I Have to Survive

37. happy news wrapped in sadness

Ambulance soon arrived at rumasakit , Hendra who followed and helped push the ambulance stretcher followed Alisa from Ambulance to the room that had been prepared by the hospital ,there the expert doctor was waiting for him, the doctor immediately took action after receiving a report from the initial examiner earlier, the doctor was seen smiling looking at Hendra.

The beautiful doctor gave a sweet smile to Hendra .

"Don't worry sir, the father's wife and her content is fine, just begged please be more careful because the content in the mother's age is still prone to miscarriage, just be careful,this time you are lucky to directly deal with the prospective mother if not the life of the prospective baby and his mother can be in danger sir , sir ,but for this time it is stable just waiting for recovery sir ". said the doctor .

Hendra looked aghast but he was soon able to control himself .

"Sorry doc Alisa pregnant , how old is the content of her dock" asked Hendra who looks surprised even though he has tried to master her.

The beautiful doctor immediately looked at Mr. Hendra in surprise, because usually a husband was happy and very much looking forward to it but the husband of this person was even wide-eyed, and shocked ,but he also as a doctor can not kepo he only served and of course his answer to Hendry's question became one of his duties .

"Mother and mother can see the exact age of the fetus, later in the room we have prepared, there is also a reliable obstetrician, of course by registering first sir",the beautiful doctor said .

"Oh ..., good buk later my wife let me take her there, I'm also curious about my future child , may be healthy in my wife's stomach ,"hendra said closing the doubt of the strange-looking doctor .

Hendra also fell into his daydream he imagined what he would do later

with Alisa, can she accept the child in Alisa's stomach which is certainly not her flesh's blood ,but on the other hand is she ready if Alisa goes from her life leaving herself to return to her husband .

Just thinking about that makes her head dizzy, why when I love you and wish you would be my companion you should be pregnant with that son of a bitch who has hurt you is Alisa .

That's when Alisa's sight is awakened from her fainting , Alisa was about to move from her sleep , but was immediately prevented by Hendra because she did not want anything to happen with Alisa of course .

"sir let me go, I don't want to continue to owe you, I'm afraid I won't be able to repay you later ".Alisa said really - really.

Although Hendra is somewhat jealous of the Child in Alisa's womb, but getting rid of an innocent child is something he would never do ,and it's inappropriate that he's not even a nobody here ,he will only do things that will make Alisa happy and help her out of all the problems that have happened in the life of the woman he loved accidentally.

Alisa who heard she was pregnant also immediately cried, she never thought that she would be given a deposit in her womb, even if she and Fero had expected it first ,but that was when they were well - either he was confused between happy or sad in his heart .

Hendra who saw it immediately calmed Alisa with his embrace, he could not stand the woman he loved teramat he was crying especially in front of her ,he also felt a little sad by thinking about what had happened to the woman's household .

"Alisa you must be strong, the child is not wrong only he is present at the wrong time ,but rest assured Al he will bring happiness to you and I will be glad if you allow me to take care of him, and I will love him like my own son .

Hendra also said from the bottom of his heart, he will not hate the child because he is not wrong, and if indeed I love Alisa, I must love all that is on him, I must love all that is on him, receiving her mass and this child is also part of Alisa, so I must also be able to accept her .

"Thank you Hendra but if you're still with me people will criticize you, and you'll be tainted with this child's presence, so go I can live alone ,after all, the father of this child is still alive and I am sure he will be happy with the child in my stomach, maybe this is the way I and Fero can get back together again" ,alisa said despite the doubts in her words.

"Alisa she doesn't deserve your love, and I won't let you beg her, I'm willing to get my name tainted, let her be my son ,I don't mind if it makes you always be around me, I will try to love her like my own son ,do not think about what will happen in front of him, sure I will try to stay always by your side" said Hendra with full gentleness and certainty there .

Alisa could only shed her tears she could not believe there was a man who could sacrifice and accept her even though she was obviously pregnant from the seed of another man instead of her child ,but why is this man still willing to with her even sacrifice for her .

On the other hand Alisa realized she had nothing and did not know well with others jam pak Hendra who would accept her this ,but will he always have the same taste as her, but that sense of just pseudo love that will be lost and eroded by time as her and Fero's love has ended.

Alisa was afraid to see the truth later as if she was traumatized by what had happened with her and Fero, but in her small heart she was very grateful because she came when she was down like this ,when she needs people to lean on and cry takes away her fears in living this life .

With a shadow cast, Fero's happy-looking face heard the news of her pregnancy and a happy response to our first child, but the shadow of her affair also swirled in my mind ,when he made out with the Queen and kicked me out, it was still fresh in my memory, making me worry if he could accept this child, but he would not admit it , imagining it makes her tears even more swift like rain that fell flooding on both cheeks .