I Have to Survive

34. Ruined carving in the household

That morning was like carving history, the history of the Primary family that they would never have imagined would be a complicated carving not as beautiful as its predecessor ,what is indeed beauty will only be seen and seen when it has been forged from various experiences and pain in every path that has been passed in this life .

I also sat down casually, in my chair even though in my heart I was looking forward to the continuation of the story ,and I also felt the sight of the two old men who were looking at me sharply like bow arrows ready to stab and rip my heart out ,in my heart I also feel jealous of the woman who has the status of Hendra's wife ,how she really became a darling for the family and Oma from her husband without having to sacrifice and take heart with difficulty like her.

At that time came a woman who I know even very well I know her , she also furiously entered into this forum , I am very much looking forward to her arrival even I miss her very much at this time ,my heart is pounding waiting for his arrival, as if a lover or his right someone who hates but misses, that's how I feel .

Unexpectedly the woman immediately approached me and

with his lightness he landed a slap that I never thought he would land on my cheek .

"Based on cheap women, have no shame you can only tease people's husbands" said Hendra's wife who must be with an angry face.

A hard slap landed on my cheek, I never thought our affair would lead me into trouble I never imagined.

"Be quiet, you have no right to judge Alisa, you consider all this time you are holy and do not cheat on me, even you are one house with another man,don't you think I'm a fool and don't know anything about the Queen, do you want me to call a mistress or that cheap lady, so keep your word you have no right to judge us" .with a loud voice, Hendra stood up for me.

"You don't papa Al , forgive me I can't protect you even though I brought you here , forgive me AL," said Hendra who felt guilty here .

"Grandfather, at least they know how great our love is, and how great your wife also loves her affair,with this may they know what is happening in your household and know the truth ".Alisa said with a smile.

alisa also smiled in her heart, Alisa

holding his cheek in my heart said, I feel good for my cheating wife's anger, I feel satisfied to be able to repay my heartache through the man I am with ,and it felt like it became my opium .

even that woman with an angry look wanted to pounce on me, I just smiled and still sat with her grace, in my seat ,I know he's very angry because I'm the one he considers the girl who just cheated ternya ta , behind him has been gnawing from inside his household that he never imagined would be hollow ,the defect even fell apart because of me, a wife who was hurt because of her ,but I am not satisfied enough because he just his dignity is broken and his heart is still happy because his love is still intact even he gets what he wants even though he has to lose what he has he held it before his .

"What queen are you doing, said Hendra and this woman, 'Oma wants to know the answer from your own mouth Queen ."The Queen asked for clarity from the queen .

"Oh you are indeed outrageous Queen, why do you humiliate an oma like this, what is in your mind, why do you have the heart to do all this, cheating on your husband and humiliating our family , ' he said ,want to put where the face of Oma Ratu?.. ".as frustrated as the Queen Oma said her .

"why only the Queen is blamed Oma , Hendra was wrong also here , try to see even they dare to be alone , in this house is not they also live alone here ,even sleeping together in this room , see they Oma not only the Queen that is your focus, look at them also Oma ".The queen also defends herself with us .

I saw that Oma Hendra could not say a word, she could only cry with tears on both cheeks .

"Queen you think Oma is stupid to look at your relationship 'Oma is talking about you because you are guilty and Oma is sure Queen ', ' she said ,you think Oma is stupid and deaf so as not to hear and cannot see what you are playing behind our Queen, Oma is disappointed very disappointed with you, she said,Oma did not expect you to lower your own dignity by choosing to be below and not want to be respected by seeing your disgusting behavior the Queen" .oma Ratu said with disdain, saying that .

"I'm sorry Oma and Hendra are queens because we can't make you happy 'this is me..," Oma Hendra has not finished speaking .

"You are wrong, why do you run this stupid match if you can't maintain to make me the mistress of this house forever ,you must be able to guarantee that I can only be the mistress of this house, do not know what I have sacrificed to receive your matchmaking ,but look even other women can be invited by Hendra to come here." said the Queen with her anger .

"Based on a self-destructive woman, you want me to be a stupid man who can accept you as my wife when you even warm the mattress of other men out there ,crazy you Queen, you think of me what hah, I'm not a cat who can share a fish with another Queen." Hendra angrily said .

"What is the difficulty, I am still your wife Hendra, because you are still my husband, you do not forget about it, said the Queen with crazy .

" I am not a statue of the Queen, I also have a lust that I want to satisfy, but where is your role as a wife when I need your caress , you're always busy with your affair Queen, I'm tired of being patient and patient waiting for you but you're getting crazier and crazier Queen ,if indeed you want to separate I will also grant it, this is not how you make our marriage a toy of the Queen." said Hendra angrily as well.

"Basasar woman does not know herself, who you example Queen Oma never taught you like this "by pulling the hair of Queen Omanya was angry .

"The queen is how you treated your husband?. ,why don't you try to love her?. Instead you cultivate your love with someone else who shouldn't deserve your love other than your husband ,why are you doing all this?.Oma the Queen added angrily .

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