I Have to Survive

98.wound bidder

The woman who had left the party place was walking towards the car that he brought with Lenan earlier, Alisa was immediately looking for the car keys that she used to put in her small bag,but this time he could not find the key, even though he had ruffled his bag but he could not find what he was looking for,he also realized now that his car keys are now on Lenan, too very then if you have to enter again however she is a woman, she is,he also has self-esteem and honor and at this time although he is relieved there is still the smallest part of him that does not accept because of the refusal of Lenan's grandfather who is without manners.As normal women everywhere also feel pain his humiliation was.

"What's wrong if I'm a widow and have a son, I don't hide any of it, and what he thinks I'm gonna trouble his granddaughter, anyway,even if I was asked in the past I also do not want to be a widow, I also want a one-time marriage for life and a happy life,but why do they seem so demeaning to me and consider that the Widow is a disgrace to them, what a humble widow is in the eyes of the old man, or it is only me that he humbles because I am loved by his granddaughter, oh .., aware that Alisa doesn't even love you wholeheartedly, look at him even if he doesn't defend you,if he really loves you he will immediately defend you and even put up a body for you, and he will ask the truth to you, not even directly believe all the words of the shameless woman."Alisa was crying and with a variety of words milling in her heart.

Alisa did not care anymore about the car keys that Lenan carried, she also brought her legs to walk by carrying her heart wounds, however she also had a heart she was just an ordinary woman who could feel, she was just a woman who could feel,sadness, disappointment, and heartache.

In his heart he was really laughing, really he never thought his love life would be so sad, and tragic, he also remembered first when his father told him to abort his womb first, he said,he knows now what makes his father worried about him, but Alisa really does not regret it, because letting Rendra be born in this world is a beautiful thing, really, happy for him he will not regret it, he will never feel sad about it he is sure he can live unaccompanied, but to imagine Rendra missing from his life he cannot, he said,and couldn't imagine it.

After thinking about it he also became able to calm down, and can look at life again, the road is still long and there are still many things you can do Alisa, many in this world who still need you,and you can still live without the man, about the companion maybe he is not your match, yet,and you must immediately be able to organize your life and get used to life without the man who has the status of his fiance.

Tin.....

the sound of the horn surprised her, Alisa immediately looked at the empty money taxi there, and stopped right in front of her.

"MBC Alisa please come in, I was assigned to deliver andha, please mbc." said the driver there.

Alisa also glared at his eyes, he was immediately alert,he knows now again rampant robbery mode or even kidnappers who ngaku-ngaku.alisa really do not want if he is no longer a child - children can be kidnapped easily, he said,when his mind drifted erratically, his phone rang and it turned out that Rendra was the one who called him with Vidio cool, and had not had time to talk his son Alisa was already nyerocos first.

"Ma soon home that taxi subscription Rendra , my mom's cepet in I don't want later mama even kidnapped if the road alone with clothes like that, what else gini nights" Rendra said quickly.

Alisa who heard that widened her eyes, she was very curious where the child knew that she needed a ride, even she did not think to order a taxi earlier, she was very curious,but his teenage son knew what he needed,the child is really strong telepathic with her, but hearing the words coming out of Rendra makes her pay attention again what is attached to her body.

"what's wrong with the dress mama, what mama is too open, and not polite, but when you see her instead mama's dress ordinary and not excessive Ren, what the same slh mama quickly said."said Alisa.

Rendra who saw that was smiling amusedly, he really did not expect his mama's response would be so great, even though he only said what was on his mind.

"he.....

Ma, it's too pretty, if my mama's girlfriend, I would have made my mama Rendra's lover, but why the hell should be mama rendra."said Alisa's boy with a throb.

Alisa heard it became blushed, but she was soon able to control it, with a blush she did not expect her son was able to have the skills of racing at his teenage years.

"Rendra what is it hah, you are still a child already good at combing out if you are dating at your age that still stinks kencur it.sar Alisa .

He also looked at Rendra with a look that was made as if angry but he was as calm as he also felt comforted by the words of his son.

Rendra also became more smiling seeing that, he knew mut mama had improved than earlier.

"ih, because it's the expertise of men from Sono, most only blind people who can't see the beauty of mama, Karen has proven that Rendra is the mama's boy, too,if the mama burik where maybe Rendra SE handsome this." said Rendra with a cute face featuring his handsome.

Seeing that Alisa was immediately laughing, he was amused to also hear Rendra's statement and see the behavior of his son, he said,really he was handsome but he did not look like his only eyes that look like him and of course the dimple was also down from his.he also realized he immediately ended the call.

Alisa quickly entered after confirming the truth of all that to her son's taxi driver ,he was very grateful for this because maybe if there were no taxi he would keep going and for sure he would not know where this foot would take him ,because it was his bad habits and his carelessness that he could not lose until now.

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