I Have to Survive

56. I'm happy to see you

Alisa also immediately moved to the car that was still waiting for her, even all the entourage was still waiting for Alisa and Lenan to be together .the old man who saw her smiled at the affection of Alisa and Lenan who joined hands with her mesra.

Those who were seen also became clumsy and groggy when all the gazes looked at them, Alisa could not hide her shame because of her actions ,but Lenan just smiles and looks like her and Menik dies , finally, he immediately opened the car door for Alisa, the woman of his dreams, and the car immediately headed to Alisa's house where they will do the application that will be held tonight without delay .

While the men who were not tired of following Him until they entered the car could not get close to Alisa, she could only look and admire the woman.she also said in her heart "Now you can be with him but wait for me dear I will take you from the man, just wait for you to or refuse I will have you." said the man.

While Alisa is still trying to eliminate her embarrassment but yet she lost her shame Lenan by wearing a set belt for her even their faces are just a little distance away nothing makes her not can move and breathe , the feeling of tightness because he can not breathe was felt , he also cursed his heart why at the age that was not said to be young he still had a pounding like this is really embarrassing , ' '' he said ,he cursed that .

That's when suddenly the road car but I don't know what happened ,it even makes him not control himself because the car is suddenly running and he is not ready to make their cheeks rub against each other aka meet the cheeks between the cheeks that make his heart seem dislodged because the incident .

Lenan was seen smiling words from his mouth came out softly and teasing was heard .

"Darling I'll make you a bucin every day and I'll make sure you fall in love with me in just 7 days,ato do not - do not taste it already exists so that it makes you palpitate - palpitations and make your face This red ?....., said Lenan with a sweet smile .

Lenan also sweetly said his love words by holding Alisa's heart he revealed his heart .

"Alisa since I first saw you I've been attracted to you and fell in love with you on campus I found out about you, everything that's on you I love ,and what you do always grabs my attention, even I always admire you, and this love grows and grows without me being able to forbid it , when we become a team I am happy , ' she said ,but sad for me you never see me once, and for a long time I tried to forget you and try to turn away from you trying my hardest for it ,but when at the party saw you the taste was even more uncontrollable, love was not I think it was ingrained and flourished ,even just by looking at you flowers have bloomed in my heart and these eyes can't even blink observing you ,seeing you out I went out and on the road I stopped the taxi to meet you, I don't want to let you go anymore. said Lenan who looks really serious with the story.

Alisa heard him could not say his rejection, what she wanted to complain she was no longer able to, she felt the sincerity of this man ,he admitted he knew this guy was always attentive to him in their college days but he was always indifferent and did not want to take a headache, he could not and could not establish love at that time ,he was very afraid that his mass events would repeat themselves, but after many years this man's sense of unchanged it made him a little trusting and had little hope for his ,he also had a little courage in his heart, but in the depths of his heart still he had a little doubt, what he created god for his ,whether he can freely accept his chest, or his love is just a mere love obsession that will disappear and go after getting what he wants ,a milling mind entered his head, even though he had not closed his heart but he admitted he was still doubtful of the loyalty of the man in front of him .she was really scared and very doubtful that Lenan's love was only a temporary love and would fade away like Fero's love in her first, thinking that Alisa became shedding her tears without her noticing .

Alisa who dissolved in her mind did not see if the man in front of her noticed it, Lenan who saw Alisa's tears gently wiped her ,she seemed to feel the sadness of Alisa and not willing the woman in front of her sad, she immediately grabbed the tiny body of the woman next to her .although hindered Set Belt Lenan has no problem being the one who docked to Alisa he can't let the woman he loves cry in front of her, really in the unwilling, ' he said ,he won't make this woman in front of him cry because of her dark mass, he will try as hard as he can to erase this woman's past ,no he won't be able to erase his past but he will try to make a memory in the future that will make the woman happy in front of him and turn the memories of his heart into memories that will make it smiling in happiness is not a memory that makes her cry and lament her way of life as it is now , although Lenan does not know what really happened in his past but he can feel how suffering this woman he loves, he said,but seeing his words earlier with the man who met him a little he knew his mass was not simple as a widow but his past marriage caused deep wounds in his heart even he could also feel how heavy his problem was .

Lenan will struggle and strive to be a man that Alisa can always rely on and can to lean on ,because by being near Alisa she is already happy and if Alisa can accept her love it's additional happiness in her heart .