I Have to Survive

7.queen drama

The incident when Arisan made me aware, why did mama not like even very dislike me, even too underestimated me ,is it because I'm just a jobless woman who can't make money?. , I also plan to ask permission to find work with Mas Fero when he comes home later ,I made my choice .

After a long time I was waiting for QQaaq to finally arrive also when Fero mas came home, he went home by buying clothes and perfume that he liked, I was happy and received his gift, I was happy and received it,after becoming his wife I also attach importance to what he likes the top priority, but I have not had time to bring the mother has brought the perfume ,and say she'll wear it because mom can't get her perfume ration she said, I can only accept it without being able to do anything 'em ,even Fero can't do anything about it.

I also can't remember when I cared about my favorite, which I know since marriage I only know what my husband and family likes .

Trivial feuds always occur in this family, and I can't tell you all about it because maybe if I tell you it will take up a lot of places and won't fit if it's just one page here.

Like this afternoon my husband mas Fero invites me to shop for our monthly needs, all my needs, I was invited to immediately support him,because mas Fero very rarely want to nemenin I shop, recently he was willing to do it .

We were ready to go, with a slow mas Fero took him, but we had not had time to get out of the fence , mama stopped our car ,he was comfortable sitting in the back seat and wanted to come with us .

"Ih mama kok follow the hell, this is the day I was the same mas Fero not sensitive anyway nih people."

In my heart I murmured to myself, even in my heart, I might not dare if in front of Tarang in-laws - too if I do not like. if I do it maybe this is a record of ungodly ghosts for me , and it's not good for us if I'm reckless to do it just because it's provoked by the behavior of my rich mother-in-law the little boy.

"Look, your wife doesn't like it when I come with you, when I come with you, you my son doesn't come with her Fero,look at that he who just hitchhiked feel higher than mama" said Alisa's mother-in-law.

With full confidence I make sure my words, I no longer want to be a victim of mama's scorn, I'm tired I have to molai can take care of myself, especially I can not ngandelin mas Fero right , I'm tired ,yes even though it looks contrary to the words of my mother anyway .

"Well , mama want to come, enter and enter the coin later to go to the mallem again ". said mas Fero .

"Mama wants to go in, but Alisa is at home, let mama. who is shopping this time ,mama has not eaten good yesterday, your wife is cooking always sober after you go fer, you have to,do you not give enough money to your wife ?.., do you not ration healthy food for us fer ?...,"

Mama also spoke it with a beautiful face, I want to feel like I denied all that, the color that is said to be ordinary is still there is meat that I serve, and the cuisine was also the mother who asked for it, the mother who asked for it, even I have given my ration also for our needs, and hosted a guest mama yesterday if she can not suppose ,does he think only small money comes out for the cost of the event and meet his needs, I want to curse him if I do not remember him it was my in-laws I've been oppressed by women ,but I soon realized from my anger I also calmed myself which was already burning and rumbling the sound of fire burning the recesses of my heart .

"Sorry ma ma, less good yes the menu runs out mama did not say first anyway, yesterday if only mama would say mas Fero there Arisan before mas Fero went, Sure if mama said , 'Because if mama would say ,mas Fero will also give Alisa more money ma, so Alisa still can masakin mama yang yanku ma ma ma ma , but thank you ma Alisa so know if mama does not like the same meat ya ,so mama prefers the same tempe know, calm ma, tomorrow Alisa masakin if yesterday the meat kok mama said not good ma ?..,yes maybe by changing the atmosphere of mama so feel good again is it ma?.."ujarku chimed in the words of mama

Fero and mama were surprised, I defended myself unusual color and reply to the words of mama, they looked at each other and seemed full of questions to hear my words ,I saw him get out of the car immediately after asking permission ,I'm going to give in and get out of that crowded car when there's only three people here in this car .

"Basan ye Alisa, so ye reckon with mama, see Nih Fero, the wife you choose is very astounding , even herein she is very brave and does not respect mama right , ' he said ,what is your attitude fer?....., will you just be quiet .?......, after seeing all this, replied fer ?......