I Have to Survive

107.Hanging Hope

Fero, who was seen as uncomfortable, immediately got out of the car he was riding, after he went out and noticed the man in police uniform in front of him, he felt bad, too,even though he was awkward because he still remembered the pa he did to this police officer when he was still at school and his teenage years.

"You're a fero, don't I think you're still the same as always bothering officers like me." said the uniformed man.

"Pak Ridwan right.., it's good to see you again, I think since that incident you've retired eh means no longer dare to patrol here."said Fero with a smile even though it looks stiff.

Fero also remembered the old time after high school graduation finally, at that time Fero and his friends who were still unstable were happily and foolishly celebrating graduation while marching to this area,even they also brought Pilok paint to color and scribble the walls of the village road that looks lonely before se rame now, their behavior also turned out to attract the attention of residents who pass there, there,with uniform all scrawled - scrawled scrawl full of scribbles, added because they indeed disturb order and damage the scene, a resident also reported them on the charge, he said,and the real police arrived the man wanted to arrest them, so Fero Inthegeng immediately ran away from there, he did not expect first, if the area is still quiet like this area can bring police easily and quickly, they are also in a mess trying to escape, not least Fero, Fero, he also tried to escape from there by pressing rather quickly his motorbike at that time, the chase occurred ,but really Fero was siall at that time the man in uniform was chasing Fero and persistently followed him if he had chosen to pass through a narrow alley, even through the narrow cemetery was still chasing her, at that tense moment Fero was unlucky he lost his composure and without realizing it anywhere nyungsep to the gutter when his girl who was in the shakiness trembling fear tightened her grip on the waist of the fero,when they saw them being chased by men in uniform.

With the typical smell of sewer Fero was paraded by the police towards the place of residents, of course the residents we scribbled the walls, of course,but Fero also remembered that he also did not say when he was asked anyone who participated in ruining the street scene, he only admitted himself, and will take responsibility for himself ,fortunately, at that time the identity of the school was invisible because many scribbles filled the uniform even there was no gap, and so he could avoid defaming the good name of his school.

Hearing the confession, the officer was furious but after a long negotiation the citizens finally also chose to accept that Fero was responsible for cleaning it up,that is enough for the citizens and can be used as a lesson for him.that's when the police was willing to accept as well, and let fero do his duty.

He remembered that many of his friends were responsible and they completed it for three days, three days they did the task to clean the wall by repainting the wall of course, of course,at that time they were also accompanied by some residents and even the residents also gave food to them and drinks did not forget to prepare, they also prepared,since then Fero also became familiar with people who live in the village including Mr. Ridwan who incidentally lived in the village it turns out.

"How are you sir, I see fine, well my feelings are still the same as before." said fero with a silly smile.

Mr. Ridwan who heard her immediately looked at her angry look.

The man also tried to keep his heart he did not want to be provoked by anger just because he heard the words of fero.while Fero heard the words of Mr. Ridwan became unpleasant.

"No sir, he meant that the father was young so, not that I insulted the father.ujar fero with a bad heart.

He felt he was old but saw Mr. Ridwan was still the same as when he first met him even gray hair had not adorned his dark black hair.

"Ah you can, where your wife , kok alone, surely already have a cooked man like you have not been able to mate , father see your car is also good, see your car,or your beautiful girl who was your wife at that time, why don't you play with all the women who are close to you, about her looks you are a crocodile ,but before his please his car in the movein area should not be for parking the boss, banging other road users." said Mr. Ridwan firmly walu was there berknotnya it.

Fero heard that was just grinning and back down the road of mass life, especially his love life is not as sweet and beautiful as the story in dracor ,he also remembered his relationship with Sinta, the woman who was his girlfriend was soon broken up because he had betrayed her by chasing after Alisa and made up with her when she had just entered college at that time,he also remembered the woman who used to fill her days while still in high school, the sweet girl who made her like her, she said,even until he was damprat his parents at that time for inviting his nyungsep at that time,but Fero was immediately aware of his past and he immediately moved the car to find a place that is allowed to park, after which they were looking for a place to chat, even though they finally chose to chat on the side of the road but they continued the conversation coolly, it was indeed very entertaining Fero and for a moment could forget the pain of his life.

Fero did divert the man's questions, he did not want his household to be a public consumption, just enough he who knew and enough himself to have to bear his own suffering, he said,he did not want to bring others into his personal realm matters, but he also had hope that at this time he would start from zero, he said,trying to improve himself to be better again and will try to be accepted again by Alisa someday.in the heart of fero also tried to pray and hope it.

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