I Have to Survive

101.Men are ice cold

Alisa also looked at Hendra with a very unhappy view,he really did not expect this older man could do such a childish thing now, but it was not Alissa if he could not reply to Hendra's words.

"you've never been in love, have you ever felt it, and you'll feel the world of both if you and your partner have the same taste."alisa said with a toilet.

But Alisa also immediately realized she was wrong to say it, she really knew Hendra loved her and she had rejected the raw man, she almost forgot it, that's when she added her words.

"if the time comes surely you will feel his Hendra, and you will also feel his sweet loved and beautiful love." said Alisa with an ambiguous smile trying to bury her stupidity.

Hendra immediately looked at Alisa, the sharp and dark eyes of the night but the shade made Alisa very familiar with her but she also felt sadness in Hendra's gaze this time either sense it was slipped into Alisa's little heart .

While the man who was none other than Hendra, said what was in his heart, but he could only be in his heart of course.

"Alisa sasmita why should you be the one I love, and why fate leads us down this path, I'm afraid I won't be able to look at you as a friend let alone a sister, let alone a sister,my desire is too great to have you even now that you have a fiancee my heart cannot accept let alone turn away even my desire to have you as whole as her.

Hendra was washed away in his daydreams, while Alisa was still awkward as if she could not say anything more, she had really fallen this time,he could no longer struggle and if he was reckless he was afraid that he would fall into even worse recklessness than before.

"Alisa called mama, if you don't like it, you still have to accept it, this time it's only Alisa who mama believes and mama thinks she won't harm you, mama believes in Alisa."rina said by pressing her words so that Hendra knew she could not be opposed.

Hendra heard it was gawking but he immediately replied to his mama.

"What ma, used to be Oma now mama, why all her always did not support what Hendra decided even too obstructing Hendra, Oh yes ma where Oma why until now Oma did not look at Hendra ,is he still angry with Hendra." said Hendra with curiosity that was passionate in his tone.

But hearing that Rina could not say, she cried again to hear Hendra's question, Rina really hurt when Hendra asked the prehal,he really did not want to remember the memories that made his family messy and even lost many valuable assets for his family.

"Hendra you don't remember it, did you forget son, you were even found in one car at the time of the accident, and what happened to you two who knew only you Hendra,there is nothing to ask but you, even if you are not helped then maybe no one will know what really happened." said Rina with a still a hug because of her sadness.

Hendra who heard that also looks confused, but his sadness is more visible there.

Rina knew very well Hendra's feelings, she knew Hendra and his Oma were closer than he and her.

"Sorry Hendra, Oma was gone he did not even get any help anymore care, Oma had run out of blood and died in the place not even had time to be taken the hospital, he was not even,and you should know your Hendra is in the abyss not at home, you should know it. said Rina with a toilet but with emphasis there.

Hearing that Hendra is like not powered he who is still not able to stand upright was only able to sit limp in his bed, crying immediately flooded his bed, and soon flooded his bed,while Alisa was also confused there she did not expect that the hard and fierce woman was gone, she never imagined it all.

Alisa also looked at Hendra with a gaze that was very unbearable to see her, she just knew this man could display a very fragile look like that, really she did not expect to see this, she did not expect to see this,men who are always serious and can not joke and notoriously cold and untouchable can fall so deep like this.

When Alisa dissolves in the reverie, Hendra's voice breaks her.

"Then the woman who became my wife, should not she also be here, why she as a wife did not accompany me ma, and why did my mother even invite this engaged woman "said Hendra cynically looking at Alisa.

Alisa who was talked about also throbbed, he really did not like Hendra like this .

"He's going to walk away from your side, I just can't stand why the heck you're always judes, cold and heartless,is your heart ice cold in the refrigerator or your heart is lost stolen cat huh, so you can not feel my sincerity, and can accept me even though only as your doctor ."alisa said angrily this time.

Really Alisa actually really wanted to comfort the heart of this man, but he was furious it was this man who even came to damage the health of his ears with his words that hurt, his words,I don't know why when he heard her cold words he felt sad and unwanted in this world.

In Hendra's heart was inflamed, he knew Alisa was very sincere to take care of him but Hendra wanted another thing of sincerity, sincerity between male and female relationships, sincerity of lovers or more, sincerity of lovers, not only the sincerity of a doctor who takes care of his patients, but he was aware and immediately replied to him.

"okay please if you also want to go anyways for what you are here for, it will only delay your time to meet your lover, I will also not disturb you just calm down,please go there find your fiancee."ujar Hendra who is getting spicy.

Alisa really wanted to throw all the stuff there on the man's face, but she also realized this at home people and she did not want to take the loss will replace the items that she damaged later, but she also realized this is at home and she did not want to take the loss will replace the items that she damaged later,he looked at the man sharply and ready to kill, but somehow to keep quiet was very difficult Lisa, really he also wanted to curse the man.

Geez is it true that his heart trembles when he sees this man, what an ice-cold look can melt your heart, you must have misinterpreted the signal of your heart Lis, there is no way you have a taste in it, there is no way you have a taste in it,it was ridiculous, just look at this clown is still arrogant as before even more arrogant than before.