I Have to Survive

67.It's not easy to forget

In a house that looks like a man who is cleaning up the equipment he must bring tomorrow ,he is Lenan who will reluctantly return to his country in addition to work affairs he also has to prepare everything, after Alisa received by giving the decision to accept Lenan as a husband ,lenan's parents went straight home before a week was up ,they were overjoyed and would prepare for the wedding of the linen with great fanfare because wherever Lenan was the only son of the linen mother his father's second wife .and he was the successor of his mother's family,grandpa Lenan has emphasized that his mother was born solely wayang also because during his childbirth his Oma lost a lot of blood and died ,with the loving father of his mother whom Lenan calls grandfather raising his mama without having any more chaperones ,she also leads her business empire without a wife figure and her focus is only on her daughter and her company, her company was growing rapidly as her daughter was a bearer of fortune for her business ,not if a great family is not inferior to his father's family is not .other than that because Lenan's mother married his father like a marriage of two countries and two companies, not only because Lenan's mother married his father like a marriage of two countries and two companies, yes, Lenan's mother came from a different country than her father, and because her father got her mother her company became the largest and most powerful company in various countries .

She actually really wants to always be beside Alisa but she also has to take care of everything first, she can not escape responsibility, she has been playing around in her life for a long time ,even he took medicine classes just because he wanted to make his family not manage his life.

But even though he was in medical class he was still the son of a businessman and the blood had flowed into flesh and filled his body so he could easily learn the ins and outs of business science easily and running the company with no obstacles, maybe it can be called derivative talent can also be.

Lenan was so grateful that she took medical class that she was not sure she would not find this angel woman shining on her heart, ''yes Alisa is her angel ,he who can change Lenan from Lenan who never took life seriously, but when chasing Alisa so understand and understand that life is not just a waste of money and play only ,there's something he has to fight for, he's taking care of, or he'll regret it for the rest of his life .

"Your problem is done, there is something I can help you with." said Alisa who was already in the doorway of the man's room and opened it with the width of the door without entering .

Lenan turned his head and presented his best smile .

"Dear, everything is done, only you have not entered the suitcase, so I can take you wherever I go ....why do I imagine that 2 months there have been missed by you dear ." said Lenan with memelas .

Alisa also with a shy smile also said the words of a very spoiled man in front of her this .

"Mas, I'm wearing clothes and you want to go in the suitcase, I don't want my time in the suitcase, while you sit with another girl , beware, even though we are not married I do not want you to know if you play cheating, there is no apology for me if you betray my trust .

Lenan also with a smile while the mangosteen saw Alisa .

"Well baby, I'll be loyal to you until the end of my life, and just so you know only you can move my heart to love you, there's no other woman here besides you ,only you can have you, even if you reject me I'd rather be alone in my life dear " Lenan said by holding Alisa's hand and kissing her .

Alisa also feels the sincerity of Lenan, she becomes more and more convinced that this man is what he really needs, and he also feels that Lenan is what he needs in his life ,he was sure this time.

After the conversation Alisa also asked permission to go to her room of course after saying good night to her fiancee, she also did not forget to close the door that was opened earlier , at this time this is what he must do, however he must also maintain ethics, he knows his limits as a woman especially a widow, ' she said , Alisa also does not want to hit Adab although only ordinary if she enters the room - men will make a slander even though she is her fiance , she is not her husband , and in her home there is mama , papa ,Rendra even the downstream maid also passed by there by opening the door she hoped could anticipate all that.

In another house

"okay keep giving me the info I need, I'll arrange it later , you v heart , lest you get caught and backfire for me ' said the man from the brang .

"Well my boss will do the job of the boss well, just calm down .ujar another said his boss .

Meanwhile there has been standing since the woman who noticed her husband, father ato can be called a bed partner only, because during this time she felt that she was not a wife ,but just complete the house as the position of a wife is not more.

"What reason can you not forget that woman, she already does not care about you, what I am less beautiful, what I am less than perfect what is less than me ,we've been together longer than she's with you, I've always been there beside you, even I'm willing to sacrifice all of her for your sake 'you can't think of me as your whole wife , we've been together a long time how many years I have to wait for you to open your heart, so cold and frozen in your heart that I can't even melt it." said the woman.

The man looked sharply at the woman in front of him .

"Don't I've said it years ago, I can be with you next to you, accompany you ,but to my heart I'm sorry I couldn't erase it even the more I tried the name the deeper it scratched in my heart, wasn't I ever told you ,and you also know I can't never be able to forget it, not have you guys I said share the inseparable side of coin currency ,I can accept you because of him and I can also take it off because of you.

"then why are you still chasing after him if you've taken him off".said the woman while sobbing .

"you shut up, the more you look at me the more you will get sick and sick, the better you enjoy your life as a mistress here , don't think much enough to have fun ,it is more suitable for you.said the man sharply without thinking about the hurt feelings of the woman in front of him who sobbed and sore as if slashed skin it .

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