I Have to Survive

25.Oma Hendra

I also immediately paid the taxi money, and in a hurry I immediately returned to the place where Mr. Hendra met his client .

Until in front of the restaurant I also look for Fero mas by looking here, my heart was not careless and afraid if Fero mas still here ,but after I think about mas fero who had a wife also freely invite other women here, why can't I be with other men too ,though it is the man who is with me only my boss why should I be afraid and not feel good about him .

When I was distracted by my thoughts that's when I felt a hand holding my shoulder .

"Mas Fero you are, "with my reflexes I call that name.

I who did not get an answer immediately I turned my body, how surprised I turned out to be holding my shoulder is Mr. Hendra, my heart was calm looking at him ,but that sense of calm turned into tears that I didn't know why those tears were dripping down my cheeks .

"Who is Fero, what is he that makes you cry , if someone is bothering you why not tell me earlier , I don't like people who make women cry what else is a man , "said Mr. Hendra with full question on his face .

Hearing that somehow my cry became even more so my sobs that I could hold made me even more claustrophobic and made a voice that sounded more mellow, until everyone there saw us ,that's when Mr. Hendra's embrace was like protecting me and immediately took me to the room that had been ordered earlier, that's when I tried to calm my cries ,I don't want Mr. Alan to see me unprofessional crying in front of a client .

"kalo you want to cry spill it, Alan already saying goodbye from earlier, so you just calm down, here is only us , ''Alan ,there's still half an hour of boking so just use this place to spend and let out your cries if it can make you feel better ' said the man.

I heard it immediately I shed my cry, sir Hendra just stayed in his place, waiting for me to calm down, and I don't care what he does ,all I want is for me to cry shedding my sadness and disappointment at the moment, fortunately this room is soundproof so I cry hard will not disturb the comfort of other customers.

Finally after I poured everything out, I became calm and my feelings became better and lighter than before, that's when I realized Mr. Hendra had been waiting for me to spend the rest of the time .

"Already sir, thank you sir for your understanding and allow the rest of the time boking for me "With a still stingy voice I thank him .

" yeah no papa, I can understand but you know not if you're adding time bokingan know, kalo not me maybe we've been kicked out of this room, out of this room,so you owe me an additional bill yes, you have to pay it next time, and you have to be ready when I collect it ". said Mr. Hendra with a threatening tone .

"yes sir, can you cut my salary sir I do not matter sir, even I feel you have helped me a lot." I said with full awareness.

She too with a mysterious smile gave me goosebumps as well.

"I don't need your money Lis ,but I want you to pay for everything with something I'll say later when it comes to Lis and remember Lis I don't want you to call me sir unless you know ."she said with her mysterious face.

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In the company was waiting for Oma Hendra who had sat in the chair owned by Mr. Hendra , the woman who is still beautiful even though she is consumed by age is waiting there while going back and forth the financial books she has asked from the men she believes there.

All kariawan was just silent no one dared to speak unlike when there was a woman who was mistaken for a boyfriend of Mr. Hendra who came it was so excited and brave of them.

That's when Hendra and Alisa also came, Omas who heard it did not dwell he just sat sweet in his right, without moving, and a serious face like Hendra was attached there .

We who had just come were told to immediately sit in front of Oma Hendra, I who had not tasted so much that it was a bit clumsy too, looking at those who were just silent noiseless,I also have no other way that I can just let those who polled ,

it's safer for me, I'll just be a bully here.

"Oh ...oh...,

you're Ter, a real Hendra woman, I didn't expect Hendra to like a little girl like you, you just went to high school, I didn't think Hendra liked a little girl like you, have dared to tease granddaughter Oma who is older than you ha ha ha, what a brave woman you are ", said Oma Hendra it .

I was shocked and immediately tried to control myself, from what had happened I could read this situation, and could immediately manage my face .

"pardon me buk , I have indeed been presumptuous to love my mother's grandchild , even I am not ashamed of her still with him even though he already has a wife ,but I just want to love him no more .

"you can choose another man why should my grandson, you are also a beautiful man your age a lot why do you choose him , the man who has become the husband of the boy ,Oma was as if harboring disappointment but still pitying me .

"Really I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm open, I feel it's in my heart and if the heart has chosen even the eyes can't turn buk that's my love buk ,sorry buk I hurt Andha's feelings but I beg you believe buk, I do not mean to hurt mother's feelings, I've tried to forget her ,trying to turn away from him but only he remains he who fills my heart and mind, even I feel I would not be able to live without him buk ".by pleading and with remorse I tried to make him understand, because I also knew the relationship between husband and wife Hendra was not good so I could put myself there .

""you're not wrong son, Oma's grandson is wrong, but the biggest mistake is Oma's fault, Oma who forced Hendra to marry someone else when she obviously loved you ,An apologetic oma puts your relationship in a place like this".Oma Hendra said in tears.