental occurrence of the kiss.

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