I Have to Survive

52.Receiving massalu

Alisa finally tasted all the snacks that were there, mama Lenan asked a lot of things and Alisa also answered all her , Alisa also wants to say something they should know before they propose she does not want to be mistaken to hide this big problem, she immediately opened her voice .

"Ma I want to say something to my mom, this must be known to me, before my mom goes on a bad trip to propose to me, because this is very important and you have to take it seriously.

Mama Alisa also looked at the woman in front of her as if waiting for what would be said by the future daughter-in-law yes it ."What dear, what do you want to say mama will listen to her.said mama Lenan enthusiastically.

Alisa also without a second thought immediately said what she wanted to say, she explained her status as a widow, and even she already had a son who had grown up .Alisa didn't cover all her she wanted Mama Lenan to consider this she didn't want to say

the woman who is cunning and utilizes the son of people, Alisa hopes that mama Lenan immediately cancels her intention to propose after hearing everything .

Mama Lenan was wide-eyed even though she looked surprised to see what Alisa said, but had not had time to open her voice Lenan had taken Alisa's hand to follow her ,Alisa who could not refuse to follow the man, Lenan took him by force to the room in his house.

Alisa who was surprised was still seen , she did not think she would be forced by pulling her like this , after until Alisa immediately tried to take off her hand from this man ,but he clasped her tight even as if he didn't want to take her off .

"it hurts to know, even it feels like it would break whether you will not let go of it, should I break my hand so that you are satisfied to hold it." said Alisa by bluffing at the man.

Lenan was slowly but surely immediately released the hand of Alisa who had indeed been flushed because of her .

"you want to reject this proposal, by telling your mom that you've married and failed, you think you're going to cancel the plan ,you're wrong Alisa even if you know you have a child mama will instead be happy she will like if you have had a child because it means she will become Oma earlier so it's very her love it, and I love you so much and need you so you just learn to accept it, we will accept you if there is your past and you will decorate your future .said the man calmly .

Alisa was wide-eyed and looked at the man in front of her without being able to say, she seemed to strip him and knew what he was thinking .

At first glance Alisa also returned to the time where she knit love with Fero and the sweet promise she once said was ringing back in her head but it turned out that the promise was just a speech just for the sake of making her fall in her arms, considering that she is becoming more careful of men today and that is no exception to Lenan who is expecting her to accept it .

Alisa also tried to erase her past instill in her heart that not all men like Fero, but in her small heart she is still very hesitant to be able to accept this man .

At that time also the image of the farel that looks disappointed also filled his mind he who confessed his love but Alisa was not able to accept her, he only considered limited adek no more ,and Hendra - the man he had been waiting and waiting to come was lost somewhere never heard from, even Alisa could not meet him .

With a dark history of men, will you be able to easily tether your heart to the men of this world , when this man you have just met ,yes, even though we were once a team that could not make us say close, because it was never familiar even we never engaged in a chat together except with a team and that was also about our research .

But she also remembered the message of her parents, Alisa also saw Lenan with a full look and finally she gave her decision that unexpectedly came out of her mouth.

"Well I'll give you 3 months to prove how serious you are about your love for me no more, and if you can I'll be willing to be your wife and I'll try to love you too ,but if you can't get to a predetermined time limit or you betray first you have to go and won't show your nose in front of me again.Alisa said earnestly .

Lenan smiled but she said 'okay, but we're getting engaged and after one week you have to get married officially to me and that's not 1,2,3,months even for a lifetime I will love you, and without you knowing it you will love me ,so I hope we can grow our love in the sacred bond of marriage according to our religion and our country because I don't play with you Alisa .

Alisa was just staring at the man in wonder and never thought he would be this brave , is he really going to do it ,could he be the one who was sent to God for him or he was just a passing wind and gave freshness to him, so he easily came and went and passed .At this time, it is clear that Alisa can not do like a child anymore which only includes love, she is an adult and she does not want to repeat her failure this time in the household ,and his hope was only to get a man who is loyal and sincere to love him until the end of his life, and willing to accept

past and son with sincerity and willing to accompany him then he was ready to devote himself to give his soul and body for his .