I Have to Survive

I Have to Survive
18.per a wish that may be accepted



I saw a friend of farel go from the clothing store, farel was lightly holding my hand and immediately took me to the motorbike he parked in front of the store.


"sister until tonight let me consider Brother my girlfriend, I beg brother, I will not be like enough sister want, I've been happy just one day just brother plis kak ."Farel begged me .


I was bored, took care of it and I also wanted to play with Farel, to fill the time ,and eliminating my fatigue because many of my thoughts also immediately responded without me thinking much more, I immediately followed Farel without knowing where he would take me this time.


Farel also took me around the mole and various games we tried there , many young couples who are the same age as Farel are also there , they also looked envy at me ,I was just plain to see .


"Rel you don't go to school if you can play all day here" said I, who remembered the boy next to me as a school boy .


"i take Lis off, for 3 days , they also know my busyness" said Farrel .


"who are you who you can be as good as yourself skipping the rail, your ancestor's school what is school" added I am more curious about the answer to what farel will say later.


"Later you will know ayang, you will know ,lagian if you I will not hide it" said the guy who I saw was more handsome than his brother .


I can only be silent not to continue the question that if I was Pepet he would not give the answer at this time if he did not want to, and I continued our game ,enjoying our togetherness today, with her I felt that having a sister could make my day this cheerful, forgetting the sadness and turmoil of my heart.


Finally when the peak arrived , the night crawled today, marked my time with Farel will be over, we were already in a cafe that was there was full when we got to , ' he said ,feropun took me from the back door of the cafe after asking to open the door by the person who had been inside .


"Finally you come Rel I thought you didn't want to come, busy dating your girl", said the man while adopting his name to me Raja said.


I also introduced myself after saying stale things to and fro, Farel immediately went with his friend from before me ,I was abandoned by her after I was invited to sit down and prepared a variety of food at the table .


Time passed, when a melodious voice from the front was heard presenting his song to me, I immediately looked for the person holding the mic, I carefully looked for it,the one who sang the most beautiful Anugrah song I ever had, the song sung and popularized by Ben seila on seven was sung beautifully by her .


See your laughter


Hear your humming


It was clearly visible in my eyes


Your beautiful colors


Look at your steps


Lamenting your life story


It is clear that your heart


The most beautiful gift I ever had


Wo-ho-oh


Wo-oh, wo-oh, wo-oh-ho


Your nature nan s'then


Set aside my ambitions


Khilafku's edge


From the withered flower


When you were by my side


Back to the cheerful world


Affirm that you


The most beautiful gift I ever had


Oh-oh-ho-oh


Wo-oh-ho-ho-oh


Wo-ho-oh


Gently grip your finger


Cool looking at your face


Warmly hug your promise, wo-ho


Gently grip your finger


Cool looking at your face


Warmly embrace your promise


The most beautiful gift I ever had


Wo-ho-oh


Wo-ho-oh, wo-oh, wo-oh-ho


Wo-oh-ho-ho


Wo-oh-ho-ho


Gently grip your finger


Cool looking at your face


Warmly hug your promise, wo-ho


Gently grip your finger


Cool look at your face, hu-hu


Warmly embrace your promise


The most beautiful gift I ever had


I who heard it and saw the person on the stage immediately realized that the person was Farel, even though he looked more mature in his clothes and style I could still recognize him ,I didn't expect it if this was the feeling he had for me, I was so afraid he would be disappointed later ,because somehow I can't accept his love even if I can never .


I had not yet awakened from my mind I felt my hand held by someone and I immediately realized, to immediately follow the direction where the person invited me.


When everyone focused on me and this fool who was holding me, I too with questions in my head could only imagine why a handsome guy, a lot of his fans were also ,kok can even like the same I who obviously have become his sister-in-law, it's ridiculous right, rich there is no other girl unless she just wants to play with me ,but I can't scold her and get that out here, nor do I embarrass her .


My shock grew when he put on the ring and told me to accept his love, 'The people who were there cried out, accept .......,


I who looked at her could only be full of happiness smile as she did it fortunately I've been through her ,even proposed to be the wife of people I have gone through so it is easy to act as she wants, in front of many people.


That's when and so on romantic songs were melodious in the cafe ,making the arriving couple feel their heart blossom because of the song while the one who comes without a partner might imagine having a partner .


I am still loyal there on stage also Menik died, yes even though my legs feel sore too, I can stab her dead.


Finally the event was finished after the fans asked to take pictures with us, we also agreed to her , as an idol she would look arrogant if only a photo with her refused ,besides this is also still in the cafe not a concert that many until the bajibun can not be counted his people, he said, now I can guess where the money he got and what activities he did not say to his family .


The time came home and this was finally our last night love story, I immediately removed the ring, I returned it to the farel , the color of our deal was up tonight ,I immediately wanted to leave but Fero's hand prevented me, he held my body in his arms .


"sister can't you accept her, if you can't be my girlfriend now someday I want you to accept me as your husband later after you're done with Fero's sister" ,said farel with full supplication.