I Have to Survive

1. early stage

"Based on cheap women, shameless you can only tease people's husbands", a hard slap landed on my cheek, I didn't expect our affair, would lead me into trouble I never imagined.

"Be quiet, you have no right to judge him, you assume you have not cheated on me, even you are at home with another man ,do you want to be called a mistress or a cheap woman, so keep your word you have no right to judge us" .the man stood up for me

I held my cheek, I was pleased at the anger of my cheating wife, I was satisfied to be able to repay my heartache through the man I was with, and it felt as if it had become my opium .

even that woman with an angry look wanted to pounce on me, I just smiled and still sat with her grace, in my seat ,I know he's very angry because I'm the one he considers the girl who just cheated ternya ta , behind him has been gnawing from inside his household that he never imagined would be hollow ,the defect even fell apart because of me, a wife who was hurt because of her ,but I am not satisfied enough because he just his dignity is broken and his heart is still happy because his love is still intact even he gets what he wants even though he has to lose what he has he held it before his .

Two years before her

"Alisa baby let's have a quick breakfast this afternoon you know, hope not you, why have you just departed from earlier, you have not come down yet, hurry up late later"

Mama's voice called me, yes ma I immediately came down and was ready, ma ma, I immediately took my bag and also my book, I immediately went down without a word, ' ' I said ,I saw my mom at the dinner table .

I immediately snatched the milk, and my favorite chocolate jam bread that had been served on the dinner table plate, as soon as I grabbed my mother's hand to say goodbye, I ate while running in the car .ah this child wants to until when you like this you have been in college but kok is still the same as the SD child must have set out.

Well at this hour mama nih , can be late for me , today is the day where I first entered the campus , I immediately drove my favorite car out the gate ,and immediately took him splitting his path quickly towards my new campus, this is my first day in ,after arriving at the campus I immediately walked in after I parked my car in the parking lot not far from the entrance to the classroom .

bruk ,,,,, the crashing sound is heard , I see the woman who broke my brak has fallen on top of our books .

",you don't papa" I reached out my hand to help him wake up .

'"yes thanks mbc I'm not Papa really ."

I immediately ran my class, I was afraid to be late in class later, the lecturer immediately came and told us to open our books, I saw my books

" that's changed "

I can't help but slip that word out loud.

"what are you when you first entered and was excited to make a move"

said the lecturer Ms. .with a face that looks like she does not like coming to me .

"what do you bring, you're wrong class please move class 1, this is medicine class not economy class yes, I don't want one child to ruin my class , get out fast , ' he said ,I have no interest in my class ."

"Yes buk, I was sorry I was taker his book with my friend, sorry buk I beg you may take this ibuk class first I enter I beg buk ."

"You may enter again after you get your book if you can't take economics class alone, please let me submit."

I also with gontai go out of class to look for economy class, after traveling around long enough I can meet the girl.

"sorry sir my lecturer please permission to be able to exchange my book, about him was accidentally knocked with the father student ".

After getting permission I immediately went to the girl's table many gazes were looking at me, not spared a guy who was near the girl I was headed he smiled at me .

"this is your book that was knocked ."

"I'm Alisa, that's my name.that's why I went back to my class first huh ."

When I went out, I felt a hand holding me back, I immediately looked at her .

"introduce me Fero Ardiansyah remember that name yes, I'll come see you , remember that" .

"Ehm,,,,Ehm ."

I immediately brushed off the man's hand, and asked to resign because I was too late for class.I never thought a piece of my life had begun and started here with them.

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I immediately sat down next to my classmates , after experiencing the struggle I was finally able to take my class comfortably .

Finally, the school hours are over .

"Chick taker and princess Sasa please deliver my book to the room ."

A lot of eyes that look at us not because of what, but I know because of the name of it I'm sure everything that is horrified must be amused to hear it .

"what room is the lecturer's room is only a room that is a lot of room will be."ceplos Alisa

"Of course my room, girl taper namakamu who, you don't know yourself just yet ."

"I'm Alisa Sasmita buk, busy just call Alisa alone."

"Both Sasa and Alisa please bring it to my office".

"yes, it is ready ."

we immediately continued our duties & went to the room of the lecturer .

"Oh well, we can be friends ."

"yes I also wish we could be together later Alisa ".

brief introductions ensued and our friendship was made which we never expected .

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Crazy child Lo , when he brought the book Economics anyway in my class if not because elo my most beloved class brother & I have considered a sister , I do not want that take care of the child Lo , ' I do not want that ,I guess he ciplakan his father , not a bit like Lo , just beautiful maybe .

yes, even though that's the point, call Elo just another one, I put him yes brother, I'm afraid he does not - not later , I'm afraid ,I also can not monitor him if he is in the campus, I just want him to be serious in learning kak, that's all .

yes it's your son's business to hand over aja kegue, as long as he's on campus, I'll monitor him as much as I can. Thanks brother I owe a lot of brother deh .yes pay later you have to pay dearly later to repay that Budi .