I Have to Survive

71.don't ever bother me

Rendra came in a hurry his mind was not because his heart was restless if later how his mama's condition was ,she very much knows her mom's heart is hurting after she saw the contents of her mama's diary years ago ,she did not waste a long time immediately ordering an ojek online after she got a message from her mother to go home immediately because Alisa wanted to meet her with her biological father .

She listened to what they were talking about before the man called her papa hugged Alisa who without returning hugged her but the injured face was seen there .

The boy's gaze seemed to reflect his dislike for the man in front of him .

"Take off my mommy, who are you hah, even if you are papa me you are no longer entitled to embrace mami what else mami has been engaged to papi, you should be able to maintain ethics ,here you are guests who do not have a house, be polite . said Rendra sharply piercing the heart of the man in front of her .

Fero immediately realized, immediately he released his embrace, and his eyebrows were immediately dragged behind Rendra indicating he was protecting his mother, while Fero knew who the child was ,and he also remembered the man he had met while at the airport, he immediately turned to look at Alisa the woman who had been his wife ,he realized when he hugged Alisa did not respond he just stood staring without a word..

"Oh so because of that man you refused to come back with me, even he has replaced my position with his ease, when only briefly they met but as soon as that our son called his papi , ' he said ,oh you are indeed smart Lis, even I cannot sleep well, and live comfortably thinking of you guys but it turns out that you can easily forget everything and include the man in your heart .fero said with accusation and emphasis .

Alisa looked at the man in front of her with a sharp could not she hold the crystal clear granules that were dripping on her delicate cheeks ,indeed he did not expect so sharp his tongue - the man who had become his former husband was ,if there was no Rendra maybe his tiny hand had been brutally slapped might even claw at that selfless face ,even if it wasn't for his son he really didn't want to look back on his past ,but because there is Rendra he was trying to reconcile with her because no matter how Rendra was his son he did not want to selfishly forbid his son close to his biological father ,but what he got turned out to only hurt and tear again the wounds that had once been dry ,what indeed he thought my heart was made of gold that easily forgave his disgusting mistake .

Rendra angrily gave his fists to the man ,he really did not accept the mother he loved so far made to cry by the garbage massalalu who had been thrown out of his past life mama.

While the man stared at his son, a feeling of pain and guilt enveloped him ,he never thought that his son already knew everything and even he was as protective as it was protecting Alisa and he did not expect that in his first meeting he already hated himself so much ,even worse, he was made like a shameless loser who usually only makes crying mama who he loves.surely Fero feels unprofitable here ,not that it would only make it difficult for him to meet his son, how unlucky he really wanted to be recognized and wanted to hug his son but it was just wishful thinking for him .

"Rendra forgive papa, it's just a misunderstanding, papa did it because papa is burning jealousy and papa just wants to return to you can accompany you, papa,watching you grow up with you and your mom in the rest of your papi life.Jar Fero pleaded .

Rendra who heard it also stared nanar into the eyes of the person he knew his papa was, it was easy papa was saying his .

"Where have you been, all this time you have been sound, or lulled with the beauty of your life, not just 1 year, but 10 years even more you are where , 10 years ,if you really care why new heroes come bad luck will be embarrassed to know you, you think we are stupid, if I became a mami I have kicked you from earlier ,I'm not going to see let alone give you a chance, your chance has been exhausted you've wasted when my mama has you hurt after she gave all of it to you but you wasted it .one more thing don't bother me stop you following me in school quietly and you don't think I know you're always hiding looking at me ,remember we have no relationship whatsoever I can live without you and mama also do not need you beside her continue to drift you in a sea of regrets and remember until whenever I do not will never be able to accept you whether calling you father is very disgusting to me, said Rendra with his fierce look .

The tense atmosphere continued what was more when the woman who with her arrogant path walked into the hot pot that was almost boiling,who else if not the woman who had been the actor at Alisa's wedding, even she with her sex came shamelessly into the house that she should not be able to enter easily it .The actor stared at Fero wordlessly and as if he didn't care ,after her Rendra that she looked at like the wind last and last time she was locked by staring at Alisa with cynicism even as if to underestimate the woman in front of her .

Meanwhile Alisa can only hold her son's hand with her trembling hand and the bitterness of the past that becomes a hazy shadow comes close to her making her fragile and like she can no longer believe in love in this world again, the one that he believes his son is the one - the one that will protect and love him sincerely even though Alisa knows she did a lot of unfair to him .