I Have to Survive

88.Fero who never gave up

After his mother came out of his work room he was also feeling sad and could not concentrate anymore , the men immediately decided to go out and breathe the night air in this city ,without wasting time he immediately mutuskan to a place that he had long liked but lately he could not come to her because of the busyness that makes her unable to do it .

When he arrived at an angkringan regular subscription he went, there he did not expect to have sat a beautiful woman who was without any worries , without shame to eat in a place like this , and coupled with a sweet smile that always fills the memory of his heart was a beautiful face, a smile that dimmed, flattened,combined with a sharp nose and a pure white skin alluring is still the same as before even this woman is getting beautiful now .

The man was hesitant to enter, but had not had time to turn the direction he had been greeted by traders who already knew him .

"Suk mas Fero was long ago you did not eat here, then let me discount deh ,ya itung-itung promotion now mas Fero has success let's invite you friends - mas dine here ,it is good.tell the merchant happily .

Fero also looked at Alisa who looked at him after hearing the man say his name, he also felt happy because the woman was still responding to him just by hearing his name .

"Lis is there still a sense of it, if there is still can you accept me back."in his little heart Fero also said that .

But seeing how perfect the woman in front of him really wants to throw away his doubts this time, he really wants to immediately take back Alisa's heart, used to be anywhere ,if he is persistent, Alisa will also melt on her right .

Seeing the increasingly beautiful angel that makes her unable to forget let alone classify the woman in front of her ,indeed he will beat the man who dares to approach this woman he wants mercilessly .

Their eyes met 'Alisa immediately turned his eyes and saw his son who still enjoyed his food greedily after adding again earlier .

Alisa had not had time to take Rendra away, the man had been sitting in front of them ,Alisa who saw her was wide open to see her but Rendra who was still focused on her food did not see the reaction of the woman he called the mother.

"Well, seneng papa deh see the same food of your choice as papa's favorite food" said fero happily .

Hearing that Rendra also immediately looked up to see the origin of the sound in front of her.when she was choking, the heat felt because it filled her throat , mama who was beside her immediately gave a drink to her .after quiet, she immediately patted her chest .

"Om why the hell makes me shocked, sick tofu choking kudoain deh later om also choked," said Rendra with an angry look and still flushed because of his surprise .

The man immediately lowered his head, his heart felt pain and disintegration, heard his son, the son who was his flesh blood, his own biological son was calling him Om .

"Rendra, is it very difficult for you to call me papa ?..."Fero languished but there was anger there saying it .

Rendra who was asked was only sharing a uncomfortable smile and reply fiercely men who want his confession .

Alisa who heard also widened her eyes, really she never thought that her son would say that to fero.

"Oh, so we instigated Rendra by saying bad things to her about my family Lis, really cunning you Lis, ', ' Lis ,should you bring me closer to our son instead of making him not want me and hate my family Lis" .said fero angrily as if the beautiful face could not divert anything else muffle the anger that had burned it .

Hearing that Alisa's heart was like sliced - the iris was very sick, even she could not hold her tears to fall ,she also cursed herself why she was always whiny when faced with the man who had become her ex-husband .

Alisa immediately slapped the man's face, red marks were left there, even the sound of a glass was heard breaking there ,but the red marks were not unusual to make his heart that had been injured could heal as usual.

"Are you not glazed mas, I don't need to say it, I don't need to open the disgrace of your ulcerous family, what else I talk about it will only make my sins increase mas ,you must know something bad even long - long will also be seen even though the person hides it cleverly , you're blind from a long time ago until you don't see the depravity of your family members, you have to realize it mas." Angrily and with a booming voice Alisa also said all that .

Hearing that all visitors became focused on them, that's when Rendra also invited his mama to stand up immediately, he did not want to be the center of attention here what else as a shop rioter ,but Fero has not yet moved his hand to hold Rendra's hand .

"Rendra kamimenyayangi you, what else is your grandmother she is looking forward to your presence dear to believe in papa ."ujar fero pleaded .

Rendra also saw the person who wanted his called papa was cynical view, his voice came out sharply distribute the newly sharpened knife .

"Om so long as you know, I've met the woman you call grandma and even you said she's looking forward to me 'cause you know ,even he had known I was mama's son when he was sick with his friends, but did Om know only his friends - they were greeting happily even recounting past memories with mama ,do you know there's even funny stuff in there , you know, funny thing they don't know if mama was a daughter-in-law in that woman's house ', ' she said ,that's why I know the woman you introduced to the grandmother never admitted mama in front of her friends even mama only considered her as an employee or anything else as a maid because she was at home you, do not you dream om where maybe people who do not want to admit their daughter-in-law will first want to admit the grandchild conceived by the woman he hates it, do not dream Om ,wake up from your sleep I'm still a child - children know that" .Rendra spoke with his toilet .

After feeling all he had taken out that was in his heart, Rendra also quickly invited his mother out, and there Alisa also immediately paid first , then with still as much as she wanted and held her cry ,and of course also do not forget the compensation that they have broken earlier and with the commotion that disturbs it Alisa was beyond compensation regardless of the owner of the merchandise who rejected all that and immediately left from there .

Meanwhile, the man who was sculpting in it was still standing upright really he did not think that his son could clearly and densely say his serapah vow ,even he clearly said his incompetence as a husband, and even said his mother's ugliness that he did not know, which he knew his mama just did not like Alisa but it would not be that bad, as he did,is that just the child's estimate of ,in his heart Fero asked and searched - search for the truth of all that but all that he could not find and he also decided to ask later on his mother that .

After all that happened, she chose not to think about it, no matter what

decided to sit there and order ginger anget to warm his cool mind because of the mess .

Not long after his order came and all the mess had been cleaned up, Fereo immediately enjoyed it, but only one sip ,the sound of coughing was heard in the tavern made the men of the tavern owner smile.even the author also smiled to remember her but look like the swearing of Rendra earlier .

"i doain deh later Om also choked like me later."apparently that became reality at this time .