I Have to Survive

106.Doubt in the heart

Lenan also visited Alisa at lunchtime today, in addition to relieving her kangen taste she also wanted to invite Alisa to lunch together ,and all of you are fulfilling her grandfather's invitation to dinner for staying tonight, her grandfather is still in this country, and this time even her grandfather begged Lenan to ask Alisa to bring his only son and now Lenan has been in the hospital where Alisa works here she is.

Meanwhile, Alisa was still busy in the physiotherapy doctor room for the therapeutic process of Hendra ,he did persuade Handra and Bu Rina to be accompanied by a neurology specialist other than Handoko doctor who treated Hendra since three years ago, and of course, he is now going abroad and advises Alisa to replace him.

Alisa does not believe in her ability when it comes to handling Hendra, really she does not have much knowledge in this field, she used to choose a surgical specialist ,alisa also saw now when the man was therapeutic and tried to walk using the walking aids that have been provided there,Alisa who saw Hendra struggling also put her eyes out she did not expect the perfect Hendra could make it to a sad state like this.

Seeing that, Hendra smiled and looked at the woman who was seen shedding tears.

"Al you don't have to cry over my misfortune, I'm happy to be like this because this way I can be with you again.

Indeed, Hendra felt unable to see the woman he loved was crying because of her,he did not want her not to be pitied by her he wanted her who could be the source of her smile instead of being the source of her sadness for him.

And Hendra also since meeting with Alisa became better even in every therapy his condition was getting better and it was seen from the view of the doctor who smiled in his company.

"Well Mr. Hendra if it gets better like this maybe three months longer you can walk normally but for now you learn to use crutches first and so that his feet can get used to it without a wheelchair,I think my legs have improved and are starting to be strong to do that, the doctor smiled.

Alisa and Hendra were smiling and heard that, after they talked about all Alisa and Hendra was saying goodbye from the room, of course after thanking and saying goodbye to her doctor.

Alisa also walked pushing Hendra's wheelchair and they spoke with a smile full of excitement after hearing what the doctor said, Hendra also felt his spirit too after he met Alisa,Alisa is like a booster power for her, her spirit to heal soon was booming because of her.

That was when a very familiar voice sounded to Alisa.

"Honey haven't had lunch yet, I want to take you to lunch and there's something I want to say later.

The voice stopped her footsteps, and Alisa immediately looked for the direction of the voice, seeing the man who was pecking at her arms about a meter it made her surprised, too,he did not expect that this man would come today, he also felt like a thief who was caught red-handed and being judged, really bad feeling this time.

"Lenan you come here why not ngabarin first, introduce this Hendra he's a friend and patient I .ujar Alisa with unpleasant.

Alisa Really can not understand her heart, will not do anything but why her heart is really afraid Lenan will misunderstand her if she already has a taste in her future husband, this,in Alisa's heart was also churning.

"Oh yes, I'm Lenan's future husband Alisa." steadily Lenan said while pointing his hand at Hendra.

"Hendra, I'm a friend of Alisa's, and Alisa is my most beautiful ex." said Hendra with her cynical as she shook the hand of a flax.

Hearing that Lenan also looked sharply at Hendra's view as if he wanted to stab and kill men in front of him, even his hands squeezed Hendra's hands hard, but Hendra was also no different.

Alisa who saw the tension was holding her head, indeed she did not expect the second will turn into a childish like this now.with a heavy heapun immediately separated the hands of both.

"yes, yes ,good is Hendra you said me but Lenan is my future husband so I hope Mr. Hendra understands and respects Lenan as my future husband.Alisa tried to divorce and hope Hendra can see the reality.

Hendra heard it was seen looking down, if he really had to let go of Alisa this time, Hendra also saw Lenan - the man that Alisa had chosen, was,in fact, he is not inferior to him only he is younger if for height you also look the same draw if more is a little.

At that time Hendra also turned to Alisa a petite woman who became the filler of his heart, Alisa was not high, indeed,she may be but among them Alisa also looks very small and petite when she is also included in the average height of women in this country.

But the condition of Alisa instead makes her love her very much, even if she admits Alisa was not her type.even far from the ideal list of traits of her dream woman, even,but as time goes by Alisa can steal her heart and even control her current heart and mind even if there are many women she is sure this time she just wants Alisa instead of the others.

Lenan saw his fiancee being stared at like that really did not accept,he really wanted to pry the eyes of the man who looked very admiring Alisa.His hands were about to reach the collar of the man if only Alisa did not immediately stop him.

"our cheeks want to eat where, but I take Hendra home first yes, about him this has become a work contract with me at this time.

Lenan also smiled at her, really she did not expect that Alisa would call her with a favorite call in front of the person who had once been her lover.

"Okay Mimi, I will take you first after that only the turtles find lunch.

Meanwhile Hendra was like a mosquito repellent there, really his heart ached to see the woman he loved so much and even make out with bright light in front of his own nose.

Even though she knew Lenan was Alisa's future husband but why her heart really refused to be able to accept it, why not her, why is it a filthy man like this,even hearing their name, Hendra felt uncomfortable.

While Alisa also saw and felt the pain of Hendra,but he did hope Hendra knew and realized he already had a fiancee and he already had no place in his heart other than to be his best friend he really wanted to affirm that despite his heart I still doubt Lenan.