I Have to Survive

91.Peckery

This morning Hendra decided to immediately get out of the hospital to go home, and he would not ask permission from Alisa, because he did not want to meet Alisa first, for now he wants to calm down first, he also chose recklessly to go home without the approval of his doctor, namely Alisa who is indeed a status as his personal doctor at this time ,he did not think about the time that was still left as a deal for him to Alisa yesterday, he also just smiled considering his struggle to get extra time but finally he was released too .

Hendra realized at this time he was also impossible to carry out his action to approach the woman who was now engaged, even in his heart he wanted to protest why his soul mate seemed far from him ,in the past his wife whom he married was not out of love just because of fulfilling his Oma wishes and he also tried to love the woman, but in the end only betrayal that he got ,and now he loves Alisa wholeheartedly, wanting to make her his whole wife but finally he can't have her ,even after all these years of love he kept and his name in his heart, is it so hard for you to give a soul mate to me, my God .

As he was busy in his daydream, he did not feel that he had been in the parking lot of the hospital with driven by Rina the mother with her wheelchair , he also hopes to leave soon because he does not want to meet with Alisa at this time, at least after he can calm himself and his heart can accept the reality .

At that time from the opposite direction a car was driving towards Hendra, Hendra who saw him felt he wanted to run from there immediately, but what his current self power was ,his feet to stand still can not last long anything else to run, Hendra was aware he could not for now .

Meanwhile Alisa also quickly gets off her car she immediately approaches Hendra even before she parks her car properly ,Alisa was very surprised after getting news from her nurse that Hendra had decided to go home different as yesterday who insisted on staying sick even a month's room rental had been her do it if Alisa didn't ban it yesterday .

"What else are you Hendra, what more do you want ,why did you suddenly come out what later you will not regret everything , my only offer that tomorrow will no longer exist .said Alisa firmly and looks her earnestness.

Hendra who saw it also looked down in his heart he was very sick to hear it not because of the words of Alisa who hurt him ,but what hurts is that he may not be able to be with the woman in front of him anymore ,and maybe this is the last time she can be with Alisa without any other men nearby .

Seeing Hendra who looked down even sad Alisa was immediately approaching the man she was also right in front of her .

"Hendra do you know, God always makes that disease with his antidote, even in this world there is no disease that has no cure, you have to believe you can heal Hendra ,believe me" .ujar Alisa with spirit as if giving her spirit to Hendra who she thought because Hendra had his illness .

Hendra who heard that also immediately looked at Alisa, he immediately looked at the woman in front of him ,a view that was difficult to interpret .Alisa was also seen as confused but she also seemed to dive into the man in front of her who is now her patient .

Really if at that time he could stand up and had strong legs to support him would immediately stand up and embrace the woman in front of him with reckless, he would not pay attention if Alisa was angry ,all he knew was he was going to do was because he wouldn't normally hug this woman if she already belonged to another man later on .but he is also the only one who is paralyzed can what he even fins he is not becus .

While Alisa was not good either, she knew very well the heart of the man in front of her, she understood him very well ,he knew after seeing how much he thought of her until the person he remembered was only a woman, as a woman who had grown up he also knew how much this man kept his heart for her,Alisa was very aware this time the heart of the man in front of her was injured because of her engagement, she knew for sure by Rina had told all her to Hendra about her self-principal .

Alisa also remembered that the woman had asked her to hide her engagement, she cried she asked Alisa to hide all of it from Hendra, but Alia also with the same cry ,he refused all that, really he did not want to hurt the heart of the man who had helped him but he could not hide his engagement ,because she also realized that she was only 2 months away from her wedding, and it was not a long time ago to Bu Rina ,he couldn't possibly hide all that he was so aware of it .

And hearing the man say all that he also realized that Bu Rina had said what she knew, according to her promise because she said let her tell Hendra ,Ms. Rina who will say all her when there is the right time to tell Hendra, Alisa was also astonished at her heart ,why yesterday Alisa who did not want to hide all that, but when the man found out about his engagement, why Alisa also felt pain and pain in her heart saw the man in front of her say a prayer for her .

"Aware Alisa you are not a unstable ABG woman, you must know yourself and be self-aware, you are engaged even your marriage is in sight , you must have no heart for men other than your fiancee, other than the taste for your fiancee you must throw her away , realize Alisa . Alisa who looks shaky also tries to strengthen her heart, she realizes this is just a temptation for her relationship .

"Al, do you not want to accept prayers from me, why do you keep quiet, even you do not say thank you for all that, even though I have said my thanks to you ,you are so arrogant Al .Hendra also with a plan and tried to break the silence .

Alisa who heard all that became awakened from her daydream with haru also cried nodding her head .

"Thank you Mr. Hendra, uh Hendra, thank you for the prayer hopefully you also immediately remember what you have forgotten and quickly can walk again , can get happiness and close to your soul mate, thank Hendra you are always there for me, you were always there for me when I needed the person next to me ".alisa said solemnly from the bottom of her heart .

Alisa is indeed very much indebted to Hendra because without Hendra she may have lost her way and maybe she would not be able to live like this or maybe she is no longer in this world ,even he would not have known that there was a Rendra in him at that time if it was not Hendra who brought him a crowd even the man without regard for himself ,indeed Alisa also admitted Hendra was the one who saved her from a very difficult situation for her at that time, Hendra was the most important part of her life as well , she did not deny all that .