I Have to Survive

93 Don't consider me a burden

Alisa also drove her car slowly trying to erase her sadness by looking around on the side of the road,he hoped that his situation would be better even if he only saw people passing by on that road .

Alisa also immediately increased the speed of her car, now she wants to quickly get home,because his heart can not be denied his heart still feels uncomfortable even more depressed and uncertain, at that time his phone rang ,Alisa who heard that was immediately pulled over her car to stop for a moment, even though she just wanted to just lift her phone because the phone screamed many times in her bag .but yet the eyebrows spoke the voice across the veil had filled the woman's ears.

"Darling, how are you, I'm so upset you haven't even been there for a week but why does it feel like it's been a year anyway dear I didn't see you.' Lenan said .

Alia who heard that also smiled, she did not expect Lenan would say that, because she knew how serious and indifferent the man used to be in college, but if you think it only applies to others but while for him even though he never considered his man - he always paid attention to him only he who never considered it alone .

"No need to be dreadful , his dreadlocks are tangled , mending iron first so neat .ujar Alisa who with a small smile imagines the man who will be her husband .

The man was heard laughing, and he said something that made Alisa smile again .

",Wait for me I don't want to leave you alone for too long I'm afraid you'll be kidnapped by a frog prince who wants your help and wants you to be his wife" .lenan said firmly but looks funny in Alisa's ears .

"ih, Lenan stop, no one wants me unless you know, who the hell I am!, oh yes but kalu I want too much after I think about it ,because I am also no less charming than you, even I am not inferior to the preachers in this world ,in fact you also chose me even after spending a lot of time we parted it turns out you still do not want to let go of me ", said Alisa who joked but looked seriousness .

While the voice across became lost and unexpected at that time Alisa's car door was immediately thrown by the person who made the woman growled in shock and even fear,and the sense of it made his phone fall out of his grasp .

The woman was wide-eyed to see who had banged on her car, she really did not expect that the man she was thinking about was already in front of her eyes, what was this is not a dream,or he who daydreams and thinks too much about the man until his shadow was carried to the real world, because just now he also just called the man .but seeing the more frequent pounding and his face that was pouting clearly heapun immediately realized, Lenan has indeed been there in front of him .

Alisa also immediately unlocked the door of her car, while Lenan who saw it immediately opened and scattered into Alisa's embrace.

"Dear please don't say you want to try to turn away from me I won't be able to bear it if it happens, I beg you not to dare to play behind me, I sincerely love you dear". lenan said with meiba .

"Lenan, let me go, do you want to kill me, I'm not going to go, I've given you my heart, I only have one heart you have to know that, and as long as you still want me ,I will be willing to be faithful until the end I will always be with you ,but if later you get bored of me or indeed you don't want me anymore don't you cheat tell me the truth then I will step back and will give up all of it ."alisa said with a sobbing cry and spilled all her there in the chest of the male field .

Alisa also like getting a place to calm down, and get protection from the man who hugged her.His heart seemed calm in Lenan's arms ,and he could release his heartbreak earlier with Hendra .

"No dear I will never turn away from you, no woman in this world can replace you ,until the end I will love you and you are the one I have been waiting for, and I miss you, I would go crazy to see you with other men , like that when I was sick I really wanted to hit the man who hugged you earlier if he didn't remember he was paralyzed and you were a doctor ,and I'll tell her that I'm the only one who can and has the right to embrace you ,other people I won't let poke even I don't want to if there are men who see you dear" Lenan said languish .

Lenan was still hugging Alisa even though this time not as loudly as before , Alisa was even more intrigued to hear it , she really did not expect that Lenan was very loving her ,he also feels lucky for it, and his hope is that Lenan's love will not falter because of the temptations of other women later, and his hope is that Lenan's love will not falter because of the temptations of other women,and eyebrows hope they are launched marriage later and given the durability of his marriage nan ti, because Alisa's last hope for her married ,who in this world wants to get married many times I think all of them want to be one time and happy until the end.

"What, so you see all that, 'why don't you come near me, dear, if you come near me I will definitely introduce the man ".Alisa was a bit stiff this time by calling Lenan dear but she also wanted this man to calm down .

Lenan who heard that even just plucked his mouth he did not think that Alisa would be used to respond to all that ,though he was burned jealous to see his future wife in the hug even on the lap of another man not himself ,even though he hugged also had to use the courage that was very and he had never held his future wife, but even already preceded by the man in the wheelchair.

"It's my love that you want to be jealous , he's just my best friend , you're my future husband , what else do you want to be jealous , not to be clear who I choose the most ,anyway, I also refused it, I immediately went from there, you must know that" said Alisa who was a little worried also because of the incident that was seen by Lenan .

Lenan immediately let go Alisa looked at him deeply as if looking for the truth there and in the heart there was happiness because Alisa wanted to call him dear this time ,Alisa who was looked at immediately lowered her head really she could not look at her fiance, because it was as if her gaze made her unable to breathe and wart at the same time .

"Okay dear, I believe in you, because I know you have a past and a close friend in your life and then it will not be abnormal your life, just like me ,and I also hope that you can also accept me also with my mass then dear .ujar Lenan ended their conversation .

Alisa who heard that also immediately nodded and smiled sweetly at her fiance was in her heart and ready to accept the shortcomings and advantages and the past of the man in front of her,he also knows there is no perfect person in this world, and he will fight with him to live his household ark later , he will be ready for it with an outline , the origin of all the Lenan family can also accept her and not be Alisa as a burden like the Fero family who consider her a burden that they must bear first .