I Have to Survive

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Alisa also left the hospital by running her car casually towards her house ,but when until the middle of the road Rendra also asked his favorite mama to stop by to eat because the child was not able to eat calmly because of thinking about what would happen between his mama and people missing half of her memory was when she left them both, and it really made her feel very hungry at this moment .

Alisa immediately slammed the steering wheel, she also stopped by her seafood restaurant subscription which happened to be not far from where Rendra asked to stop by to eat ,Alisa also knew and heard that her child had thrashed her stomach and asked to go into the abdominal workshop to repair her energy that she had drained earlier,for anyone, Alisa is very proud of her child because she was also shamelessly willing to admit her mother was in front of the mother - the mother of her former socialite friends her parents-in-law . and Alisa's choice falls to a seafood place that she knows Rendra is very happy and this food is her son's faforit .

"Wah hik nih mah, I like the choice of mama post deh his subject .Rendra also cheerfully gave her two thumbs up

Alisa also responded to the words of her son with a smile, they immediately entered and looked for a comfortable place and of course still empty there ,yes understand here is the most famous restaurant for its steady taste and there are no two of them in this city ,so at meal times must be filled with people what else at dinner like now, many people who fill their free time all enjoy the atmosphere of their night .

Only Alisa and Rendra sat down the restaurant's waiter immediately approached them, he also kindly asked the desired order to his guests who were none other than Alisa ,it did not take long Rendra and Alisa also immediately ordered their favorite spicy sour squid at this restaurant, the waiter immediately went to prepare the order requested by his customer .

"Ma next time you can dong ma Rendra invite mama to eat at Rendra subscription place, there cool deh ma but the place is not a restaurant like this mama's choice ,but the place is no less comfortable deh sure mama likes .ujar Rendra open the conversation .

Alisa also saw with wonder, in her mind what place Rendra often visited, many questions in her mind were also pen suggestions also with her son it .

"What do you eat where and who you are, what is your special friend, what is your boyfriend ,".Alisa also leaned in with questions .

" Pa..ca.pacar ,oh mama what Rendra can already have a girlfriend ,kalo dah can be a lot of mam who queues to be Rendra's girlfriend .Rendra who had stuttered had become smooth and even boasted of herself .

Alisa also shook her head, and accompanied her with her typical sweet smile featuring dimples on both cheeks.which now also decreased on her beloved son who was in front of her .

"Will you obey your mother if she doesn't allow it, and what will you want if you tell her to date only to the woman of her choice ".Alisa also gave her questions seriously.

Rendra also with a sinless smile he immediately replied .

Rendra was very afraid that her words would hurt the mother she loved so much and loved it .

"Well mama knows you won't do the thing that will make you bad mama sure you must know what's good and what's bad 'em ,because mama strongly believes in mama's son.alisa soon ended his words to his son .

At that time the waiter was serving food and drinks their order, they also died of food Menik ,but that's when Rendra also remembered that there was something he really wanted to know at this time about the woman in pain was ,really Rendra was very curious about what happened when the mothers made a scene ruminasakit earlier .

"mam earlier the woman who rebuked us was what mami knew them, kok Rendra saw he had a strange gelagat like know or where ya,eh. kayak even do not want to know mama ,does she hate mama so much ,kok she is not like other mothers who welcome mama with joy even mama look accrap but if you see the age of mama and they are far adrift mam.Rendra was confused to ask her until her question

even turning is not easy to understand.

Alisa also took a deep breath and took it out, she immediately put down her spoon and fork by turning her eyes towards her son's Rendra ,she really wanted to tell me who that person was but if she said she was Alisa's grandmother was afraid that she would feel rejected because of that woman, not even there to say hello to her at all ,on the other hand, he also did not want to be mistaken for disfiguring his in-laws,but to hide her anywhere like hard as well she knows that her curious child will find out for himself and it will even make Alisa afraid that her ex-husband's family is faulty the innocence of his son .

"Rendra you should know, and you do not feel unloved yes dear, we mama's family loves you very much and mama will always love you until any time ,Rendra mama will tell you the same , you should know Rendra, the family of your father , yes she is your father's mother & she is your grandmother , your father's mother your former mother-in-law mama .Alisa also saw Rendra before she passed on all her she really wanted to see the response of the boy

Look there Rendra also widened his eyes implied from his face if he was very difficult to be able to digest it ,but even then he immediately changed his expression and the boy looked enthusiastic again to see Alisa .

"But why ma , she did not wantyapa mama , even like not want to see mama ,when other mothers even look familiar with mama, mama,and enthusiastic about Rendra but why if she is papa Rendra's mama should her as Rendra's grandmother she will be more pleasant than the others, but kok ........

Ma , is Rendra a shame so son?.. Or does he really not want Rendra Ma ?.."Tears began to drip on the cheeks of the 13-year-old boy .

Alisa as mama also saw her very heartache in her mind was raging between wanting to continue or finish until here only , ' ' 'cause ,he did not want Rendra to get sicker if he knew what happened especially he was also wrong because as a mother he was not able to be a daughter-in-law who could make his mother-in-law love her ,that's Alisa's regret with the nasio child she loves so much .