I Have to Survive

103.Give me a chance2

The woman who had been standing was staring at the words of the man who begged before her, she indeed had to think about her carefully actually, actually,because both families have determined the date even the invitation has also been ordered,yes but if they cancel it is also not a problem for Alisa because she also feels it is better than after carrying out the sacred promise of marriage they only realize incompatibility and especially can not accept masalalu them.

Alisa thinks of all the possibilities, she also remembered the lack of what their love is even they struggle to get married even though with no blessing from Alisa's parents ,less what love Fero and Alisa at that time, but eventually the love was foundered, Fero turned to other women.

Meanwhile who Alisa is to Lenan, if she will be able to always be loyal to him, in all conditions, it is true that Alisa is still doubtful about her feelings for Lenan, she said,he was afraid of marriage without love any blessing from grandfather Lenan would only make him miserable, especially they did not have a clear foundation of love.Alisa really worried and anxious about all that.

Lenan saw the anxiety that was bothering Alisa, she very much understood what Alisa had been feeling at the moment.

"Al, you may doubt your feelings, but I beg you not to doubt the love I have for you, I have been in love with you since I first saw you,and all the women in this world can't make me turn away from you it's just you that I want Lenan said calmly but clearly.

Alisa sees the man's eyes trying to find a lie there, but it turns out that there is no lie,instead Alisa saw the earnestness and deep affection in the eyes of the man who loved her.tspi at that time also she remembered the memories of the night when she was introduced to her grandfather,the night where she was easily ignored by the man in front of her.

The pain at that time also made him feel irritated and angry in his heart, he also looked at the nanar

The face of the man in front of him.

"When your mouth and heart are so different, you say you will be faithful and take care of me, even yesterday,but why on that night even when I was pressed even needed you even ignored me, even you did not defend me and even you could make me go home without you."Alisa.

The woman was like holding back the pain in her heart, really she was afraid that it would happen again to her, she said,he always alone faced the in-laws first because Fero did not have the slightest strength in front of the mother who became his in-laws first and really he did not want to have a husband again who could not protect him this time.

"Al, I'm not like that, I did let you go but I didn't let you get hurt, I didn't want you to be trampled on yourself there, I did,and it's not that I also told Rendra to order his subscription taxi, that's also so you stay awake not to go anywhere because your mind is messed up, because your mind is chaotic, I was there to solve that problem too but I don't want you to be highlighted there you know there are a lot of reporters covering ,and I also don't want you to be sicker when you hear that mercon woman say something spicy to you,yes although I am also disappointed because you are also dishonest from me and all that I know from someone other than you, do you not believe in me so you hide all that ,don't you believe me Al, so you can't be honest with me." Lenan asked Alisa instead.

"Well, what do you want to know about me and me is not what that crazy woman said, and you believe all those lies without asking me the truth first, I'm disappointed Lenan, I'm disappointed,even though I believe in you so much that I even decided to accept your proposal well even though I admit I can't love you wholeheartedly yet, and you also know that I didn't hide it from you."alisa .

The woman said it sharply but sounded bitter there,even Alisa also shed her tears she never thought Lenan was thinking ugly to her.Lenan who saw it was really unbearable to Alisa if only she had married him would she embrace a small body it would be he immersed in the chest of his field, but he was sober and to embrace it he did not dare when he remembered and sober like this.

"Not so dear, I just want you to tell me all about you I don't want me to know from others,I really believe in you even I trust you more than I do I just want us to have nothing to hide from each other in our lives.

The man said the confusing thing, Alice who heard him smile she knew Lenan was good and her problem was only one that night she really did not like,and Alisa wants Lenan to tell her what happened, what she did after Alisa left there,he was very curious but a sense of prestige filled his heart so that he also only looked at Lenan with a funny look that Lenan was anxious to make.

"I know you must be curious about what happened yesterday, you really love using all the events, so far behind you do not know the news about the party that night,so now we're better, yes, I can't be angry with you for long" Lenan pleaded.

Alisa who heard that widened her eyes, she also looked sharply at the man who looked funny when apologizing to Alisa.

"Well I'm sorry but you have to tell me everything that happened I wonder if you are defending me or you are just saying nonsense.

Lenan also widened in disbelief, what really this woman does not believe in me, but looking at the woman in front of her who wants to forgive, she said, he also threw it away and happily lifted Alisa and invited her to spin in her place .

Alisa screamed she was really surprised by what this man was doing,for a moment, the faces of Alisa and Lenan met after she lowered Alisa, the shame of the two of them also spurted to make their faces reddened by Lenan's actions that bar-bar.

While on the other side of the room, Alisa's son saw her, he was afraid that something was wrong with his mama because of her screams,but after she saw it she was also embarrassed but happy to see her mother reconcile with her chosen man ,his hope is that the two of them can be happy so that Rendra's guilt can be reduced to his mama's.